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It seemed like a century had passed, until her body automatically chose to close. Her body was so tired that it seemed that it was not her own. She even refused to open her eyes. Her soul drifted away for a moment. It took a long time for her to realize what had happened.
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Baby! Thinking of her newly born child, she forced herself to open her eyes. It was already bright, and the bright light made her eyes sore and her throat hurt. For a moment, she couldn't say anything or move.
Fortunately, someone rushed to her bed soon, and it was Angie.
She looked happy: "Miss An, are you awake? How do you feel?"
She didn't know where the strength came from, grabbed her arm, and said in a hoarse voice: "Where is the baby?"
A trace of sadness flashed across Anji's face, but she quickly covered it up and said with a smile: "The baby is still undergoing various examinations. The doctor said it is best to put it in an incubator for observation for a few days."
She panicked: "What's wrong with the baby?"
"It's okay, it's okay!" Anji comforted her, "Don't worry, Miss An, you have a good rest first, and we'll have a baby in a few days!"
"But..." She looked anxious, but Anji held her hand without refusal.
"The doctor said that your health has not been very good. You have lost a lot of energy during this birth, so you must take a good rest. The doctor also said that it is best to wait until the baby's condition is stable before letting you have him, otherwise you will definitely have to worry."
"If you say this, I will only be more worried..." She was extremely angry, and Anji couldn't bear it. She sighed softly and said, "Ms. An, please rest. The husband has not come back yet."
"Anji..." She begged and clenched her wrist, the panic in her heart flooding her like a flood.
Anji hesitated for a moment, then saw Ai Bo walking in. He first ordered Anji in English, and then said to Su Liyun in a stiff voice: "Miss An, don't worry, Mr. Yu will be back soon."
"Amber, baby..." She was so anxious that she almost shed tears, but Albert still had a business-like look on his face, and his calm face even had a hint of indifference. He whispered something to the door of the room, and then
Several people who looked like nurses came in and held her down forcefully.
The uneasiness in her heart became more and more intense. She was held down tightly and couldn't struggle. She couldn't even stop her from sobbing. The cold needle entered her blood vessel. They didn't know what they injected into her!
She wanted to call for help, shout, and get out of bed to check on the baby, but the medicine took effect quickly, her head became heavier and heavier, and she soon fell into a coma...
When I woke up again, the sun had already set.
After a moment of confusion, she immediately realized what had happened, and her heart was overwhelmed by huge panic. She moved her body and tried to struggle to get out of bed, but she couldn't even support her upper body!
What happened to the baby? What injection did they give her? What happened? The questions made her panic and help. At this time, the door of the room was suddenly banged open. She passed away in shock.
Yu Jingyao's haggard and panic face.
"Yu Jingyao..." She called his name in a low voice, tears streaming down her face. No matter what kind of love and hate there was between the two of them, his presence made her feel at ease.
Yu Jingyao walked to the bed in a few steps and held her tightly in his arms. His body was trembling slightly. His strength was so strong that he seemed to be kneading her into his bones and blood.
"An An, are you... okay?" His voice was hoarse, as if he was experiencing something extremely painful, "I'm sorry, An An, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have left, I shouldn't have left at all.
It's my fault that I should leave at this time..."
Such a voice of pain and self-blame, if it was just because of her premature birth and he didn't have to be like this at all, then it only meant that... there seemed to be a big hole in her heart, and it took a lot of effort for her to find her own voice.
"Baby, what's wrong?" Her nails dug into his shoulders, and she stared into his eyes with a terrifying look. It seemed that if she didn't get the answer she wanted, she would completely fall into madness.
Yu Jingyao's face turned even paler, and he suddenly turned away, not daring to look directly into her eyes.
"Yu Jingyao," she said with all her strength while trembling all over, "the baby is fine, right? I know he is fine. I heard his cry before he fell into coma. His cry was so loud.
, must be very healthy, I know..."
"An'an..." His voice was full of sorrow, and the pain in his eyes almost drowned her, "Don't worry about the baby for now. You should have a good rest first and take good care of yourself. The doctor said you..."
He suddenly couldn't speak anymore and just hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to give her some strength and give himself some support.
He got the news that she was about to give birth in the middle of the night yesterday, so he immediately left everything there and rushed back as quickly as possible. However, he didn't expect that the first thing he got after coming back was this result. At that time, she was still sleeping, in a
He fell into a deep sleep knowingly, and there was even a trace of contented smile at the corner of his mouth. He didn't know what words to use to describe the feeling in his heart at that moment. He had been in pain, helpless, and regretful, but there had never been a moment when he was like now.
Feeling his own strength and weakness like this, he didn't even know how to face her.
"I want to go to him. Where is the baby? I want to go to him. He was still in my belly yesterday. The doctor said he was very healthy. The birth went well yesterday. Although it hurt, I knew he was coming out. He is waiting
He's waiting for me to hug him..." There was no color on her face, but a strange look appeared in her eyes. She murmured, and a smile slowly appeared on the corner of her mouth.
"An'an..." At this moment, besides calling her name over and over again, he didn't know how to give her some comfort and give himself some forgiveness.
"I'm going to see him! Even if he's dead! I'm going to see him!" She suddenly became fierce and her tone was extremely firm, but when she said the word "death", her words were clearly filled with deep pain.
Yu Jingyao was severely shocked. After a long time, he responded in a low voice: "Okay."
The room next door had long been transformed into an insulated room. Yu Jingyao held her in his arms and walked out step by step. With every step she took, her body trembled violently. It was only a dozen meters, but she seemed to be crossing the most difficult distance in the world.
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The person in his arms was so light and weightless that Yu Jingyao's heart ached violently, and he suddenly did not dare to move forward.
Su Liyun had already struggled to get off the ground and walked forward in a daze because she had reached the small body in the incubator.
Yu Jingyao hugged her tightly, fearing that she would not be able to stand firmly. He had already passed this little baby, and even he felt heartbroken, let alone her who valued this child so much.
Su Liyun put his hand on the glass and looked at the small purple figure inside, tears streaming down his face.
A small child, with a small body, small fingers curled up, eyes closed, thin arms, a bulging belly, and bruises all over her body, especially her belly, which was so purple that it turned black, making her almost faint.
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Such a small child, Hao, was sleeping soundly in her belly more than ten hours ago, kicking her from time to time, waiting to come into this world, but at this moment, he was lying there alone, lifeless.
breath.
What happened to make him become like this? She clearly heard his loud cry, full of vitality, why did he become like this in just a dozen hours?
No, this is not her child, her child is not like this! There seemed to be a flash of lightning in her head. She turned around in panic, and saw Yu Jingyao with a painful look on his face, slowly shook his head, and showed an extremely pale smile.
"He is not my child, no, my baby can cry and kick. He is so healthy, how could he be like this? He is not my child, absolutely not!" When she said the last sentence, her voice suddenly became sharp.
Standing up, his eyes flashed with a strange light, as if he wanted to get his approval.
Yu Jingyao held her tightly in his arms and said in a broken voice: "An An, don't be like this... In the future, we can live again, An An, it's all my fault, it's all my fault..."
She pushed him away with force, staggered, and collapsed on the ground. Yu Jingyao flashed a flash of shock and pain, and rushed forward to help her up, but she fiercely threw his hand away.
"You lied to me!" Her expression suddenly became firm, "He is not my child, my baby is not like this!"
This dead child was so cold and breathless, her whole body was trembling, as if she was extremely cold, and the light in her eyes gradually disappeared. She stared at the incubator, with only one obsession left in her eyes. This obsession
Let her persist and repeat over and over again: "He is not my child, no, Yu Jingyao, you go find it, the baby must be waiting for me to hold him somewhere! He is so naughty, if I go to coax him
How can he do it?"
"An'an..." Yu Jingyao held her face tremblingly, unable to say anything.
The death of this child had hit her so hard... He looked at her bloodless face, and the regret in his heart made him wish he had died.
She closed her eyes hastily, tears slid down her cheeks, fell on her collar, and disappeared quickly.
"He is not my child, Yu Jingyao, you believe me..." She still murmured and repeated, the breath on that child was so strange, it was definitely not hers, her child had been in her belly for nine months,
She knows best.
"Okay, if you say he isn't, then he isn't, I'll look for him, I'll look for him..." He choked and echoed her words, his eyes blood red.
She showed a pale smile, her body went limp, and she fainted completely...
Chapter completed!