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"Young Master Shang, did you enjoy your trip?" Lu Shishi looked at Shang Zhengnan who was sitting opposite.

"I'm not in the mood to talk to you about this!" Shang Zhengnan poured a glass of wine into his mouth. Lu Shishi looked at him and raised her eyebrows, "Then let's talk about what you want to say!"

"You really love Shen Xiaotian!"

Lu Shishi smiled and looked at Shang Zhengnan, who seemed to have not drunk much yet, "Love, maybe I have loved before, but the remaining love was also hurt by him!"

"Since you don't love him, why are you still holding on to him?"

Lu Shishi looked at Shang Zhengnan, "Are you looking for an answer from me to this question?" When Shang Zhengnan heard Lu Shishi's words, the hand that was pouring the wine couldn't help but pause.

"Shang Zhengnan, aren't we two the same kind of people? In fact, we are both very possessive people. Even if we know that we will not be happy after getting it, we still have to fight for it because we want it. It's a kind of pleasure after possession! Shang Zhengnan, I've spoken to your heart, don't get angry at me, you just asked me!" Lu Shishi said to be honest, she was a little afraid of Shang Zhengnan, and this man's temperament was superficial. He looks like he doesn't care about anything, but in fact he is the ultimate boos. An intermediate boos can do things that ordinary people can't do, and can do things that others dare not think of.

Shang Zhengnan's lips curled up slightly. He poured himself a glass and then poured another glass for Lu Shishi, "You seem to know me better than I know myself!"

"I don't understand you, I just understand myself!"

Shang Zhengnan raised his glass and said, "Drink it!" He drank it all in one gulp, and Lu Shishi also raised her head and drank the glass of wine.

"Tomorrow, I will give you what you want here... Lu Shishi, I know you won't let me down!" After Shang Zhengnan finished speaking, he stood up and walked out. He only felt top-heavy and Shang Zhengnan rubbed it. Rubbing his head, when did his drinking level become so low, and it became like this after he drank a little.

He staggered out of the bay and happened to meet Sister Qin before leaving. Sister Qin stepped forward to help him.

He glanced down and pushed Sister Qin away, "Don't worry about me!"

"Master..."

Shang Zhengnan's lunar eyes glared back all of Sister Qin's words of persuasion, and he continued walking outside.

Sister Qin finally felt worried and called two bodyguards, "You two are following the young master, and you must not let him drive!"

"yes!"

Shang Zhengnan left the bay. In winter, the weather outside was very cold, so he did not drive. Maybe he wanted to walk alone at this moment. It was already eleven o'clock at night, and there were very few cars and pedestrians on the road. After all, it was such a cold winter, and it snowed in the afternoon. Although it was not very heavy, the road surface was also white. Shang Zhengnan looked at the vast white field in front of him, and the cold wind cut his cheek like a knife.

He asked over and over again, "What do I want?" Yes, he didn't know what he wanted. He asked himself whether he first wanted to be like Shen Xiaotian, have a child, and have a child. A child like Nuoyang.

Yes, he likes Nuoyang's child very much. He doesn't know why, but he likes it from the bottom of his heart. Sometimes he says to himself, if you want a child, go find a woman to have one. In this world, I want to give you Shang Zhengnan a child. There are so many people.

There are so many people who have given birth to Shang Zhengnan for him, but do those people really love him? They all just love his money, so he used to hang around among flowers, and even some of his women he didn't even know about. Name, the only solution was money, and for a while he even began to hate himself, women, and even the world.

Later, he began to restrain himself and put all his energy into his career. He thought he would spend the rest of his life like this. But just at this time, Luo Xixi appeared. At first, he thought she was just like those women. , to get close to Shen Xiaotian for money and destroy Shen Xiaotian's love.

But what happened later made her understand that she was not doing it for money, but because of hatred. Perhaps it was because of that hatred that he became interested in her. Later, he discovered the difference. There are still women in the world for no reason. Dior, Chanel and fever.

Perhaps it was from these little differences that he began to pay attention to her, and even thought to himself, why is such a woman not his!

At first it was just a complaint, but until she saw him injured on the road, he suddenly wanted to protect her.

Later, she discovered that he did not hate her, and he would not deliberately please her, and he had never taken advantage of her!

At the beginning, he just wanted to protect her, take care of her, treat her as a friend, and treat her as a sister. However, people are selfish or dissatisfied. Once they have a little, they want to have more!

So he just fell deeper and deeper into it!

If you ask him if he loves her very much, he actually doesn't know it himself, it's just a reluctance. From childhood to adulthood, he can get whatever he wants, even if he uses special means to get it, this is also Why did his father send him to the army at such a young age?

I originally thought that he would change in the army, but Shang's father was wrong. The army did not change Shang Zhengnan, but added another layer of chips to his rebellion. It can be said that the training in the army gave him greater ambitions.

People's character, rebelliousness, and gentleness may all be innate. Regardless of whether others are like this, at least Shang Zhengnan thinks that he is like this, because in fact, when he is doing something that he clearly knows he shouldn't do, he also persuades himself , telling himself that this was wrong, but in the end he couldn't help but take action. Slowly, he stopped worrying about it and just went with his feelings!

So in the shopping mall, many people say that Shang Zhengnan is a little devil who never plays his cards according to common sense. In fact, even he himself doesn't know what he is going to do next, so how can others know.

He stumbled along, not knowing where he was going, like a lost child who couldn't find his way home.
Chapter completed!