Chapter 137 The Queen's Knight and the Holy Grail(2/2)
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I, a person like me..."
In order to change this ending, she entrusted her soul after death to the "world" and embarked on a journey in search of a miracle.
One day, after fighting beyond the limit, he will finally obtain the Holy Grail. At that time, the mistakes he has made can be erased through miracles.
Such a self-should not be called a king at all.
"Guinevere..."
Sber's voice was trembling, and across the millennium, the beauty appeared in front of her again.
Still beautiful and pure, like the bright moon in the night sky.
However, it seems that everything in the past has been forgotten.
This might be good...
Forget the unpleasant and tragic past and exist with a new identity.
She had already seen Lancelot's miserable appearance during the last Holy Grail War.
It was originally the one and only "perfect knight" who was admired by everyone. He was a flower blooming on the steep peak of chivalry. His figure and style were once the treasures of all those who aspired to be knights.
But he gave himself up to the madness, his red eyes rolled with hatred, and he roared like a beast.
Are you so desperate for fate? Are you using hatred to curse the king and country that brought you despair?
They all had the same dream and risked their lives to save the country.
He still killed this person who shouldn't be killed, and his shallow greed made Sber feel ashamed.
The last moments before disappearing...
"Actually... I wanted you to punish me personally. King... I really wanted you to ask me for your anger..."
"If I can be punished by you...if you can ask for compensation from me...then I will definitely believe in atonement...I will definitely believe that one day I can find a way to forgive myself."
Until his death, the knight could not be redeemed. He deeply blamed himself for betraying the most important person, and he carried this self-blame throughout his life.
Who should I tell this kind of pain to, and who should blame whom and how to get relief?
The king doesn't know.
The king can only be lonely and proud——
Saying this to myself, while looking for a way to save the country, how many people's thoughts and worries have I ignored?
Gawain, who sacrificed his life heroically, and Galahad, who died in his mission, what were they thinking about at the last moment? Do they also have regrets and unwillingness to die? Why can I insist that this is not the case?
Could it be that as a king, I shouldn’t be so superior at all——
If this is the case, won’t it bring about a ruined ending? Can everyone be saved?
So the Holy Grail is needed...
Even if you listen to people's hearts, even if you are criticized for being an aloof king, it doesn't matter at all.
Even so, as long as she can personally win victory for her hometown and her subjects - this is what she demands of herself, and what she must do as a "king".
As long as you can get the Holy Grail, you can make up for everything and correct all your mistakes.
Chapter completed!