Chapter 46 First Snow
Chapter 46 Chuxue
Author: Stew a pot
Chapter 46 Chuxue
Chen Sui stared at the laptop, but her mind was empty. She didn't know how many times the melody in the headphones played in a loop, but she couldn't pull her back.
After the voice call, she and Shan Jingzhe had never contacted each other. She really didn't know how to deal with it. After all, she was really a social slaughter.
I had already agreed to return to my friend before, but I never expected that after a drunk phone call, everything was messed up.
Thankfully, Dan Jingzhe has not contacted her in the past two days, which has avoided the embarrassment in this regard, but she is a little unhappy, conflicts and entanglements.
Thinking of this, she sighed for the thirteenth time.
Hearing another sigh, Hometown and Shi Ye raised their heads from their respective jobs, looked at each other, and sighed silently.
Hometown: Go!
Shi Ye: Why am I going? You girls are easier to communicate with!
Hometown: You guys who work on music cells can communicate better, and I am not available now.
Shi Ye: What am I going to say?
Hometown: Find topics and help her!
Shi Ye: I may not be able to find it.
Hometown: The time has come to test friendship for so many years! Believe in yourself and you can do it!
Shi Ye: Yuetou asked me a question and I didn’t answer it well. I’ll go now, and God will die of chatting!
Hometown: emmmmm, if you can hold on, I will go find the blue bird.
Shi Ye: Then hurry up!
Looking at each other, the two of them winked and had this silent conversation. I don’t know how they communicated with each other’s meaning. My hometown took the lead in standing up and walked towards the door. When her figure disappeared into the room, Shi Ye took back his gaze. Looking at Chen Sui who was still immersed in his own world, he sighed silently. The disaster was caused by himself, and I’m sorry, I have to bow my head.
Walking to her side and sitting down, Shi Ye hesitated and said, "Sorry."
Feeling that someone beside him, Chen Sui came back to her mind and met Shi Ye's guilty gaze, so she was confused: "What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry, I don't know that the girl you asked was yourself."
Chen Sui understood what he was talking about and took off his headphones: "This matter is not necessary to apologize. Of course, I want to answer the truthful answers when asked. Your answer is very real and useful to me. I should thank you."
Shi Ye pursed his lips: "Is the boy you asked Dan Jingzhe?"
Chen Sui looked at him and didn't know how to answer for a moment.
"It's him. I saw that the last time I met, your attitude and emotions towards him were different."
Chen Sui turned his face and lowered his head, and his tone was instantly low: "It doesn't matter anymore, it's impossible anyway."
"Why do you feel so?" Shi Ye tilted his head and stared at her side face: "Did Shan Jingzhe tell you that his parents would not accept it?"
"That's not." Chen Sui shook her head: "We haven't talked to this point yet."
"Since there isn't, why do you think his parents will not accept you? The accident is something that no one can predict and avoid. Moreover, you are excellent and excellent in all aspects. These are enough to cover up what you think is the shortcomings. Although I don't know why you think it is your shortcomings. Is it just listening to the gossip of those brainless trolls on the Internet? You won't listen to those gossips on the Internet."
"The nature is different, just like what you said. It's not just a problem with one's own family. It involves the whole generation of parents and everything is different. Why should I delay others?"
"You must like him very much. I have known you for so long. The first time I saw you being bothered like this."
Chen Sui was silent for a long time and nodded for the first time: "Well, I like him, and I don't even dare to believe him. I really like him. I like him very much. As long as I think that he will not like me again, I feel so sad. But I dare not be selfish. A sunny and bright boy like him should have a girl around me, a good condition, and a good life experience. Anyway, it shouldn't be me."
"But, are you willing?" Shi Ye kept looking at her lowered face: "It's rare to meet someone who likes you so much, and likes you, are you willing?"
Chen Sui pursed her lips and smiled lightly: "I'm not willing to give up, but so what? I don't want to lose, but I know I can't win. No matter how long the sun is, it will always set."
It seemed that he didn't want to say more, Chen Sui brought his headphones back to face the screen, and he didn't even have time to say more.
Shi Ye looked at her side face blocked by her hair, and could vaguely see the redness of the corners of her eyes. He reached out to touch her head. Finally, before she could fall down, the door was pushed open. He withdrew his hand as if nothing had happened and looked at Qi Yu who was walking in outside the door: "Why are you? Where is the blue bird?"
"Zaizai is a little busy. It's okay, so I'll do the same."
Shi Ye glanced at him suspiciously, and Qi Yu was very dissatisfied: "I'm very serious too!"
Listening to his words, Shi Ye laughed, nodded perfunctorily, stood up, walked out of the door, and took the door.
Qi Yu looked at the closed door and raised her eyebrows unexpectedly. She didn't care much. She turned her head and sat down at Shi Ye's position just now. Her eyes fell on the laptop in front of Chen Sui. The half-screen "disaster" and "greed" information were not moved at all, and the open TXT document was blank, showing her master's absent-mindedness today.
Facing each other's eyes, Chen Sui first took her eyes guiltily, and wanted to cover up the small computer in front of her, trying to make the interface disappear in front of Qi Yu's eyes.
Qi Yu gently closed her computer: "Let's chat?"
"What do you want to talk about?" Chen Sui also took off her headphones and leaned on the back of the chair to look at him.
"What is the result of you and Shan Jingzhe?" Qi Yu opened the way: "Your condition is worse than before you went out for a trip."
Chen Sui rubbed his eyebrows and said nothing.
"There is no chance?" Qi Yu said with a guess.
Chen Sui pursed her lips, hesitated for a while before approaching him and asked: "I remember you said that you also called Qingniao to confess your love when you were drunk. Before Qingniao could answer you, you fell asleep. How did you resolve this embarrassment after you sober up?"
The sudden movements and low voices made Qi Yu unable to help looking around the lounge and confirmed that it was only the two of them. When he heard her question, he subconsciously recalled the scene back then. As he thought about it, he captured the point of her words: "Are he confessed to you while drunk?"
Chen Sui retracted her head uneasyly. Seeing that she suddenly turned into a quail, Qi Yu narrowed her eyes: "You confessed to him when you are drunk!"
"This is an accident..." Chen Sui muttered quietly.
Qi Yu sighed exaggeratedly: "Discuss you."
"... Just two days ago, I accidentally drank too much, called him, said some messy words, and then I had already agreed to return it to my friend. It was because of the phone call that we hadn't said a word in the past two days. I don't know what he is thinking now, nor do I know how to speak?"
"Drinking too much? Just your alcohol content, how much can you drink like that?"
"Half a bottle."
"White?"
Chen Sui shook her head: "Soda."
"Soda? Half a bottle of can?"
Chen Sui nodded.
Qi Yu was speechless: "Are you drinking a fake wine? A half bottle of can or a soda with such a low degree, you can drink it like this."
Chen Sui closed her mouth and didn't dare to refute. Qi Yu sighed with regret: "What do you think now?"
"……I have no idea."
"What do you think before this phone call?"
"I want to continue to be friends."
"Really, sometimes I don't understand you." Qi Yu frowned.
"What?"
"It's not just Jingzhe, but also the previous few, why do you think that those you rejected can take a step back and return to your friends?"
"Because most of them are colleagues in the circle, not cooperating now does not mean they will not cooperate in the future. If the relationship is too stiff, it will add a lot of embarrassment in the future, which will be bad for both parties."
Qi Yu couldn't find any words to refute her: "It's hard for you to handle it so beautifully. The two quotient is really high, but why did you fall for Dan Jingzhe?"
Chen Sui started to feel depressed again.
"Give yourself a chance." Qi Yu suddenly became serious: "There is no doubt that Shan Jingzhe likes you, you also happen to like him. Since things have developed like this, then just spread it out and say that it is a good choice for you and him."
"You don't understand." Chen Sui clamped his finger: "To put aside the incident itself, there is a gap between us..."
"What's the difference?" Qi Yu directly interrupted her: "It's already the 21st century, is it better to be more mature? What you want to go on in the future is you, not your so-called life experience, and the judgments that outsiders can say are not the benchmark for your future life, or whether your uncles and aunts are still alive, they will respect your own life, and it's no one's turn to judge."
"Chen Sui! You are very good. You are thousands of times better than anyone who scolds you online or even in reality. They are not qualified to order and plan your own path, so don't be afraid, be firm, follow your own heart and have ideas, and boldly walk the path you want to go."
"I..." Chen Sui's eyes were a little red: "I...but I..."
"Don't, is it hard for you to walk on your road as hard as Zizai and I? If you have, hold on, Zizai and I have persisted. What are you afraid of?"
As if inspired by the words, Chen Sui suddenly realized, stood up and took her coat, walked out while wearing it. Qi Yu looked at her and said, "Where are you going?"
"I'll go find him." Chen Sui didn't look back.
"The first snow has fallen, it's a little cold, be careful."
"good."
Chen Sui took a taxi and came downstairs in the wind and snow. He ran into Zhang Yichen who had just left work and said, "Oh? Three years old? Why are you free to come here?"
"I want to find Jingzhe." Chen Sui wrapped her coat and scarf.
"Jingzhe said today that he had an appointment and finished work early. He has been leaving for almost an hour."
Chen Suiman's eyes darkened: "That's how it is."
"Didn't he tell you?" As soon as this sentence came out, Zhang Yichen wanted to slap a few times. Isn't this obvious?
Chen Sui shook her head: "Forget it, thank you, then I'll go back first, goodbye."
"Wait!" Zhang Yichen grabbed her: "It's so heavy now, and it's still so cold. Let's go in first and wait until the snow stops before leaving."
Chen Sui looked up and saw that the snow was not heavy.
Before he could say anything, Zhang Yichen had already pulled her arm, shook the shaking Piaoxue at the door, pulled her into the door, and opened WeChat to send a message to Shan Jingzhe. Seeing that he had not replied for a long time, he called directly.
We are going to be together! We are finally going to be together!
Chapter completed!