213: I will give you happiness. His voice was soft, but it lingered in her ears and did not go away for a long time.

She suddenly understood the nonsensical questions he asked before, but how did she answer him? She did say that he was old, and she was really not very sensible at that time...

There are some things that she will never know if he doesn't tell her.

It turned out that he had been just as worried as she was, and had been just as insecure. Especially when he said, 'What will I do if you regret it?

.

Do you regret it?

She also asked herself this...

There was a little bit of it before, but now after listening to him say these words, that feeling has disappeared without a trace, leaving only a lot of heartache.

He is a bad guy!

After a hard ideological struggle, she agreed that the one he loved most was not her, and then he came to tell her that he loved her very much, and her heart suddenly became confused again.

Qin Feng felt her eyelashes tremble a few times, brushing against his palm, itching.

Then, I felt a moist heat on my hand.

She cried!

He was suddenly startled, not knowing whether to be happy or worried. He hurriedly pulled his hand away, held her face and pressed his lips to her eyes, murmuring softly: "Don't cry! Listen to me... this morning

I have met your father and brother, and they have told me what happened in the past few years. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have scolded you before, it was all my fault..."

Xue Bing was so shocked that she grabbed his arm, with tears on her face, and asked anxiously, "He, are they looking for you?"

"……Um."

"I disappeared for a day yesterday, they must be anxious..."

"Then why didn't you say anything when I asked you?"

"I……"

Xue Bing turned her face away to wipe her tears, but was unwilling to tell him. She just didn't want him to know what she had gone through in the past few years. She would rather let him misunderstand than let him know that she wanted to do it when she thought he didn't love her enough.

He almost didn't survive. How embarrassing!

"Don't you want to know what they said to me?"

Xue Bing sniffed and focused her expectant eyes on him.

Qin Feng was not in a hurry. He rubbed her hair, neatly arranged all the scattered hair and put it behind her ears. Her hair was still the same as before, black, straight, shiny, and admirable.

But she got impatient and urged, "Speak!"

"They said... asked me to let you go and not let you be with me..."

"...".

After he finished speaking, the silent one became Xue Bing. She had known for a long time that this would be the result. Her father and brother had advised her more than once not to be stupid again and to give up on Qin Feng. This world

Apart from Qin Feng, there are still many men worthy of her love, such as Qi Tianlei...

She knows!

Therefore, she was not surprised that Qin Feng would say this. What she was curious about now was what Qin Feng's own thoughts were. If she remembered correctly, he said yesterday that she was his in life and his ghost in death!

She thought that he would still be as determined as ever.

However, she didn't expect him to say this to her: "I think they are right..."

Xue Bing's heart beat hard again and she looked at him in disbelief. So... he decided to let her go?

When he used a trick to hide her clothes and trapped her in this office, she was really annoyed. She was thinking about how to get out of here and stay far away from him, but when he finally let go

After speaking, she felt uncomfortable in her heart, so she couldn't even figure out what she was going to do.

Qin Feng added: "Sometimes I also feel that you are wronged by following me, so Xue Bing... I let you go, let you choose by yourself, and give you time to think clearly. If you still believe in me, I will

If you are willing to stay with me, I will definitely give you happiness! Of course... you are still young. If you find out that you loved me that way just because you were not sensible yet, and now you want to choose a new life, I will not stop you. I will take care of your daughter.

…”

As Xue Bing listened, the sourness in her chest became even stronger.

Why did she always feel like he wanted to draw a clear line with her? Even the issue of her daughter's ownership and custody had been discussed with her, but she always felt that this was not what she wanted to hear.

She heard her voice tremble slightly, "So? You mean... I can leave at any time if I want?"

Qin Feng lowered his eyes, looked at her again after a while, and said softly: "Then... what if I say, I want you to stay with me? Do you just..."

"Qin Feng, let it go!"

Seeing his cautious look, Xue Bing felt like her heart was on fire. She pushed him away and jumped from his arms. She was so excited all of a sudden. It was so exciting.

"Are you asking for my opinion? Do you think you are doing it for me by letting me make a choice now? I hate to see you pretending to be a lover in front of me. In fact, no matter the beginning or the end of the relationship between us,

It's your decision to end. I never had the right to choose. Whether you wanted me or not was just a matter of your thoughts. Later...it was you who gave up on me first! So don't think that doing this now is for my own good.

I won't be grateful to you, I..."

"I never gave up on you!"

Before Xue Bing finished speaking, Qin Feng stood up from the sofa and tried to convey such a fact that she had misunderstood at a volume that surpassed hers.

He told her clearly word for word: "From the moment I decided to be with you, I never thought about giving up on you, not even for a moment!"

"Then why did you choose aunt?"

There was almost no gap between the two people's words. As soon as Qin Feng finished speaking, Xue Bing immediately took up the topic and asked the question that had troubled her for many years and made her despair and could not let go.

In fact, she regretted it when she asked.

How could you ask that? How selfish must she be? Did she really hope that Qin Feng would choose her and give up her aunt? That person was not some other unrelated woman, but her own aunt!

Therefore, even though she was holding it in her heart and couldn't breathe, she never asked.

Today, when he told her to choose whether to stay or go, she finally asked. She didn't know how to express her feelings to him, and she didn't know how to make him understand that in their relationship, she didn't know how to express her feelings to him.

, how helpless and helpless she is!

Qin Feng was obviously startled by her words.

He finally admitted that there was indeed a big gap between them in terms of experience and understanding of emotions. He suddenly realized that she had so decisively cut her face in front of him, and that she later made a sad sound until she died.

What is it for.

After all these years, he actually just figured it out now.

Could it be that she always thought that he didn't choose her because he didn't love her?

Why did he think he didn't choose her because he loved her?

He took a breath and spoke with some difficulty, "Is this why you have annoyed me for so many years? It's also because of this that you hate me so much, isn't it?"

Xue Bing turned away, neither looking at him nor commenting.

Qin Feng nodded, feeling like someone had cut out a piece of his heart, and blood was constantly pouring out.

So that’s it!

Both of them are like this. He thinks there are some things that don't need to be said. He thinks she can understand, but in fact she doesn't understand. She doesn't ask if she doesn't understand. She doesn't say anything and doesn't ask anyone. That's how she is today.

situation.

They shouldn't have ended up like this.

He closed his eyes and couldn't help but start to imagine that if there was no such misunderstanding, she would have finished college in four years, or they would have had a happy family together as their daughter grew up. However, some things...

Although it is not a lifetime since I turned around, I have still missed so many years. Things have changed and people have changed.

He took a deep breath, finally found a calm tone, stared at her and said: "Why I didn't choose you is because of your aunt, I can't leave her alone!"

Xue Bing raised his head and tried very hard to let the sourness in his eyes flow back.

She bit her lip and said stubbornly: "I know...she is the most important person to you! She has done so many things for you, and you have loved each other so much. I shouldn't have fought. Comparing with her...is destined to be...

I lose! It’s because I overestimate my capabilities and I’m ignorant, so Qin Feng, I said... I’m still grateful to you, and I don’t blame you!”

A trace of annoyance flashed in Qin Feng's eyes.

She is still so stubborn! If she feels uncomfortable, why do she still say such things? She just wants to make him feel uncomfortable, doesn't she want him to have a hard time? It was clearly an affectionate confession at the beginning, but why is she still angry and sad in the end?

He was really sad that she didn't understand him at all!

"Aren't you weird? If not, why didn't you even give me a chance to explain four years ago? When will you change your character? Do you have to be so stubborn? Why can't you just stand by me?

Think about it from another perspective, why would I do that?”

Xue Bing was stunned, a little confused by his heartbroken look.

She is stubborn and doesn't know how to think about things from his perspective, so what? He dislikes her?

Qin Feng really couldn't do anything about her temperament of getting into trouble no matter what, but he also knew that he really couldn't ask too much of her. She was a few years older, but she still had such a long time.

While in a coma, her mind and some aspects of her thoughts were no different from those before.

He was relieved when he thought that she could write typos even when writing a contract.

Forget it, don’t change if you don’t want to change! He knew she was like this from the first day he met her. Maybe he loved her because she was so straightforward and stubborn? When she changes, she won’t be Xue Bing anymore.

…

He took another breath and sighed: "Forget it, pretend I didn't say it... Since you didn't understand back then, why didn't you ask me why I chose to save your aunt first instead of you?"
Chapter completed!