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This pull immediately frightened the little boy!
He almost jumped up. His already big eyes would open even wider due to excessive surprise. They were so big that it felt like the eyeballs were about to fall out of their sockets in the next second.
It's like coming down.
His small mouth was tightly covered by a small hand, and he looked at Qian Xiaoduo in a panic and full of disbelief.
It seems that he never expected that Qian Xiaoduo could actually touch him!
Qian Xiaoduo's hand, after pulling the little boy's clothes, did not let go immediately, but continued to hold on. Then after saying goodbye to Zhou's mother, he just grabbed the little boy's clothes and dragged him away.
Mother Zhou, who was watching Qian Xiaoduo's departure, looked at Qian Xiaoduo's outstretched right hand with a puzzled expression...
No matter how she looked at that posture, she felt it was a bit weird.
It was as if Qian Xiaoduo's right hand was dragging something.
...
The little boy didn't know whether it was because he was too frightened, so he didn't react for a while, or he was worried that his reaction would be too big, which would arouse Zhou's mother's suspicion... So Qian Xiaoduo pulled his clothes all the way.
Pulled into a deserted alley.
At this time, Qian Xiaoduo's hand relaxed.
At this moment, the little boy was finally sure that Qian Xiaoduo could really see him. In fact, the words Qian Xiaoduo said to Zhou's mother in the courtyard were most likely meant for him.
Then, Qian Xiaoduo saw the little boy standing there with an extremely uneasy expression. Suddenly his eyes turned red and tears rolled down in large drops.
While crying, she begged Qian Xiaoduo, "Sister, please... please don't tell Mother Zhou, okay."
Although he didn't say it, Qian Xiaoduo knew that the thing he said not to tell Zhou's mother was referring to him stealing things in the store.
It can be seen that he cares about what Zhou's mother thinks of him. Even now, he is actually a ghost instead of a human being.
Next, Qian Xiaoduo didn't need to ask any more questions. The little boy took the initiative to explain everything he had done during this period.
His name is An An, and because he was born with congenital leukemia, he was abandoned by his parents at the gate of Yuhong Orphanage when he was less than one year old.
It was Zhou's mother and the people in the courtyard who adopted him, and then he, like the other children in the courtyard, took his mother's surname of Zhou.
It's just that Zhou An'an's illness is indeed very serious, although people from the orphanage come to support him from time to time. Even because of his illness, the society has even initiated donations for him...
Some people may feel that Zhou Anan's life experience is so miserable, and they deeply sympathize with this.
But Zhou An'an himself didn't feel bitter.
In Zhou An'an's opinion, Zhou's mother and other uncles and aunts in the courtyard are very good to him. Every time a kind person donates money or supplies for food, Zhou's mother will give everyone extra meals.
The extra food in his mouth is that today's meal will have more eggs than usual, or more chicken legs, apples, etc.
In the eyes of normal children, these are the most basic needs, but they are the feasts that children like them fantasize about every day.
Speaking of this, Zhou Anan hiccupped and continued to Qian Xiaoduo, "Sister, I really only stole the stuff from that bad guy's shop..."
Mother Zhou's education is very good. Although the children in the orphanage are sent in for various reasons, they can quickly integrate into this big family after entering.
A lot of how to behave was taught to them by Zhou's mother and the staff. So their life experience may be miserable, but their correct outlook on life has always been cultivated.
As for why Zhou Anan went to Qian Laoer's shop to steal things... it was because the owners who originally sold Qian Xiaoduo's shop were his biological parents.
Zhou Anan was left at the door of the orphanage when he was less than one year old. He had never met his biological parents. However, the parents who abandoned him had always known about Zhou Anan's situation.
Before Zhou Anan died of illness, the hospital launched a social appeal for donations from well-wishers for him.
The parents who abandoned him had actually been in City A all along, living not far from the orphanage where Zhou Anan lived. Even after these two people found out about this, they even came to the orphanage to make a donation.
By that time, Zhou Anan was already very ill.
Due to illness and treatment, Zhou Anan had his hair shaved off, and his body was so thin that only skin and bones were left. But he still lay cheerfully on the hospital bed, sincerely facing those who came to donate to him, and visiting him by the way.
, the uncles and aunts who cheered him up said thank you in childish and sincere tones.
The treatment process is actually very painful, but most people want to live well.
Zhou Anan thought too.
He cooperated with the doctor's treatment seriously...but in the end, he still couldn't survive.
He had long been mentally prepared for this. A disease like his was difficult to cure. So he was not too sad or reluctant after his death. However, Zhou Anan was thinking about two things.
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The first thing is Zhou’s mother’s body.
Although there were many things that Mother Zhou would never tell her children like them. But how could Zhou Anan, who was also ill, not notice that Mother Zhou's face was getting paler and her body was getting weaker and weaker.
But when he was alive, he couldn't protect himself. Even if he worried about Zhou's mother, it would be of no use.
The second thing is his biological parents.
Zhou Anan was abandoned, and her knowledge of her so-called parents came from the descriptions in books and the mouths of other children in the courtyard.
The difference from those who were abandoned since childhood is that most of those who can describe their parents were sent here because their parents had an accident and no relatives were willing to raise them.
Although their fate was tragic, at least their parents were really good to them before the accident.
"Mom and dad are bigger people than Ultraman and Spider-Man!" they said.
"Wow...!" Children like Zhou Anan, who have never enjoyed the love of their parents, opened their eyes wide and exclaimed in envy.
"Mom and dad are still the best people in the world, they are better than Santa Claus!" they continued.
"Wow...!" Another exclamation.
Although they are children in an orphanage, they still receive Christmas gifts every Christmas! At that time, the staff of the orphanage would secretly dress up as Santa Claus to give them gifts. Therefore, in the hearts of the children, Christmas is
Grandpa is a very good man!
At this time, there was a child who had never experienced his parents before. He couldn't help but raise his hand and asked, "How about the comparison between mom and dad and Mama Zhou?"
Without waiting for anyone to answer, Zhou Anan spoke first, "I think Mother Zhou is the best person in the world."
But those children who had parents and enjoyed the love and affection of their parents were stubborn and argued with him, "No, it's obvious that the parents are the best people in the world."
Although they also admit that Mother Zhou is very good, really, the kindness of Mom and Dad is completely different from the kindness of Mother Zhou!
Zhou An'an was still very unconvinced, and started arguing with those who had parents. In his opinion, Zhou's mother did not dislike him for being sick, took him in, and gave him a home...so gentle,
So good, how could there be anyone better than her in this world.
But no one knew that after all the other children fell asleep, Zhou Anan couldn't help but think in her mind. If she could make other children say that in this world, her parents are better people than Zhou's mother, what would they do?
How great would it be?
And...if they were so good, why didn't they want him in the first place?
Is it because he is not good enough, obedient enough, or sensible enough?
The young Zhou Anan couldn't understand it, but that didn't stop him from feeling uncomfortable inside and... the little extravagant hope that was buried deep in his heart.
He really wants to, really want to... really want to feel what it feels like to have the love of his parents. As those children said, there are really better people than Zhou's mother.
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All the ghosts who stay in the world and are unwilling to leave are because of their obsessions.
Zhou Anan's obsessions are that one is Zhou's mother and the other is his biological parents.
Originally, Zhou Anan had hoped to meet his biological parents, but in fact, he didn't have much hope in his heart.
What I didn't expect was that the parents who abandoned him secretly went to the place where his urn was placed to visit Zhou Anan after his death.
It can be seen that the two of them are not in a good mood.
The woman was still facing his urn, her eyes were red, and she whispered, "I'm sorry."
It was this time that Zhou Anan found out that they were their biological parents.
Zhou Anan, who was unable to wait for them during his lifetime and waited for such a "I'm sorry" after his death, felt sour and astringent in his heart. He was not as happy as he had imagined, and was filled with an unspeakable discomfort.
He couldn't hold back and secretly followed the two of them.
I followed the two of them to the place where they lived now, and met a little boy who was about two years younger than him.
The little boy looked very healthy because his cheeks were rosy. Unlike him, because of leukemia, his face was always so white that there was almost no trace of blood.
Little boys will act coquettishly at men and women, and men will pick up the little boy and let him ride on his neck to play...
Zhou Anan looked envious and felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart, but she still couldn't help but excuse these two people.
Maybe it's because my family is poor...
After all, Zhou Anan was diagnosed with congenital leukemia when he was born. If his family was poor, they would not be able to spend so much money to treat him.
After thinking about it in his mind, Zhou Anan still felt uncomfortable, but he slowly convinced himself.
He continued to follow the man and the woman, watching them take the little boy to the supermarket. He saw them buying a lot of delicious food for the little boy... Zhou Anan was watching behind, and he was very envious.
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It turns out these are mom and dad!
Sure enough, those children before did not lie, they were indeed very good people.
To be continued...