Xu Haoting just stopped talking quietly. The way Xixi looked at him, she knew that he had listened to what she said, "You are tired. Take a rest. I will come see you later!" Xixi stood up to leave.

But he was caught by Xu Haoting's hand.

"Don't leave, can you stay with me?" Xu Haoting's eyes held a hint of tenderness and a hint of prayer!

"Okay!" Xi Xi nodded in agreement. She knew that every sentence she just said had reached Xu Haoting's heart. Whether he could defeat himself or not, he could only rely on himself. No one could help him, because after all, it was a big challenge.

Operation.

Xixi was still sitting on the small bench. She let Xu Haoting look at her, "You are so thin!"

Xu Haoting raised his hand to touch Xi Xi's face, but he reached it in mid-air and finally took it back!

"You're no better than me, Xu Haoting, I'm sorry!" Xixi sincerely said sorry to Xu Haoting, because his current state is directly related to her.

"I'm sorry, is it useful?" Xu Haoting said as if he was joking, "Luo Xixi, you are sorry because you think you are the one who turned me into this. Do you owe me something?"

"If you take it as such, then that's it!"

"I thought I would never hear your apology in this life, Luo Xixi, I have done a lot, but I never thought of revenge against you. Do you know why? It's because Tongtong, whenever I hate you, I want to

When I do something to you, I will think of Tongtong’s little face that is exactly the same as yours.

I won’t retaliate against you, but that doesn’t mean I don’t hate you. There is one way of turning love into hatred, but there is also another kind of turning into love out of hatred. You said it’s because I don’t want you to be with Shen Xiaotian. That’s right. I am.

Don't you think it's unfair if you don't want to give in? Why? All the good things happened to him, Shen Xiaotian!"

Xu Haoting said to Shen Xiaotian, a little excited!

Xixi sighed when she saw Xu Haoting like this, "Your hatred is actually because you are jealous!"

"Yes, I am jealous. I am... If it were you, you would be too. Do you know how my childhood went?"

"I know, Haijin has already told me! Xu Haoting, everything about you is worthy of sympathy, but you have also overcome everything through your own efforts, and you have also stood at the highest point. You are high in front of everyone, but in front of you

In your heart, when you are in front of Shen Xiaotian, you feel that you are not as good as him. It is not that your intelligence is not as good as his, nor your talent. It is because you feel that you are not as good as him.

Your fate is not as good as his. Xu Haoting, what you are like today has something to do with me, but it has a greater relationship with yourself. It’s because you can’t let go or let go. In this world, maybe no one can understand you.

heart, but I can, because I am just like you. I used to do whatever it takes to get revenge, and I even used my own body despicably.

But it wasn't until I got Nuoyang that I discovered that there is not only hatred, but also love, and more things in this world! I have said so much, maybe you will think I am hypocritical, you said that I have let go of hatred,

Why would you return to China and ruin the wedding of Shen Xiaotian and Luo Ziqing!"

"Why? You love Shen Xiaotian!"

"I didn't love her at that time because of my brother, my so-called father, who never let go of my brother for so many years. When we were in the United States, he was afraid that I would be hurt, so she arranged for a neighbor behind my back.

He took care of me and Nuoyang, and taught Nuoyang a lot of things!

His identity is very special. He is a descendant of the British royal family. He was hunted and his brother once saved him. It is also because of this that he has always wanted to repay the favor. Maybe he would have died without his brother after so many years, because my father Many people were sent to kill my brother, and I overheard this one time when he and his men were on the phone, which rekindled my desire for revenge."

Xixi had never told anyone this before, but she calmly told Xu Haoting today. Xu Haoting just listened quietly. Before he died, there was someone who could tell him that he had never dared to face him. If it's right, it can be considered a relief.

"Xu Haoting, I take revenge on the Shen family because if I don't take action, the person who will die will be me. But you are different. You have been holding on to me. I know I said this, and you will think you are unfair, but you Do you think what you did is fair to Shen Xiaotian? From the beginning to the end, he had no idea why you were targeting him. In his heart, he always regarded you as a drug dealer and an important leader of the underworld. He is a soldier. He His duty is to catch bad guys, so he is the one who is really unfair!"

"Don't be unhappy when I say that he is good, Xu Haoting, would you like to hear what kind of person Shen Xiaotian is?"

"You know him very well!" Xu Haoting's tone was filled with emotion.

"I guess I understand him! At least he's not that complicated!"

"Luo Xixi, you don't want to tell me how good he is! Let me forget the harm the Shen family caused to my father and our family!" Xu Haoting's voice obviously became louder.

Xi Xi sighed, "Do I need to do anything? Xu Haoting, you know better than me what's going on with you now! You may leave this world in the next second like this. Do I still need to resolve your hatred? "You don't think it's redundant, I do." Xixi looked at Xu Haoting and felt inexplicably comfortable. She never thought she could have such a conversation with him.

"Xu Haoting, I've told you so much, I don't want you to be obsessed with it forever. Xu Haoting, in this world, you are willing to contact Tongtong, you are willing to be with her, and only when you are with her again can you truly feel Happy, do you know why? Because you are blank in Xu Ruotong's eyes, only father's love, nothing else, no background, identity, hatred, because you have low self-esteem, it is because of your low self-esteem, you put yourself Highly isolated, even in front of your favorite sister, in front of your closest mother, you still feel the same way, especially when your mother prevents you from taking revenge, the more you feel inferior, and you will feel that they are not worthy of revenge. I love you, Xu Haoting, you are wrong. The people who love you most in this world are your mother and sister. They don’t want you to be surrounded by hatred all the time. In fact, you know it in your heart, but you have never dared to face it. And in this There are not only your mother and sister in the world who care about you! That is the Shen family! Xu Haoting, for the people who love you, do you think you are worthy of them if you leave like this? And you really Do you have the heart to give up Tongtong?"
Chapter completed!