Fang Zhiqiang couldn't move at that time. The daughter of the old Wang family worked as a barrister in Shanghai and went to Australia. Who else could be the key word in all of this besides Yaxin?

In an old-fashioned community, many of the residents are former colleagues and friends. They all know each other, and no one's affairs can be hidden from anyone. In addition, there is nothing to do every day, which means that they can chat and pass the time.

The old people were older and didn't notice that Fang Zhiqiang was listening from a distance. Anyway, they had nothing else to do except chatting. They were still talking enthusiastically: Lao Wang's family also has a hard life, and they only have a daughter, which is also unfilial.

.Young and unmarried, you get pregnant with a child first, and then after getting married, the man leaves before the banquet. This is called

What happened? I didn’t listen to what they were saying, but they got married and divorced later. No one knows what happened. Anyway, they probably had a bad life. If they were good, why did they go so far away without saying a word?

?My parents don’t want her anymore. You see, Lao Wang’s family doesn’t even leave the house every day. If the daughter lived a good life, could she be like this?

Another old man also leaned over and said: Who is willing to raise a son for others? It is probably difficult to find a partner for a daughter like the old Wang family. If she doesn't go far away, what can she do if she stays at home?

Forget it, Lao Wang’s family are also kind people. These are other people’s affairs. Who can tell clearly? Why worry about others? Why do you have people buy medicine for you when your blood pressure and blood sugar go up?

That is, don’t say this. Who can feel better if they are involved in such a thing? Besides, they are all old neighbors, and they are already so old. Who knows what will happen to them one day? Don’t just talk about others.

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Isn’t this just idle chatting, just saying a few words. The festival is coming soon, have you bought all the things for the festival? The old man who brought up the topic before said, shaking the cattail leaf fan and changed the topic: Hey, what have you done in the past two days?

Did you see it? There is a store on the street next to the county government, at the intersection. It is said to be a market, but it only sells fruits, vegetables and meat. It is almost like a vegetable market. I heard it will open tomorrow. I see their store

Flyer, things are really cheap.

Let's go take a look tomorrow. We are both home for the holidays. We can buy more and eat it all. If we don't finish it, let them pack it back and put it in the refrigerator.

Several people were still discussing lively, and Fang Zhiqiang was completely stunned while carrying something. The situation of Wang Yaxin's parents was much more serious than he imagined. These old people were all old neighbors of Wang Yaxin's parents, and they had already spoken.

They are showing mercy. If this is the case in their mouths, what about other people? What will they say and think? Fang Zhiqiang knows very well that Wang Yaxin’s parents are people with high self-esteem. How can they tolerate these rumors?

Come on?

And the culprit of all this is none other than yourself.

Fang Zhiqiang didn't know how he got on the elevator or arrived in front of Wang Yaxin's house. He didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but he always felt that the corridor was much darker, and the familiar security door seemed to be rusty, and there were still faint traces of rust.

There are no signs of the red couplets being torn off. Everything seems to be getting older. I don’t know what the people in the room look like.

Fang Zhiqiang's eyes filled with tears, but he never had the courage to raise his hand and knock on the door. The courage he had been mustering up seemed to have been exhausted on the way here. He really couldn't bear it and had no way to see or imagine Wang Yaxin's parents.

He had an old face and a heartbroken expression. He didn't want to irritate them anymore and rekindle their pain. He just wanted to come when he wanted.

, but his appearance is a kind of harm to Wang Yaxin's parents? It even directly tears open the heart that has not healed yet. Even the old people chatting downstairs say that he is disgraceful. Wang Yaxin's parents should be

How much do they hate him? At such an age, they can only miss Yaxin and Xiaoyu, not themselves, the person who has repeatedly brought them misfortune.

Fang Zhiqiang covered his mouth, leaned his head against the wall, and cried silently. He wanted to see them so much, wanted to bring them comfort, and wanted to find some warm shadows of the past in them. But how could such a selfish idea be possible?

How could he still give them comfort? Thinking of Wang Yaxin's mother's angry and sad face when she came back after escaping for the first time during her marriage, Fang Zhiqiang knew very well that there was no way they would want to see him.

In the end, Fang Zhiqiang raised his hand several times, but it still did not fall or knock on the door. He silently dragged his heavy back, carrying things, and slowly walked to the fire escape. There was no one there, and he would not

Someone discovered that he was an unwelcome person. He couldn't enter Wang Yaxin's house or see the two old people, but he couldn't bear to leave. He could only do this, staying here from a distance, even if it was just for a short time.

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Fang Zhiqiang shed tears and smoked cigarettes one after another. Soon there were a lot of cigarette butts piled up on the ground. He felt that it was not the cigarettes that were burning, but his soul and his whole heart. It seemed that he was burning.

Pay homage, pay homage to the time that can never be returned, and the sincere heart you have given.

Heart. He did not regret it, but the wound hurt. He wished that he could be like a cigarette, burned clean by a fire, with only a little soul left, lingering in the world with endless nostalgia. In the end

Dissipate with the wind, then there will be no pain or debt anymore.

Fang Zhiqiang sat at the fire escape for a long time, until he had finished smoking a whole pack of cigarettes. He searched all over his body and couldn't find a cigarette anymore. His eyes were dry and he couldn't shed tears. They were just swollen.

It felt uncomfortable, and outside, the sun was setting a little bit, and it was getting dark soon.

Dad, Mom. Fang Zhiqiang stood up, faced in the direction of Wang Yaxin's house, and whispered softly, in my heart, you will always be my parents. How I wish I could be my family with you for life. I'm sorry... Yes

I have hurt too many people and made Yaxin leave you. I'm sorry, I really don't have the face to see you and don't want to make you sad... You must take care and take care of yourselves.

Fang Zhiqiang finally said sorry, then knelt down in the direction of Wang Yaxin's house and kowtowed three times respectfully.

According to the customs in many places, you have to kneel down and worship the parents of both parties when getting married. However, Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin's two marriages ended up in vain, and there was no formal wedding at all, so he never knelt down to worship Wang Yaxin's parents.
Chapter completed!