Chapter 2055 Xiaoman's thoughts
Seeing Huang Wanting agree, the smile on Xiaoman's face suddenly became wider, and then she took Huang Wanting's arm and walked outside.
In fact, at this time, the two women had their own ideas in mind, and their purpose of going out together was naturally not for shopping.
The two of them walked quietly on the road, and when they arrived at the entrance of the underground garage, Huang Wanting turned around and wanted to enter the garage, but was stopped by Xiaoman: "Sister Qingqing, let's go for a walk together, don't drive."
Huang Wanting was stunned for a moment, looking at the affirmative expression on Xiao Man's face, and then she had no choice but to smile and nod.
In fact, Huang Wanting has probably guessed that Xiaoman didn't call her out just for shopping, but because she had something to say to herself. It's just that Huang Wanting hoped that what she wanted to say was not those words, but on the other hand, she also hoped that what she said was
In that case.
This tangled mood made Huang Wanting a little overwhelmed.
"Sister Qingqing, what do you think of me?"
Xiaoman's sudden question made Huang Wanting's face look a little uncertain. Although this was only the first sentence, Huang Wanting already didn't know how to answer.
Although Xiaoman looks smiling, she is actually already in a mess inside. Xiaoman has been struggling with her thoughts for a long time about the words she is going to say next, and now she finally mustered up the courage to say them out.
"We have been together for so long, why do you suddenly ask this question?" Huang Wanting was really at a loss at first, but Xiaoman's question really made her don't know how to answer, and it didn't seem like it was
Xiaoman can usually speak words.
"It is precisely because we have been together for so long that I am very curious about what kind of person I am in Sister Qingqing's eyes." Xiaoman continued to say with a smile.
Obviously, when she decided to say these words to Huang Wanting, she was fully mentally prepared. No matter what Huang Wanting's answer was, as long as she didn't get the answer she wanted, she would definitely continue to ask.
"I think you are a girl who attaches great importance to friendship. Although sometimes you are not very smart, you have never been careless when it comes to making friends. You will do your best to treat every friend you consider, even if they are
I've been unjust to you, but you won't take it seriously."
"It's just that I haven't seen you in love for so long, so I don't know much about relationships. But since you can be so sincere with your friends, I think you will treat your future partner very well."
Huang Wanting lowered her head and thought for a moment, and finally said it.
In fact, what Huang Wanting said was just Xiaoman's surface, and naturally it was not what Xiaoman wanted to hear.
"Sister Qingqing, let's just talk about our true feelings with each other today. You know that's not what I want to hear. I hope you can tell the truth."
Sure enough, Xiaoman continued to ask questions after all.
Huang Wanting raised her head, looked at Xiao Man's serious expression at the moment, and let out a long sigh. She knew that Xiao Man was serious and it was impossible to fool her.
"If I have to say something shortcoming, I think it is that I am stubborn. For example, when you insisted on staying with me, no matter whether it was hard or not, you refused to leave. Maybe you had your own considerations, but in my case
It seems that in addition to what I just said about friendship, you are also stubborn. You will never let go of a person or thing you are sure of, even if you know that you will be hurt because of it, or even
You have lost a lot of important things, but you will still make this decision."
Huang Wanting continued to speak, and the more Xiao Man listened, the less the smile on her face became, until finally, it completely dissipated.
"Sister Qingqing, do you know why I am like this?" After Huang Wanting finished speaking, Xiaoman finally smiled again and said.
"Why?" Huang Wanting asked.
"Because I am a gambler." Xiaoman looked at Huang Wanting with wide eyes and said word by word.
Huang Wanting frowned slightly, not quite understanding what Xiaoman meant.
Then Xiaoman continued: "I have never told you about my family. You only know that I am alone now, but you don't know that my parents are actually still alive, but in my eyes, they are already
No more."
"At the beginning, the reason why they divorced was because my dad loved gambling. We were originally a family with very good financial conditions, but because of my dad's love for gambling, we finally became destitute. After the divorce, I was sentenced to my dad, but he loved gambling.
The problem has not been corrected, and even when I was in junior high school, I didn’t even have a cotton-padded coat in winter.”
"Later, my mother couldn't stand it any longer and said she wanted to take me away. She filed several lawsuits and finally failed to get my custody. But she didn't want to watch me suffer and came to my dad's house again and again.
, the two of them started making trouble as soon as they met, which made the neighbors know about our family affairs."
"I had no choice but to run away from home for twelve years. In these twelve years, I have never seen them again, and I have almost forgotten their appearance..."
Xiaoman was saying these words now, but there was no sentimental expression on her face, instead she had a faint smile.
Huang Wanting looked at her expression, but she felt mixed emotions in her heart.
It is true that Xiao Man has never told her about her family affairs, but now that she suddenly knows this, Huang Wanting suddenly feels that the situation at home seems to be better than that of Xiao Man.
"Perhaps, my gambling personality is inherited from my father's genes. Or maybe, I am just not convinced. Why can't a person control his own hands? Why do I have to gamble?"
Xiao Man took a long breath, the faint smile on his face was still there, but when he said these words, there was a trace of sadness that was difficult to conceal.
Xiaoman suddenly turned his head, looked at Huang Wanting's surprised expression, smiled again and said, "But now I understand why my dad loves gambling so much, because gambling means gain, and the feeling of gain is something that no one can refuse."
It’s just that my dad was betting on money, and I was betting on feelings.”
Huang Wanting's heart suddenly shook. Looking at the faint smile on Xiaoman's face, Huang Wanting suddenly realized that she finally got to the point.
"Sister Qingqing, I have never been in love before because no one made me interested in gambling. Even if I win the bet in the end, I will not feel any pleasure. But you are different. After meeting you,
I began to have the desire to bet. Although there was a big difference in status between you and me at that time, I wanted to bet that I could become your true friend in the future, and I wanted to bet that you could treat me the same way you treated Xiao Wu, so
, my never giving up on you is the bet I made."
Xiaoman said with a smile, but the expression on Huang Wanting's face became more and more solemn.
Having been with Xiaoman for so long, Huang Wanting never realized that Xiaoman still had so many things hidden in her heart.
"You don't have to worry. Although I have won the bet now, your position in my heart has long been irreplaceable. So, from another level, I actually lost the bet."
Xiaoman seems to know what Huang Wanting is worried about. How can such a girl with such a deep scheming mind not make people worry?
"Sister Qingqing, you said that I value friendship, but apart from you, what other friends do I have? Who have I ever done to anyone that values friendship? The value of friendship you see is just the importance I place on you.
It's just friendship. In fact, in my opinion, it's not about friendship, it's just that I can't control my heart. My heart can't help but want to treat you wholeheartedly."
Chapter completed!