(This is a letter Xiaoxia sent to Qiangzi before her marriage)

Qiangzi, before the most important moment in life comes, I want to write you a letter.

When I wrote this letter, it was actually the most nervous and busiest moment for me. Because I am about to face a major turning point in my life, because tomorrow I will put on a flower crown and the wedding dress he designed for me, in front of everyone.

With his gaze and blessings, I walked in front of him, waiting for him to hold my hand and become his favorite bride.

I even have the opportunity to re-experience the most pure and beautiful youth, as well as the ups and downs, and the love that reunited after separation. Yes, you gave me a wedding, which was far better than the wedding I expected in my life.

It's so beautiful that I feel that getting married is worth it even just for this wedding.

However, the irony is that such a wedding has nothing to do with you. You can only appear as a bystander and witness. I don’t know what will be in your heart when I walk past you in my wedding dress.

With this kind of feeling, do you have a little bit of regret? It’s a pity that you and I can only pass each other in the end. At my most beautiful moment, we became each other’s passers-by in the form of rubbing shoulders, and even I passed by yours.

The time will not be even one second longer than the time it takes for other guests passing by.

In the eyes of everyone, I should be envied, because I have a person who loves me the most, an almost legendary love that has finally blossomed, and the most romantic one that makes the whole world envious, jealous, and hateful.

The wedding that best reflects our love is enough for many women and they should be content.

I think I should actually be satisfied, and I will be moved to tears by my happiness at the moment. But even at this moment, when I think about what I have lost, I still feel that there will never be two perfect people in life.

Words, especially for me.

It was already late at night, but I still couldn't sleep. I knew I should go to bed early and become the most beautiful bride tomorrow, but I was at a loss and couldn't fall asleep. They laughed at me and said that I was overwhelmed with happiness and excitement just before the wedding.

, only I know that my mood at this moment is actually very complicated.

Therefore, writing to you has become what I must do at this moment. Because new happiness is about to unfold, and old relationships must be ended.

When I wrote this letter to you, I actually didn't think about giving it to you. You will never see this letter in this life, and you don't know that there was once a person in this world who loved you and left such words.

To you. Therefore, this letter actually has no meaning, just like many things, especially feelings.

I can’t actually tell what the significance is. But I still do it. I am a businessman. Everything I do and every effort I put in must be fruitful and allow me to see the benefits. Only in

When it comes to loving you, I know that there will be no result, but I still persevere.

It's just that there are some words that I can't say to you anymore, and it's impossible to destroy the happiness of you and Xiaoxiao, as well as me and Yuming. Yuming and you are two completely different people. I know very well that I love him and you.

, are also two completely different feelings, you make my heart beat, and you

When we are together, I can feel that my heart is ready to beat out of my chest anytime and anywhere; but he makes me feel at ease. Every time he hugs me, no matter what the situation is, whether I am sad, disappointed or angry and excited, I feel happy.

To be able to calm down in his arms.

Qiangzi, I think I know in my heart why Xiaoxiao was with you in the end, not me. Because I don’t have her passion, her enthusiasm, and I won’t be like her. I only need love. For love, I can

Give everything. I have always told myself that love has never been what I am pursuing, so even if I don’t get it, I will

I shouldn’t complain. Really, I have bought a lot of luxury goods, clothes worth tens of thousands of yuan, bags and necklaces worth hundreds of thousands, but the only real luxury, and what I have never gotten, is love, it’s me

I can love the person I love openly, and he loves me back. At the same time, we can walk together openly and declare to the whole world our right to love each other deeply.

I looked at my feelings for you with the calmness and rationality of a businessman, and finally found out sadly that this was probably the most disastrous defeat in my life. I invested everything, but in the end I lost everything.

Qiangzi, you are also a businessman. You know, if your business fails, you can start over, but where can you get back the sincerity you gave me?

Qiangzi, tomorrow is my wedding. For most people, the wedding should be the happiest, most sacred, and most memorable moment in their lives. For me, it may not be the case. I married

Man, he must be the one who loves me the most in the whole world. He will spend more than ten years to go out of his way to live in a place that I can’t see.

The corner is waiting for me, accompanying me, and will definitely spend the rest of his life to give me commitment and happiness. I believe he can do this. It's like I have always known that you have never been able to do it, or in other words, for

Me, you can't do it. Because from the beginning, you were destined not to be my happiness. From the beginning, Nie Qian,

From Wang Yaxin, who you love most, to Xiaoxiao, who loves you the most, and Huang Wanting, who has been waiting silently behind your back, everyone, you have a reason to love them and give them happiness, but I only have one mistake

...and mistakes should not become a rope that binds us throughout our lives, especially if such happiness,

If it is at the cost of betraying and hurting Xiaoxiao, then I will never be able to enjoy a little happiness with peace of mind. I can only live in deeper pain forever and ever. Qiangzi, you are passionate and tend to love deeply and sincerely.

, but if you don’t know how to love someone, in the end, everyone who falls in love with you will be hurt.

Because you can't read this letter, I can say everything I want to say to you here. I love you, although I don't know the reason for this feeling. Obviously you are not what I like.

Type, when we are together, we are always tit-for-tat, and there is almost never a time when we get along harmoniously. But those moments are indeed the happiest, most unbridled, and happiest moments in my life. In front of you, I can

I can show my teeth and show my claws like a female devil who will bully you to the ground. I can also act like a rogue and unreasonable, relying on you to do anything for me. But the most important thing is that I can truly be in front of you.

I can expose myself freely in front of you. I am safe in front of you. I can indulge my weakness and helplessness and collapse in front of you without any scruples. The me in front of you is the real and complete me. Therefore, I fall in love with you.

you……

The day is about to dawn, Qiangzi, this letter, and my feelings for you that I have given but cannot take back, come to an eternal end here. In the years to come, without each other's company, we will have to go our own way.

Happiness. I will, and you will also, because those who accompany us are the ones who love us the most, so we should all be happy, right? I only hope that when I pass by yours at the wedding,

When the time comes, we don’t want to look back, just like this, we go away...
Chapter completed!