Seeing Lin Shan's appearance, Fang Zhiqiang also looked at her seriously, ready to listen to her tell her inner pain.

Lin Shan turned her head and looked at the sky. It was dusk now, and the moon appeared faintly. She stared at the moonlight. After a long time, she sighed and finally said: "Actually, when I saw him back then, I

I was only eighteen years old. At that time in school, I only knew how to study and spent all my time in the library. All the girls around me were in love, but I had no interest in this aspect. I only wanted to be bored.

Start reading."

"It wasn't until one time that I was in the library late at night. Suddenly there was a power outage, and the surrounding area became pitch black. At that time, I was just staring and didn't know if there was anyone else in the library. Only after the power outage did I raise my head to look.

I looked around and suddenly heard someone talking."

"That was a boy's voice, and his original words were, 'Excuse me, do you have a candle?'"

"Maybe it was at a specific place and time like the library. It was really quiet at that time. There was no sound in the huge library. His voice was like a beam of light in the darkness at that time, which made me

My heart trembled slightly. At that time, I had no idea what love felt like, it was just a small touch."

"Later, when he lit the candle, I could see his face clearly. Under the reflection of the candlelight, his face looked very delicate and delicate, and his clear eyes were like a pool of pure lake water, which was pleasing to the eye.

."

"It was at that time that I felt an inexplicable sense of intimacy, as if this person was the perfect prince charming in my mind. However, I was not sure whether it was love, so I didn't talk to him much.

, continued to bury my head, but I found that at that time I couldn't see in at all. Although I lowered my head, all I could think about was the boy's clear eyes and warm face just now."

As Lin Shan spoke, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curve. That smile looked as pure as when she was in school, without the slightest utilitarianism.

Regarding her tone and expression at this moment, Fang Zhiqiang could feel that she was showing her true feelings from the bottom of her heart.

So Fang Zhiqiang also listened very seriously, and her words couldn't help but bring back the time Fang Zhiqiang had with Nie Qian when they were in college.

To be honest, their feelings in college were very pure, and their feelings for each other were not mixed with any purpose. After Fang Zhiqiang graduated, he never felt that kind of feeling again.

"What happened next?"

Seeing the smile on Lin Shan's face that hadn't faded for a long time, and the way she had stopped talking for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly asked.

Lin Shan suddenly turned her head and glanced at Fang Zhiqiang. Then the smile on her face suddenly turned into a self-deprecating smile. She took another sip of wine, stroked a strand of black hair on her chin, and stared at the red wine glass with blurred eyes, laughing at herself.

He smiled and said: "Later... we got married..."

These words made Fang Zhiqiang slightly stunned. Fang Zhiqiang just now had actually fallen into the beautiful relationship described by Lin Shan. Unexpectedly, Lin Shan suddenly jumped to this stage, about two people in college.

Lin Shan did not mention the sweet moments and happy moments at all.

However, Fang Zhiqiang can also understand that now when he thinks back to the happy time in college, it always seems so precious and unique, and he will never encounter it again in his future life.

Therefore, involving those precious memories will only make the current self feel endless sadness and melancholy, without any other effect.

So Lin Shan didn't want to mention this, so Fang Zhiqiang didn't ask any more questions and continued to listen to Lin Shan's story quietly.

"At that time, my parents were actually opposed to our marriage. My family was a very traditional educational family. My parents had been teachers all their lives. They had seen the boy and said he didn't look like that.

Honest man, I'm afraid he will do something bad to me in the future. At that time, I thought my parents were being unreasonable. How could a person's personality be judged by his appearance? What's more, I already got along with that boy.

He has been here for three or four years. What kind of person is he? Can my parents know better than me?"

As Lin Shan spoke, tears welled up in her eyes. Under the light, she looked quite charming.

"I had a long argument with my parents about this matter. In the end, my parents still insisted on their views, saying that they had been teachers all their lives. What kind of children can see their character at a glance, but I still can't understand their behavior.

In the end, they had no choice but to compromise. They just told me repeatedly that if any problems arise, I must bear them firmly and not be decadent..."

Lin Shan's voice was choked with sobs, and her eyes were lowered. She looked at the bar table and took another sip of wine, and the tears in her eyes became more intense.

"Actually... my parents knew at that time that that boy would definitely hurt me in the end. They were very sure that we would have problems in the future... but I just didn't want to believe my parents, because I was completely fascinated by that boy.

, blindly insist on getting married..."

"After getting married, he was actually quite good at first, no different from before marriage. But as time went by, I gradually found that he was developing more and more in the direction my parents said. I gradually found that I

Everything his parents said he could do, actually came true one by one!"

"At that time, I started to panic. I was really afraid that he was really what my parents said. I even mentioned this matter to him sideways and expressed my inner worries.

The purpose is to make him realize that he has changed and is different from before."

"But I didn't expect that he would have a huge reaction to the point I raised. He said that I was making things up out of nothing, that I was making false claims, that I didn't trust him, etc. He said all the unpleasant things!"

Lin Shan yelled the last sentence a little hoarsely. Her body seemed to be suddenly filled with energy. She straightened up suddenly. Her already red eyes were staring at Fang Zhiqiang. The tears flashing in her eyes finally couldn't be controlled.

's fell out.

Fang Zhiqiang was in a daze. He didn't expect Lin Shan's sudden mood change to be so big. He was a little surprised for a moment. He raised his glass and touched Lin Shan. Fang Zhiqiang took a sip of the wine.

"Later, more than a year after we got married, I got pregnant. When he learned the news, his first reaction was to frown, and then he asked me if he could not have the child first, saying that his career was unstable and he didn't want the child to be born.

I was unable to have a stable family since I was born. Although my family's conditions were not good, at that time, there was no problem in taking care of a child. I even told him to let my parents take care of the child, but he still disagreed.

"

"But after all, I am a woman, a woman who wants to be a mother, and my parents also particularly hope to have a grandson as soon as possible. When I discussed this matter with my parents, my parents were very firm. The child must be born, absolutely.

Can’t knock it off!”

"I discussed with him for a long time, and finally he compromised under the very tough attitude of my parents. But after that, he became more and more irritable and impatient with me. All the things he had done before were

All the thoughtfulness and tenderness have disappeared."

"After three or four months of pregnancy, my belly was getting bigger and bigger. The doctor told me not to have sex anymore, otherwise it would be dangerous to the baby. But he didn't consider this at all and still refused to comply with my wishes, one to three times a week.

"

These words seemed to have been hidden in Lin Shan's belly for many years. She had never been able to find a chance to talk. Today, it was as if her heart suddenly opened and she said all the words.

"At first, I was very resistant to his approach, but I had no choice but to overcome his tough attitude and behavior. Every time after doing it, I would feel a burst of abdominal pain, and my physical condition became particularly bad during that time.

My psychology has also become fragile and I need special care, but he remains indifferent and even often accuses me of why I am becoming more and more hypocritical."

"Later one time, his movements were particularly rude. At that time, I felt a special pain in my stomach and screamed loudly, but he didn't care about my feelings at all. After insisting on doing it, he lay down alone, not even looking.

He didn’t even look at me, I believe that if he saw my painful expression at that time, he would definitely have uneasy conscience!”

"When he went to take a shower, I discovered that the whole bed sheet was covered with bright red blood stains. I rubbed my numb thighs and actually touched blood on my hand. When I opened the quilt and took a look, I realized that I was bleeding profusely."

"I looked at my hands and a large amount of blood on the bed with fear, and called his name with a trembling voice. At first, he didn't respond to me at all, but then he finally heard the voice impatiently, and then he frowned and stopped.

When he came out of the bathroom and saw a bed of blood, his first reaction was to frown!"

"I will never forget that the first thing he said at that time was: 'What's the matter with you? Aren't you pregnant? Why is the aunt here again? She also caused blood all over the bed. This is another trick.

Gotta throw it away!'"

"I couldn't believe it, I couldn't believe it was what he said. I looked at him with eyes full of hatred. I couldn't speak for a long time, but my breathing became more and more rapid, my chest kept rising and falling, and finally I suddenly felt

My vision went dark and I completely fainted."
Chapter completed!