Chapter 34: The road to life is still long
Master Hu is a wise man. He can always look at problems very calmly. At this time, Zhang Wenyi is like a time bomb. If he is not careful, he will become furious, but he must be aware of his own problems.
If Zhang Wenyi is still unable to escape, then everything he does next will be greatly affected. Even with Master Hu and Xiaofang here, everything cannot be made reasonable.
Xiaofang relaxes her mind and doesn't think about too many problems. At least now everything is solved by Zhang Wenyi himself.
But she couldn't sleep at all that night, and her mind was filled with memories of what Master Hu said. Sometimes she really envied Master Hu, why were they the same people, one could live things so calmly, while the other lived things so impatiently.
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At this time, she was caught between the two. She wanted to face it calmly, but her mentality was extremely explosive. She could never find a good point of support.
If Zhang Wenyi needs to be given enough space to think about problems at this time, then Xiaofang is the one who needs comfort most.
She is not a very secure person, and is still extremely afraid of many things. She tries to make herself happy, and more importantly, she hopes that the people around her will treat her better.
Even though the current environment makes her relatively comfortable, she is also used to thinking about whether there will be unknown accidents, which also causes her to be in a state of high tension.
Losing again and again made her cherish everything in front of her, and she was somewhat grateful to the person who abandoned her. Only after experiencing despair did she clearly realize what she really wanted.
Lan Ming always appears in Xiaofang's world without knowing it, and his arrival is the beginning of a nightmare.
"Do you really like me?" Xiaofang couldn't help but ask.
Lan Ming breathed out. He wasn't quite sure how to answer, but he really liked it from the bottom of his heart. To be precise, he had liked it.
He didn't want to delay his career because of getting married, but he also lost his love. From his friends, he learned that Lan Ming was still single, as if he was waiting for someone to come back, but he couldn't wait for that person anymore.
He knew clearly that he and Xiaofang would never go back.
In the dream, everything could happen. Xiaofang couldn't help hugging him and kept mumbling: "Do you know, I think about you every day, whether you have eaten, and how you are doing."
So, I wonder if you love me, and what our future will be like, but..."
"But I can never go back." Lan Ming answered this sentence seriously.
It was all his fault that he fell in love with someone else, but after losing Xiaofang, he realized that everything was not as good as Xiaofang. His life was only truly complete when Xiaofang was around.
He didn't dare to say it, and he didn't need to say it. No one wanted to believe the words of a betrayed person, and no one believed that they were so in love that they became strangers in the end.
Xiaofang cried. She wanted to hold Lan Ming's hand tightly, but she knew clearly that the person in front of her was just a person in a dream. No matter how sweet her life was in the dream, she would eventually be beaten back to her original form and accept
The cruel reality and the confusion of the future.
"Quickly, tell me you are real and not fake!" Xiaofang shook her head, still unwilling to believe that she was in a dream at this moment.
She can control every word Lan Ming says, but this time she chooses to let go, let Lan Ming be Lan Ming, and let his words become reality. Illusions are illusions after all, and she hopes that Lan Ming will tell the truth, even if all this requires
It's all false.
Lan Ming shook his head. He had always been unwilling to get close to Xiaofang. It wasn't that he didn't want to, but that he felt unworthy. Everything was a bad thing he did, and now it was Xiaofang who asked for forgiveness.
He smiled slightly, gently put his hand on Xiaofang's shoulder, and said: "You know, I'm not real. I may have been important to you, but for someone like me, you don't have to
Take it to heart, it’s best to forget about me!”
Forget him, forget him.
Xiaofang muttered these words, but she could never forget this man. He was her first love, the beginning of all her good things, and the beginning when she felt that the world was full of hope. But everything in front of her was fake.
It has never been real.
"I can't forget, I can't possibly forget you!" Xiaofang shouted loudly, but no one paid any attention to her.
She repeated it again and again, the light in front of her eyes gradually became clearer, the nightmare dissipated, and she opened her eyes.
Master Hu stood outside the door, very anxious. He had long noticed that something was wrong with Xiaofang's state, and happened to encounter Xiaofang having a nightmare.
"Xiaofang, are you okay? If you feel uncomfortable, tell me! I'm always here!" Master Hu said gently. His attitude towards Xiaofang was very kind. At first, he was doing it for Zhang Wenyi's sake.
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But after getting along for a long time, he found that Xiaofang was too kind. If he was alone outside, he would definitely be bullied. From then on, he intentionally or unintentionally took care of Xiaofang more, but kept an appropriate distance.
For example, at this time, he could have walked in to see what the situation was like, but he always stood at the door, reluctant to go in, just to make Xiaofang feel absolutely safe.
Xiaofang walked out with tears in her eyes. She accepted again and again that everything in the dream was false, and that Lan Ming and her would never be together again. Suddenly, she hugged Master Hu.
Master Hu is a treasure to her, just like her father, a person worthy of respect. Xiaofang will remember everything he says and slowly reach a consensus, but now she really can't help it.
He cried bitterly.
She had never told Master Hu about her relationship status, but she didn't know how to speak. But Master Hu gently touched Xiaofang's shoulder, and the warmth he gave was accumulated in an instant.
I never thought that Xiaofang would be so vulnerable. She usually looks very strong and would directly target Zhang Wenyi when she spoke. However, she still burst into tears.
People will always be sad, and once they can no longer hold back, their emotions will rise directly. Xiaofang is also an ordinary person. She can't bear such a lot of pressure, so naturally she wants to release all her emotions.
Fortunately, Master Hu is here, otherwise Xiaofang would not be able to escape Lan Ming's influence at all. She would always remember the beauty of her first love and not dare to look forward to the future.
She chose to follow Zhang Wenyi in order to escape the pain of life, but she gradually discovered that if she didn't really let go, the thing in her heart would keep looking for opportunities to pop up again and again and hurt people's hearts.
Chapter completed!