Chapter 1025 You Are My Favorite Girl (1)
Fang Zhiqiang stared blankly at Wang Xia's back for a long time before he came back to his senses. He couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, but he still felt a faint throbbing pain. He forced himself to take back this emotion and return to reality.
Zhonglai, there were too many problems for him to face, how to solve Yamei's problem. Melancholy surged, and his instinctive reaction was to take out a cigarette from his pocket to relieve his boredom, but after feeling empty, he realized
Ever since Li Xiaoxiao's suicide was exposed, he had stopped smoking for fear of being taken advantage of again. He tore up the remaining cigarettes and threw them away out of anger. When he returned to the ward sadly, he remembered that he had already had a lot of smoke.
The sky has never left this small area. The face reflected on the glass is so unfamiliar, because his skin has become pale because he has not seen the sun recently, and stress and depression make him look particularly depressed.
Fang Zhiqiang looked away, looked at Li Xiaoxiao lying on the bed, and said with a wry smile: When you wake up, will you no longer recognize me and ask me, which pretty boy is this? Why do you look so depressed?
Tell me, Xiaoxiao, are you happy in your sleep? If you are happy, more comfortable and happy than in reality, then just sleep like this, and I will always protect you. You can stay far away from the troubles of this world.
Pain is not a kind of happiness. Fang Zhiqiang stared at Li Xiaoxiao's face and said dreamily.
Li Xiaoxiao was naturally motionless and could not make any response to tell him. Fang Zhiqiang looked at her for a long time before sighing: No matter what, being able to be by your side like this right now is already a blessing for me.
Such happiness.
They had so many happy times and opportunities. Li Xiaoxiao learned to cook for him, gave him life, and liked to cling to him like a tail, pestering him and following him, but he didn't hug her in time.
Fang Zhiqiang turned on the music on his mobile phone and turned down the volume: This is a song I have been listening to recently. Let me play it for you.
What came out of the phone was Wang Feng's "You Are My Beloved Girl". Wang Feng's desolate voice echoed in the ward, and Fang Zhiqiang unconsciously hummed along: ...But I hope you understand, I am here.
You judge, no matter how far away you are. Even if you change your appearance, even if you forget me, you will always be my beloved girl...
Xiaoxiao, I have been listening to this song over and over again recently. Every time I listen to it, my heart aches. This song always reminds me of you. I don’t know if you are by my side now or far away. I don’t even know.
, have you really forgotten me completely? We are not like what is sung in this song. You are indeed the only girl I have ever loved. Indeed, I have loved you.
Others, but at this moment, the only thing I love most in my heart is you. I don’t know what to say, but the moment I understand that I do love you, my heart suddenly calms down and is no longer as entangled as before.
It's like a person has been avoiding his destiny, but after finally accepting it, he finds that he is finally calm and no longer has the fear of hiding.
I have been escaping for so long, and then I realized that I couldn’t escape your feelings, and I realized how sad you were back then. Fang Zhiqiang said sadly, if possible, I want to use the rest of my life to make up for you. I still remember you.
Dream? You said, let's elope together, go to Tibet, go to Hoh Xil, we ride a horse, you sit in my arms, I hug you, run wantonly under the sun and wind, to write what belongs only to us
love……
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but leaned down, kissed Li Xiaoxiao's face gently, and whispered: Only now do I understand that you yearn for love and freedom so much, and only now do you understand how precious they are. Reality
Everything in it, the material things and wealth that I once thought were actually not more important than your love and freedom. Really, I once thought that material things and wealth were the decisive factor.
There are certain feelings, but now I understand that they exist only for us to better pursue freedom and love; but if freedom and love are hindered because of them, then I can be like you and want nothing. As long as we
Two people only need that piece of grassland, and we are as free as the wind, love you as you love me, and love me as I love you...
Fang Zhiqiang said softly: I really want to take you away, away from all this trouble. Forget all the painful and heavy reality, we are like giving birth to wings...like flying...don't let you bear anything
Everything that is unhappy.
At this moment, Yamei is really unbearable for him and Li Xiaoxiao. He really hopes to take Xiaoxiao to a place without these worries.
Fang Zhiqiang stretched out his hand and caressed Li Xiaoxiao's smooth long hair, looked at her for a long time, and then sang softly to the music on his mobile phone:... May God guide you to a smooth road, and may fate allow you to meet kind people.
, may the distant sunshine and bright lights illuminate every future sky for you...
He had heard this song a long time ago and was obsessed with it, but he was young at the time and had no deep understanding of it. It was only now, looking at Li Xiaoxiao in front of him, that he understood what kind of thing was hidden behind the song.
Unspeakable pain and true love cannot be sung without loving deeply and to the extreme.
But at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang was like this, facing Li Xiaoxiao, humming softly word by word, he couldn't help but cry when he sang.
Then the next moment, he saw Li Xiaoxiao's eyelids move, his eyelashes trembled a few times, and then he slowly opened his eyes, his eyes still slack and full of confusion.
Fang Zhiqiang's song stopped suddenly, and he couldn't sing a word because it was stuck in his throat. He was completely stunned, looking at the scene in front of him, a little unbelievable. He felt that it must be his hallucination, and he really wanted Xiaoxiao to wake up, so
There will be such hallucinations until Xiaoxiao can't turn his eyes. However, due to long-term stiffness, his body is also very weak, and he can't really turn his head. He can only see him with the corner of his eye, and his throat is very blurry.
Two words: hadron...
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for another two seconds before he jumped three feet high and hit the corner of the table. He was so painful that he gasped and couldn't care less. He shouted in surprise: Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, you're awake... you
woke up……
He wanted to hold Xiaoxiao in his arms and say loudly that you finally woke up, but looking at the gauze on Xiaoxiao's arm and the pipes all over her body, he didn't even dare to touch Xiaoxiao, so he could only surround her anxiously and happily.
The bed was turned around, and only one sentence came out of his mouth:
You're awake, you're awake... He didn't even realize that tears were streaming down his face unknowingly. He had rarely lost his temper like this, but he was so excited at the moment that he couldn't control his emotions at all.
, I don’t know what to do.
After Li Xiaoxiao finished shouting, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and there was no more sound. He closed his eyes tiredly again. Fang Zhiqiang panicked and quickly shouted: Xiaoxiao, don't sleep... I'm calling the doctor.
...He rang the call bell in a hurry, and then said anxiously: Xiaoxiao, the doctor is coming soon. Don't sleep, hold on, listen, I have something to say to you, you can sleep after listening. I love
Chapter completed!