Chapter 2019 nerd
"Miss Xie, thank you for taking care of me for so many days. I have to go home and start my life again. You said it well. No matter what, the past is the past after all. Living well is better than anything else."
Yang Yi smiled and wanted to turn over and get out of bed, but she was shocked by Xie Yuxin.
"What are you going to do?"
Xie Yuxin nervously stretched out her little hand and pressed him down.
"What are you not doing? Going home, I'm so embarrassed to let you take care of me for so many days."
Yang Yi was telling the truth. He didn't know him. It was rare for him to take care of him for so long. Now he felt that the injury was almost healed, and it was no big deal. It was time to leave. Otherwise, it would be a misunderstanding that he wanted to take the opportunity to let others agree with him.
"No, this is absolutely not possible. Your injury has not been cured yet. Let's talk about it after it is cured."
Xie Yuxin shook her head firmly, and refused to let Yang Yi rise when she died.
"My injury is nothing big. Yesterday I was just excited and I got some blood. It's no big deal."
Yang Yi didn't want to continue to trouble others, it was not good. Besides, he still had a deep resistance and fear of women in his subconscious mind, not for anything else, just because of some private reasons in his past, he had a knot in his heart, and he himself didn't know when he could truly untie it.
Some things cannot be completely surpassed and liberated without a real experience. Although Yang Yi has died now and can see everything very well, this does not mean that everything in his memory has been erased, and there will still be some small shadows floating up from time to time to cause trouble.
"That's not OK. You have to leave. Let's wait until you recover from your wounds. Besides, I didn't thank you very well. You saved my life. As a policeman, I know the preciousness and importance of life."
Xie Yuxin's words had already moved her emotions. She pressed Yang Yi's shoulder with her little hand, and tears flashed in her eyes, and she said stubbornly.
"Okay OK, don't do this, I won't leave for the time being."
Yang Yi was a little amused and laughed. It seemed that this girl was really a person with a temperament. She laughed vigorously when she talked and cried immediately. Tears were about to come down.
He smiled and reached out to wipe Xie Yuxin's tears, saying while wiping.
Xie Yuxin nodded gently and sobbed.
Everything seemed very natural, but suddenly, both of them froze.
Well, this seems something is wrong. Yang Yi is Xie Yuxin, who is Xie Yuxin? He can wipe his tears and take advantage of others by making a salty and wet pig claw. Is this a bit too much?
"Sorry, I, I didn't mean it..."
Yang Yi smiled embarrassedly and wanted to withdraw his hand.
This incident happened so suddenly that he caught him off guard. He swears to God that he really doesn't want to eat other people's tofu, but men have an instinct, that is, when they see women fragile, they want to comfort them. There is no way. Men are actually more emotional than women.
Xie Yuxin didn't say anything, but made an action that surprised Yang Yi. She stretched out her hand and pressed Yang Yi's hand on her face. She grabbed it so hard that Yang Yi's hand made her pinch it hurt.
Although her little face was full of redness, she grabbed Yang Yi's hand and refused to let go. She trembled, and the temperature on her face made Yang Yi feel a little hot.
"boom……"
Yang Yi's mind sounded loudly, as if something was bursting.
"No way? Doesn't she like me?" For a moment, all unrealistic fantasies about love luck came up, and Yang Yi was almost stunned by the huge happiness.
There is no way, men love this most. No matter what kind of men like to be self-indulgent, 100% of men will fantasize about what they can happen to her when they see a beautiful woman, especially in the face of Yang Yi's situation, if they do not commit shameless fantasy in their subconscious mind, they cannot be a normal man.
Of course, Yang Yi is fantasizing, so he should be considered a normal man!
Time stopped, everything around seemed to be frozen, and the room was so quiet that the needle could be heard, and only the violent heartbeat of the two people could be heard.
"Miss Xie..."
Although Yang Yi shamelessly fantasized, reason told him that some things should be more practical and not have too much fantasies, otherwise, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
Yang Yi called out to Xie Yuxin softly, trying to pull back his hand, but Xie Yuxin's power was so great that she could not pull back when she held his hand tightly.
"Don't talk, don't talk, listen to me, okay? Yang Yi, do you know? In fact, you are not the only one who is miserable in this world, so are me!"
Maybe it was a sad feeling when she was touched by the scene. Xie Yuxin grabbed Yang Yi's hand and pressed it on her face, murmured, as if she was talking to Yang Yi, or as if she was talking to herself.
"When I was a child, my father died in a car accident. My mother left me and remarried to the south. I kept living with my grandma. My grandma raised me by picking up trash and picking up leftover vegetables and leaves, and also supported me to go to college.
The life of not having the love of parents since I was a child made me feel very inferior. I dare not look up in front of other children. For the sake of the inferiority and cowardice in my heart, I wanted to give myself some confidence, so I applied to the Police University.
Life in college is happy. At that time, I met the only boyfriend I had in my life. He was tall and handsome. I thought he could protect me for the rest of my life.
At that time, he was my heaven, my land, and was once the eternal support and belief of my girlhood. But suddenly one day, this support and belief suddenly collapsed. He was still the main center of the school basketball team, and he was still a reserve policeman who was about to enter the social security of the people. Just when four gangsters tried to insult me with knives, he actually left me alone and ran away.
Later I realized that he was just a rich playboy. He just took the police officer school to show his majesty in a police uniform. It was vulgar and ridiculous. The moment he turned around and escaped, I lost confidence in the men in the whole world, and my heart was broken.
Suddenly, I dreamed, and found that the world was hypocritical, cold, and a complete scam.
And just before my graduation, my dearest grandmother also passed away, my world collapsed, and all the beautiful things in my dreams became unreachable. The double blow made me displaced and struggling, and I even lost the courage to continue to live.
After three years of working, I can only use my work to numb myself endlessly. Only in crazy work can I forget everything I have experienced and the coldness and cruelty of this world.
In a sense, I am just a walking corpse, living without goals, direction, courage, and in a difficult situation.
I closed the door to the world and closed myself up. I was helpless, I was confused, I was helpless, I was in pain, but no one knew, no one shared, I didn’t know, no one could comfort me.
Until you appeared, I didn't expect that a little idiot, a little mentally ill, could save me between life and death. In just a moment, I saw a little light, which, although it was weak, illuminated the entire world that belonged to me.
But when I was happy, I was sad and sad. Why, if you were a mentally ill? Can all the courage and righteousness of men in the world, and all the grandeur and calmness of facing life and death, be maintained by a mentally ill who has lost his nature?
I really hated you at that time, why are you a mentally ill, why do you give me safety, hope and light but let it slip away from my fingers!
But now, because, I finally know that you are not mentally ill, you are just a hard-working person who has the same heartbreaking experience. I am so happy, really, I am so happy!"
The depression and pain that had been depressed for three years suddenly erupted overnight without any warning. Its momentum was faster and more violent, and even Xie Yuxin had no time to react. Everything was like a mountain torrent and cracking dam, and the dam was rushing out like a bamboo shoot.
After saying this, Xie Yuxin became a little embarrassed. The girl's shame made her feel a little embarrassed to express her feelings to a man she had only known each other for two days.
However, while feeling embarrassed, she felt an indescribable pleasure and joy in her heart. For the first time in so many years, she had the opportunity to express her feelings to anyone. After years of depression, this feeling was really an indescribable beauty, just like the dry and cracked earth suddenly ushered in a heavy rain falling from the sky after a long drought, which was full of joy.
"Hehe, actually, it's nothing. I think anyone would do this when they were in the situation at that time, but God has the eyes and gave me this opportunity."
Yang Yi nodded with a foolish smile. His mind was confused now and he didn't know what to say.
"Oh, I realized that you are really not a mentally ill."
Xie Yuxin raised her head and looked at Yang Yi and said quietly.
"Then, what am I?"
Yang Yi asked stupidly.
"It's an idiot!"
Xie Yuxin forced these words out of her teeth with a regretful desire.
Yes, this idiot is now at this time. Do you still need to teach many things? If he was a veteran in love, he would have taken the opportunity to embrace his beauty, but this stupid guy really doesn't understand the charm and he is still hesitating here. What does it look like if he doesn't look like an idiot?
However, this kind of stupid truth that belongs to the older boy is the most at ease. Xie Yuxin is both happy and angry, but she cannot say it out loud.
"Is that true? Well, since I was a child, many people have said that."
Yang Yi scratched his head in a naive manner and said a little embarrassedly.
"you……"
Xie Yuxin was extremely angry, bit her red lips and turned her face red, and looked at him fiercely.
"I, don't hit me, this is how I am, stupid and careless, but I swear to God, I'm really not mentally ill, I'm a normal person..."
Yang Yi was frightened, afraid that the female Tyrannosaurus Rex would point the gun at his head again, and said with his head held back and said.
Seeing this, Xie Yuxin could no longer hold back and laughed loudly, laughing so hard that she leaned back and forth.
Chapter completed!