Chapter 120 Suicide by jumping off a building
Zheng Peng committed suicide in the building.
The reason is unknown, no one knows why.
It stands to reason that he did not have any terminally ill, but just conflicted with his daughter -in -law. His daughter -in -law couldn't really ignore him, but just a few words on his head, just wait for her to get angry.
After all, it was a couple. Although his daughter -in -law moved the kitchen knife, he didn't dare to call the police.
Hanging the phone, Uncle Ma and I went directly to the hospital.
In the last ward, Zheng Peng's bed was empty.
Looking at the empty bed, I feel very complicated.
Just two days ago, Zheng Peng was still lying on this bed, vomiting bitter water at and Ma Shu, tears, and talked about the sadness of a man in his thirties.
In the hospital, we quickly inquired about the details of Zheng Peng's jumping building.
Time is early in the morning, and it is not yet bright, and everyone in the ward is still sleeping.
Zheng Peng walked to the top of the ward, and then jumped down.
The cleaner at the hospital found him downstairs. At that time, he hadn't stopped breathing and struggled to say something, but he opened his mouth for a long time, but he didn't say a word.
Only the blood foil that spray it.
So the hospital notified his family as soon as possible, and after calling several times before someone answered.
Knowing that Zheng Peng jumped off the building and died, his wife was also shocked. When he saw Zheng Peng's body in the hospital, he fainted on the spot.
Now, the car of the funeral home has pulled people away, and Zheng Peng's family is also dealing with the funeral. It is estimated that it will be cremated tomorrow morning.
A living person just left the world like this.
I have some blame in my heart. When I left the hospital, I asked Uncle Ma. If we did not tell Zheng Peng's baby spirit, and did not let him go back to get 3,000 yuan to make a superior, would he not die?
Uncle Ma's expression was also a bit heavy. He patted my shoulder and said that you don't have to blame yourself. In fact, Zheng Peng's life is already a feathers. We can help him clean up the feathers and start life again.
Unfortunately, he buried his head in the chicken hair and couldn't get out.
But I still don't understand why he committed suicide.
Do you want to escape?
Eight years ago, because of poor, he could not be responsible for Jiang Yan, so he chose to run away.
Eight years later, because of poor, he could not be responsible for his wife, so he chose to escape.
But this time, he completely escaped the world of fucking people.
As for?
I don't think so, but I am not Zheng Peng, and Zheng Peng is not me.
Uncle Ma sighed and said to me, "Waiting for you to reach his age, after experiencing a life like him, maybe you can understand why he committed suicide."
After pause, Uncle Ma said to himself again.
"If I borrowed him thousands of dollars that day, maybe it's okay."
Yes, maybe it would be okay to borrow thousands of dollars on that day.
However, who can we control so much suffering in the world?
Besides, I don't have 3,000 yuan.
In order to figure out why Zheng Peng committed suicide, and for some apologies in my heart, I attended Zheng Peng's funeral.
It is the funeral, but there is nothing. Everything is the simplest. Even the ashes are three hundred dollars, which belongs to the lowest gear.
Naturally, there is no cemetery. After the body is cremated, the ashes are sent to the crematorium.
There are also few relatives and friends who participated in the funeral. There are more than a dozen people in total. After everything is over, everyone has dispersed. Zheng Peng's wife stands alone at the storage place of the ashes alone.
She is a very strong woman. The whole funeral process, she did not drop a drop of tears.
But now, everyone is gone, but her tears are like breaking the line, falling down.
I walked silently, squatted down, and looked at Zheng Peng's ashes.
Because there is no money, his ashes can only be placed in the bottom row. The space is small and aggressive. If you want to worship and worship him, you have to squat and lower your head.
Every layer on the upper layer, add money, the most expensive in the middle.
Like his mother buying a house.
At this moment, I suddenly understood the words Zheng Peng said.
"In this life, if there is no money, you must live at the bottom."
Yes, Zheng Peng did not change to a big house until he died.
I sighed, and said to his wife Zheng Peng: "I'm sorry, I went to the hospital to see it on the day he was hospitalized, but unfortunately I couldn't help it."
She stopped tears, wiped her eyes, and smiled bitterly: "The days are all living by himself. No one can help anyone, and there is nothing to be sorry. Although I don’t know you, you can stay in these people in the funeral until
Finally, it should be Zheng Peng’s good friend, I thank you for him. "
She bowed to me, and I didn't have any taste in my heart, so she took out the prepared 200 yuan and handed it to her.
"This is my heart, don't think there is less, I can only take out so much now."
She didn't pick it up. Looking at the 200 yuan, the corner of her mouth moved, and tears flowed again.
"I can't accept it. When Zheng Peng is alive, I owe a lot of others. Now I die, I don’t want to owe others anymore."
No matter what I said, after all, she didn't collect money, and finally bowed to me, then turned and walked slowly.
When I heard her turn around, I murmured softly.
"I shouldn't do it that, I'm sorry ... I thought that as long as we live a good life, life will always get better, but I'm wrong, I'm really wrong ..."
She murmured like this, and her body slowly disappeared into my sight.
It sounds like she should also regret it.
But I don't know, is she regretting Zheng Peng for herself, or regrets that she shouldn't treat Zheng Peng like that.
I would like to ask about her and Zheng Peng, but I took it back to my mouth.
The deceased has been stunned. What is the use of these?
It can only make the undead add sorrow.
And from the perspective of Zheng Peng's wife's attitude, she also has feelings for Zheng Peng, but she is unfortunately sorrowful and anger.
But no matter what, children are the most innocent.
I turned around, looked at Zheng Peng's ashes, and sighed, turned and left.
But at the moment I turned around, I suddenly saw a person standing behind me.
It is Zheng Peng!
The distance is very close, almost fast to my face.
This cold scared me, and looked at it in two steps back. I saw Zheng Peng sad, and was a little confused. He looked at his ashes blankly.
Soon after he died, the soul was still there.
And he committed suicide, and there was no way to go to the ground, it was difficult to enter the government.
So I asked him, what can I do if I ca n’t grit my teeth, I have to solve it with suicide?
Naturally, he can't talk to me, because ghosts are just a conscious body, without language function, and can only convey information through ideas.
If it is a normal death ghost, there is no obsession, the energy of this consciousness is very weak.
Unless people who have a Tao can receive his signal, ordinary people can only receive through dreams.
Chapter completed!