Chapter 29 Never See You Again
The master was disappointed with Hegu. Why was it that women were always trapped by love, and even she couldn't escape from this vicious circle? In the process of raising her, he seemed to have never talked to her or taught her about love and affection, because he
Knowing that most women in the world are easily trapped by love, maybe as long as he doesn't mention it deliberately, Hegu will not pay attention to or even realize this worldly trap. Unexpectedly, she still trapped herself in it.
He looked cold and slightly bored, and said calmly: "You can go, there is no use in talking anymore. From now on, our master-disciple relationship is over. Don't say that I am your master when you go out. In the future, you can just take care of yourself."
After that, he ignored Hegu and stood up and walked to the front of the hall. The moment he passed by Hegu, Hegu felt the familiar feeling of closeness. It was what she had been longing for for so many years, and she was closest to him.
The distance was close, but the master's steps showed no intention of stopping, he was resolute and resolute, as if he didn't want to waste any more time with her.
Hegu's heart gradually sank into the cold valley as the master left.
If you have never seen the sun, you have nothing to fear from the cold, but if your heart has been warmed, even the slightest bit of coldness will appear to your bones.
He was the one who gave her sunshine and warmth, and he was the one who pushed her to the bottom and gave her the coldness.
The noisy sounds outside the house suddenly flooded into the temple as Master pushed the door open, and into Hegu's dull mind. It was so noisy that Hegu couldn't think of anything. She forgot why she came to Guzang...
She even began to fantasize that if she hadn't come in the first place, the master would not have let her leave so decisively, and she would have been living in the expectation of being reunited with him. But now, this expectation has been shattered into pieces.
Even Hegu's innocent heart was shattered into pieces.
At first I just thought that your departure was a temporary farewell without time to say goodbye, but I didn’t expect that this early farewell was a long-planned farewell.
Hegu couldn't accept such a cruel reality, let alone the master who used to be kind and gentle, turned cold and said such cold words.
"Haha..." He Gu laughed, laughing at herself with tears in her eyes, "Shameless..." She held back from crying. She rarely felt aggrieved in life, because she was just like duckweed and grass, and her life was worthless.
She owned nothing, cared about nothing, and nothing could hurt her feelings, but only Master.
The master had never spoken harsh words to reprimand her before. She thought that in the eyes of the master, at least she might be a positive existence. It turned out that the master hated her so much...
Although her life was low, she was not a shameless person. Her mischievous self-esteem made Aunt He not allowed to shed tears. She neatly dressed her clothes, kowtowed to her master, stood up again, and said solemnly:
"My disciple is grateful for the master's teachings. I hope that the master will take care of him and never see him again."
But she was really sad, especially when she said they would never see each other again, she really had no confidence in her heart. He was the only person in the world who had a relationship with her. If she could never see him again,
, from then on, she really lived alone in this world.
In the past, Master was her sense of belonging. Even if Master was not around, she always had a hope in her heart, a place she wanted to reach, and a person she wanted to meet.
But now, she really has nothing.
The only person she has any contact with in this world has also severed ties with her. She really has nothing in this world.
Her family had long since disappeared in the continuous flames of war and turmoil. Her father and mother had abandoned her and fled with her young brother, but they also died on the way to escape. She had no one to accompany her, and now she really had nothing.
She suppressed her emotions about to collapse and the overwhelming sadness, pretended to be calm, and calmly left the temple where he practiced medicine, and walked out. However, He Gu had no idea of where to go next and had no idea where to go.
Walk.
Because she never expected that Master would drive her away, she thought that being by Master's side would be her way back. But now, she has completely become a wanderer, a lonely ghost with no way back.
Every step she takes away seems to be asking at the door of her heart, where will she go next? She laughs and laughs, she might as well have died on the way to escape and been hunted by wild wolves...
"Why live for so many more years, and make me feel that I might as well not have to live." Hegu's heart was so heartbroken that her heart ached, and her tears finally fell, soaking the square scarf covering her face. Hegu thought to herself,
Fortunately, she was wearing a scarf and didn't want to look embarrassed.
She kept walking numbly, getting more and more desolate as she walked, the population became sparse, she had no direction, no place to go, and she also lost the medicine box she had been carrying. She cried while walking, crying quietly, but she did not dare to cry loudly, and her self-esteem was too high.
She was not allowed to cry loudly. Even if she felt uncomfortable, she would just feel sad secretly. She didn't want others to see her, and she was even more afraid of being seen by her master.
But she didn't know that every move she made was seen by the man behind her. He was very concerned, but he was powerless. He didn't even know how to go forward and comfort her, so he had to follow her silently.
He Gu was just immersed in her own sadness, and she didn't realize there was someone following her.
From noon to dusk, from dusk to sunset, the aunt just kept walking forward numbly. Her tears dried up and she became silent. Her heart became even more uncomfortable. She could see the lights in the distance, but she couldn't even see the lights in the distance.
There was no roof to protect me from the wind and rain, and I felt even more desolate and lonely.
"Where are you going?" Zhang Shiyan was worried that she would be exhausted after walking for so long, no matter how powerful she was... so he asked.
After asking suddenly, He Gu realized that there was someone behind her. She turned around and saw the boy wearing light black ink clothes and holding a sword in his hand, standing behind her.
For a moment, He Gu didn't know what to say. Her gaffe broke the cold persona she had established on him. She stuttered, "Uh... you... uh..."
Zhang Shiyan looked at the tears on her face and said, "I saw them all..."
"All?" "Where did it start?" He Gu was in a panic.
Zhang Shiyan disagreed. Everyone has emotions, joys, anger, sorrows, and joy. He didn't think crying was a shameful thing, although he himself didn't like to shed tears in front of others. "From the day you entered Guzang, I will
I saw it," he said.
As soon as Gu Zang was mentioned, my aunt wanted to cry again. She wouldn't have come if she had known it.
Zhang Shiyan saw her eyes welling up with tears again, and felt a little sour in his heart. He even felt a little jealous: "What's so good about that man?"
"Is it worth crying for so long?".
He wanted to step forward, but he was worried about her cold attitude towards him before, so he just raised his hand and pointed at her eyes. He wanted to go up and wipe away the unshed tears for her, but he was worried that she would not
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