[49] The feeling of truly loving someone(1/2)
——Ji Shen, you should first understand what it feels like to love someone [lastingly] [sincerely]. Then, if you are sure that the girl loves you lastingly and sincerely:
——Use your sincerity and give her an answer regardless of the cost, leading you to the best ending.
Cheng Tianbo’s words are still in my mind at this moment.
I have been thinking about this matter since noon.
Does Ling really like me?
Could it be that...she has always liked me?
I wrote this to myself in my mind, but I repeatedly had no answer.
“God…..God…..”
And when I was meditating on the desk with my chin in my hands, I heard a soft and beautiful female voice ringing in my ears.
It was Ling's voice, and she suddenly appeared behind me.
"Um!?"
I was a little stunned.
Ahem.
What a coincidence, just now I was thinking about Ling, and she came out.
What was she going to say?? "I will go out in Brother Xie's car later. Don't worry, my phone will not be turned off. God, if you need anything, please contact me."
Ling said to me.
ah?
Ling... She has to leave so early.
I thought this and then looked at my watch.
It's five forty, it's time for school to end now.
"Then... God, I'm leaving."
Maybe she didn't want Huangfu Xie to wait for her for too long. After Ling told me about this matter, she waved hastily, then swung her ponytails and walked quickly towards the door of the classroom...
...
"Ling is gone..."
I watched her pretty back gradually disappear from my sight, and couldn't help but murmur to myself in a daze.
Alas, although Ling said that he could always keep in touch with me on the phone and was protected by his second personality, there was always an inexplicable feeling of worry and sourness in his heart.
"Brother Shen, Alice will accompany you tonight, you won't be lonely!"
And when I watched Ling go to find Huangfu Xie, a very cute voice of a young girl sounded in my ears.
Turning her head slightly, little Alice was blushing pretty, grabbing my sleeve, raising her eyes, looking up at me seriously.
"Uh...okay."
Faced with her passionate and touching words, I nodded slightly awkwardly.
"Well, let's give Sister Ling a surprise. Brother, let Alice and I get pregnant tonight!"
She shook my arm and said in a sweet voice, matching her cute doll expression with a red face but no expression on her face.
"Ji Shen..."
"abnormal......."
"nausea……"
Sure enough, Alice said such unethical words in class, and I was quickly despised by my classmates.
"Hey...hey..."
I laughed a little awkwardly. Fortunately, everyone is used to Alice's dirty jokes. If she said this on the street and others heard her, I would have to wait for Ling in jail tonight.
.
I thought a little jokingly to myself, then I packed up my schoolbag and took little Alice home with me.
"call--"
When I left the school gate, I saw a black Bentley drive up quickly from the campus underground parking lot, and then quickly drove towards the school gate.
This car is probably Huangfu Xie's car. Remember, his car in China is a Bentley.
He is taking Ling out tonight, so Ling must be in that car at this time.
I glanced at the closed window behind the Bentley, and thought to myself with some concern...
Together with little Alice, I crossed two streets.
"Ring ring ring..."
And just when we could no longer see the school behind us, my cell phone suddenly rang.
"Um?"
I walked forward a little, put the phone to my ear, and connected the phone.
Uh, who's going to call me?
"Brother Ji Shen..."
Just when I was wondering who was calling, a girl's voice sounded like a silver bell on the other end of the phone.
It was a shy, nervous but gentle voice.
"Senior sister Chuqing?"
I slowly opened my mouth and confirmed.
"Well, it's me, Brother Ji Shen."
Chu Qing responded slightly.
Chu Qing, a junior high school student, is a junior high school student at Yucai Middle School next door to the Provincial Experimental Experiment. She has just entered the third year of junior high school this year.
She is usually gentle and lovely, capable of housework, sunny and tolerant, and has romantic fantasies and hopes for everything.
The school girl actually has a second personality just like me. She awakened this personality due to negative emotions. She is murderous and violent in the second personality. I can say that I went through a lot when fighting her.
Fight hard.
Since the first year of high school, Chu Qing had not called me much, but now she suddenly called me.
"Chu Qing, why did you remember to call me?"
I was a little curious, so I asked her.
"..."
Chu Qing was probably a little shy, but she didn't answer my question immediately.
"Um?"
I waited for her answer.
"It's just... I just miss my brother..."
After a moment of silence, Chu Qing spoke in a low and hesitant voice.
"Well…."
I have a little experience.
"We haven't seen each other or spoken to each other for a month... Chu Qing has accumulated a lot of longing for her brother... This was not the case before... She and her brother have not spoken or seen each other for several years, but she feels that as long as she
I feel very satisfied just thinking about it... It has only been a month now, and I have called my brother specifically... Shouldn't I be like this..."
Chu Qing said this weakly and shyly.
One month?
Somehow, I felt a little distressed when I heard what Chu Qing's junior classmate said.
Indeed, if a girl doesn't take the initiative to call me, I won't take the initiative to contact her.
The shy junior student Chu Qing never came to me, so naturally I forgot about her.
"Chu Qing didn't do anything wrong when she contacted me."
I said this to her somewhat gently.
"Well..."
Chu Qing must have blushed when she heard what I said.
"It was me who made the mistake of not contacting you...I will find time in the future."
I continued to say this.
Yes, even if it is inexplicable, I have made an engagement with Chu Qing as I said before.
To be continued...