Chapter 2476 The scumbag in her eyes
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. He could see that Wang Yaxin's mood seemed a little wrong at this moment, but he never expected that Wang Yaxin would actually say these words.
"Qiangzi, I admit that I really want to be with you. No matter in what way, as long as I can be with you, maybe I will be happy."
Seeing Fang Zhiqiang's silence, Wang Yaxin continued to speak, as if there was no one around at the moment, Wang Yaxin said all the truest thoughts in his heart.
"But my rationality finally told me that strong melons are not sweet. Although this is a very old saying, it is still applicable in today's society. Have you ever thought about it, if we really
If you get married like this, what will your life be like after getting married? Have you ever asked yourself, do you really love me?"
Listening to Wang Yaxin's solemn tone, Fang Zhiqiang remained silent. He couldn't give Wang Yaxin an answer now, because even Fang Zhiqiang himself didn't know what the answer was. At that time, he might really have been hot-headed, so he just
Say something like that?
Thinking back carefully, my mind was always muddled during that time. Before I was discharged from the hospital, what I worried about most every day was Li Xiaoxiao's condition. I was afraid that Li Xiaoxiao would be unhappy because of the previous misunderstanding. It was precisely because of this that I continued to worry about Li Xiaoxiao's condition.
The most basic judgment has been lost.
At that time, I had thought about various consequences, and thought that Li Xiaoxiao would say such words to me, but the moment I heard those words, my emotions were completely out of control, my reason was also gone, and I turned around and faced Wang Yaxin.
Said that sentence.
But now that Fang Zhiqiang thinks about it, he actually doesn’t feel regretful. After all, this is a good result for Li Xiaoxiao or himself, right?
As for Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang now knows that he was really careless at that time. At that time, he only felt that Wang Yaxin should be given an explanation for her efforts over so long, and that she should be given a stable and happy family, but he ignored her feelings.
She is also a woman with a complete personality. Under the circumstances at that time, saying such words would indeed put her in a dilemma.
"I understand now that I did not do well enough at that time, and I did not think enough about it. What if..."
"Qiangzi, what I need is not your indifferent explanation. Don't you understand?" Wang Yaxin was a little anxious. Seeing Fang Zhiqiang's sincere apology, she immediately interrupted Fang Zhiqiang.
Strong, said so.
Yes, no one knows what Wang Yaxin wants, but she knows in her heart how deep her obsession with Fang Zhiqiang is. Even in that situation, she almost failed to defeat her inner desires, let alone
Don't say that both of us have calmed down now.
In fact, what Wang Yaxin wants has never changed. She just wants Fang Zhiqiang to say those three words to her.
However, Wang Yaxin also knows in her heart that everyone is now thirty years old and has long passed the age of hearing about love. Although some love words still sound like they can make people's hearts beat faster, no one can tell.
Is it love, or is it an irregular heartbeat?
Fang Zhiqiang slowly lowered his head. Although he didn't understand women and was like a fool when it came to women, Wang Yaxin had made it so obvious that he could still see what Wang Yaxin wanted to express.
After being silent for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang still did not raise his head, but said softly: 'Yaxin, I don't want to deceive you, nor do I want to deceive myself. I have delayed you for so many years, and now, I don't want to delay you anymore.'
"What do you mean by that?" Although Wang Yaxin already understood the meaning of Fang Zhiqiang's words, she still didn't want to believe that after coming to Mingzhu City for so long, the two children had been taken care of by Sister Zhang. If
If it weren't for Fang Zhiqiang, Wang Yaxin might have gone back there long ago.
However, after struggling for so long and waiting for so long, in the end it was just a sentence like this?
Although this was the answer Wang Yaxin had already expected, she still couldn't believe it.
"Yaxin, I am thirty-one years old this year. Love is no longer necessary for me. It can even be said that my heart no longer knows how to love someone. Don't you
Do you understand what I mean?"
Fang Zhiqiang finally raised his head. He looked at Wang Yaxin with tangled and anxious eyes and spoke word by word.
Fang Zhiqiang himself didn't even realize when he lost the ability to love someone. The heart-pounding feeling he once had, the energy he was willing to give all he had for someone, no longer exists now.
Even if he seems to love someone very much on the surface, Fang Zhiqiang knows that it is just the rationality in his heart that keeps reminding him what he should do.
But that is definitely not love.
Wang Yaxin stared into Fang Zhiqiang's eyes, as if she wanted to find the answer she wanted from Fang Zhiqiang's eyes.
Fang Zhiqiang did not avoid it. He felt that he was more upright than ever before, especially in front of Wang Yaxin. At this moment, he really showed everything about himself to Wang Yaxin.
"Yaxin, to be honest, I still can't tell you how I feel about you, but if we get together, I firmly believe that I will be good to you, but I have to admit that that is not love. Maybe.
It's because of guilt, maybe because of commitment, or more probably, because of debt. In short, it's not because of love."
Under Wang Yaxin's unblinking gaze, Fang Zhiqiang said these words again. Wang Yaxin's eyes finally began to dodge, but the two streams of clear tears that kept swirling in his eyes still could not escape Fang Zhiqiang's eyes.
Fang Zhiqiang slowly pulled out two cards from the table, handed them to Wang Yaxin, and said again: "So, the choice is still in your hands. No matter what choice you make, I will agree and support you.
"
Wang Yaxin took Fang Zhiqiang's hand and wiped her tears. The light in front of her eyes became a little blurry. Wang Yaxin felt that everything she saw at the moment was blurry, just like her relationship with Fang Zhiqiang, which was blurry.
clear.
There are countless people in this world, but each one has a completely different soul. Wang Yaxin knows that what she is loyal to is not Fang Zhiqiang, but the soul hidden in his human body.
There may be two people who look very similar, but there are absolutely no two similar souls. Each person's soul is unique.
Just like Fang Zhiqiang, in life, he may be a sloppy, lazy, indecisive man, but such a man hides a soul with magical power. As long as you dare to get close to it, it seems to have infinite power.
Like its magic power, it pulls you tightly to its side. No matter how you try to break away, you can't break away from its shackles.
Wang Yaxin knows this feeling. In the past, it was said in books that this is personality charm, but now, Wang Yaxin doesn't think so at all. She thinks that Fang Zhiqiang is a huge black hole. As long as you get close to him and want to get away, it is very difficult.
Difficult thing.
Even though the words that Fang Zhiqiang just said were enough to hurt his heart, he still couldn't let go of this unique soul that he happened to meet among hundreds of millions of people.
"Actually, you don't have to worry. If you still can't decide, you can go back first. The two children are still waiting for you to take care of them."
Looking at Wang Yaxin who lowered his head and silently wiped away tears, Fang Zhiqiang slowly spoke again and said this.
Wang Yaxin finally raised her head and glanced at him.
This 'abominable' man, perhaps in the eyes of many people, is a completely irresponsible scumbag who is irresponsible for what he says. Is proposing a child's play? He said it to himself so easily,
But now, you have to drive yourself away? Haha!
But in fact, precisely because Wang Yaxin knew Fang Zhiqiang so well, she kept telling herself deep down in her heart that Fang Zhiqiang was not irresponsible, he was just too responsible, that's why he was so indecisive, he was not like
Like other scumbag men, he would say some love words to make women happy so that they would be obedient to him. Instead, he would always say some hurtful words, but the more he did this, the more he could not extricate himself from him.
Wang Yaxin didn't know what evil she had done in her previous life to end up in such trouble that she couldn't get rid of.
"You said everything, but I became the irresponsible person, right?"
Wang Yaxin sorted out her emotions, her eye makeup was already a little smudged, but she didn't care at the moment, staring straight at Fang Zhiqiang, with a smile on her face, and said.
"Yaxin, I..."
"Crack!"
Suddenly, Wang Yaxin stood up suddenly, raised her hand to grasp the coffee cup on the table, and slammed it towards Fang Zhiqiang's face!
When Fang Zhiqiang reacted, the still steaming coffee had already spilled on Fang Zhiqiang's face.
A hot feeling made Fang Zhiqiang close his eyes tightly, rub his eyes quickly with his palms, and finally reluctantly opened his eyes, but he saw Wang Yaxin standing in front of him at this moment, with a faint smile on her cheeks.
Smiling like nothing, staring at herself like a cold goddess, she said softly: "If I had never known you, or if I didn't know you as well as I do now, I would definitely let you die a miserable death!"
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned, he didn't know what Wang Yaxin meant by this.
Looking at Wang Yaxin's back that turned away, Fang Zhiqiang didn't react for a long time. The coffee on his face fell drop by drop on the back of his hand, and Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses.
How could he understand a woman's thoughts?
Wang Yaxin pretended to leave in style, but it was just to cover up her inner unwillingness and loneliness.
After persisting for so long, waiting for so long, and finally waiting for such a result, to be honest, Wang Yaxin was unwilling to give in, but there was nothing he could do about it. This road seemed to have reached a dead end. No matter how hard he tried to get out, it seemed that
It’s already impossible.
Wang Yaxin didn't know what kind of role she was in Fang Zhiqiang's heart. Every time there was a problem in the relationship between him and Li Xiaoxiao, she always seemed to be by his side. It was precisely because of this that she witnessed their relationship from the beginning.
They were so close that they parted ways in the end. It was precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin gained a deeper understanding of Fang Zhiqiang's attitude towards relationships.
Recalling Fang Zhiqiang's expression when he proposed to her, Wang Yaxin even felt a little sympathetic to him.
Even if no one in the world understands Fang Zhiqiang, and everyone thinks he is a scumbag, it is impossible for Wang Yaxin not to understand him, because Wang Yaxin can feel Fang Zhiqiang's heartbroken mood at that time.
How can a person be rational under great compassion?
And it was under such circumstances that Fang Zhiqiang proposed to himself. Why? He didn't love himself.
Is it just to show Li Xiaoxiao?
Fang Zhiqiang is obviously not that kind of person. He will not waste time and energy on things that are meaningless and useless.
What was that for? To repay what you had done to him for so long?
Chapter completed!