Chapter 242 Ex-Girlfriend (6)
Fang Zhiqiang walked out of his house and walked aimlessly on the roadside, feeling as quiet as death in his heart. He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him these days. It seemed that all the bad things happened.
All the worrying things were gathered together.
For the first time in his life, he realized what loneliness was and what loneliness was.
He slowly walked to a bus stop at the entrance of the alley and sat down on a chair, lit a cigarette and smoked it. He looked at the people walking in a hurry, the cars passing by on the road and the bright neon lights of the city.
Suddenly I felt homesick and missed my home very much.
Fang Zhiqiang took out his cell phone and flipped to his father's number again and dialed it. The cell phone rang and kept ringing, and finally there was a sudden hang-up reminder sound. His father still didn't answer his call, and it had been almost a year.
Fang Zhiqiang let out a long sigh, lit a cigarette and sat there smoking. He wanted to find someone to talk to to prove that he was not the loneliest person in this world and this city. Fang Zhiqiang flipped through the address book on his phone.
, flipping through it from top to bottom, only to find that there was no one to talk to at all.
Fang Zhiqiang finally put his finger on Wang Yaxin's mobile phone number, scrolled up and down, and finally stopped on Wang Yaxin's number. He found that the only person he could find to chat with now was Wang Yaxin.
.
Fang Zhiqiang finally dialed Wang Yaxin's phone number. He urgently needed to find someone to talk to him and talk to him. He really had too much depression hidden in his heart.
The phone was connected, and Wang Yaxin's gentle voice came from there.
Hey, Zhiqiang, what's going on?
Are you... busy? Fang Zhiqiang asked.
You're not busy. I'm at home. What's wrong with you? Wang Yaxin also heard that something was wrong in Fang Zhiqiang's tone.
Can you talk to me for a while? Do you have time? Fang Zhiqiang paused and then said.
Wang Yaxin also paused, and then asked: Where are you?
I was at the bus stop at the entrance of my alley. Fang Zhiqiang looked around at the back road.
Okay, you wait for me there, I'll be there right away. Wang Yaxin hung up the phone after saying that.
Fang Zhiqiang just sat there, smoking, and looking at the various cars speeding in and out in front of him. Fang Zhiqiang thought of Huang Wanting's song again, and he sat there and sang slowly: Night,
It's a grand carnival for one person, his eyes want to travel far, but
The dark night blocks the wings of longing. What is it that renders a person's loneliness into a sky full of stars? Needless to say, tonight I only drink wine with loneliness. Who is who, who are you, who is yours
Who, only loneliness is my own and who...
Some people waiting for the bus looked at Fang Zhiqiang as if he were a madman, but Fang Zhiqiang didn't care.
People's inner emotions are also accumulated bit by bit. When the emotions accumulate to a certain amount, especially negative emotions, people will feel like they are going to explode and need to be released. And Fang Zhiqiang is like this now. These days, even
So for more than half a year, he has been filled with too much pain, sorrow and grievance in his heart, but he has never said anything, he has not said anything. He is not a person who likes to share his inner emotions with others.
I hope I can bear everything.
However, no matter how strong a person is, there is a weak side, and no matter how strong a person is, there will be a moment when he can't stand it. Just like him at this moment, he just wanted to find someone to talk to and express his inner feelings.
At this moment, the phone rang. Fang Zhiqiang looked at the number and saw that it was Li Xiaoxiao calling.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at the number and hesitated for a long time, and finally hung up. Not long after hanging up, Li Xiaoxiao's call came again, and Fang Zhiqiang finally turned off the phone directly.
He really no longer wants to have any contact with Li Xiaoxiao. As he said before, it is better to forget each other than to live together. What's more, he and Li Xiaoxiao are far from the point where they can only be friends.
That's all.
What Wang Xia said to him today made Fang Zhiqiang a little angry with Li Xiaoxiao, at least very angry at the time. Because, no matter what Li Xiaoxiao's intentions were, he was once again deceived and teased by Li Xiaoxiao
, and he didn't like the feeling of being played with.
But after half a day, he was not that angry anymore, but he clearly understood that he and Li Xiaoxiao should be as far apart as possible, and there should be no more entanglements. Especially after hearing that
After Li Xiaoxiao chose to go home for himself and choose to be with Zheng Mingjie, he knew very well that being with him would only cause Li Xiaoxiao to be hurt more and more.
Just like Wang Xia said today, being with Zheng Mingjie is the most correct choice for Li Xiaoxiao. Regardless of whether Fang Zhiqiang feels good or bad, this is an indisputable fact.
Fang Zhiqiang understands that being gentle to Li Xiaoxiao now is actually hurting Li Xiaoxiao and himself. The more indifferent he is now, the less pain Li Xiaoxiao will suffer in the future.
Almost half an hour later, Fang Zhiqiang saw Wang Yaxin's car parked in front of him. Fang Zhiqiang looked at it, then stood up, walked over, opened the passenger door and got in.
Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and then continued to drive forward.
What's wrong? Wang Yaxin asked.
I was in a bad mood and wanted to find someone to talk to. Fang Zhiqiang smiled reluctantly and said.
Wang Yaxin nodded and drove forward without saying anything else.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't care where Wang Yaxin went. He just sat in the car and suddenly felt that even if Wang Yaxin didn't say anything to him, as long as Wang Yaxin was by his side, he seemed to be in a much better mood, even if nothing was said.
Didn't say.
Wang Yaxin kept driving forward, and while driving, Fang Zhiqiang saw that Wang Yaxin had already driven the car to the suburbs.
Where are you going? Fang Zhiqiang was a little surprised.
You'll know when you go there, it will be there in half an hour. Wang Yaxin said with a smile.
Chapter completed!