Chapter 2592 love can't get it (2)
‘Love cannot be obtained’.
Four words.
People who have never experienced this feeling will never know how cruel and devastating these four words are!
You can't love, but you have to love, you can't let go, you can't let go, you can't love, you can't wait.
Just like Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin now.
He wanted to let go of this relationship, but the more he wanted to let it go, the more he plunged himself into endless struggle, unable to extricate himself for a long time.
He wanted to let himself go so that his emotions, mentality, and even thoughts would no longer be affected by Wang Yaxin. But the more he wanted to let go, the more easily his emotions were affected by Wang Yaxin, even if she just said a simple sentence.
Fang Zhiqiang can think of many words.
Unable to love, how can Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin love in this relationship? If he really loves her with 100% sincerity, what kind of status does he have? Fang Zhiqiang is willing to do many things for Wang Yaxin
, but he knew that he had no position to do this, and for Wang Yaxin, perhaps his love would make her feel even more stressed.
I wish that a person who loves you to the extreme doesn’t know how to hate you. Even if you cut out a hundred bloody holes in his heart with a knife, every time he sees that part of your heart,
In an instant, he will greet you with a smile, and he will use his humble love to cater to you and protect you...
He wants to love, but can't go any further, wants to let go, but can't do it at all, wants to hate, but is powerless.
It's strange, it's just that I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have loved. The outcome of the relationship was already destined from the beginning. No matter how hard I try, what's the use?
This is love that cannot be obtained.
For Fang Zhiqiang now, he realizes the distance between himself and Wang Yaxin, and also realizes the difference in ideas between himself and her. These factors make it almost impossible for the two people to come together, but just like before
As said, it is very difficult for him to let go and very difficult to let go.
"Haha... you finally admitted it?!" While Fang Zhiqiang was deep in thought, Bi Luochun suddenly said.
These words brought Fang Zhiqiang back from his thoughts. He turned to look at Bi Luochun. Fang Zhiqiang said seriously: "I'm not embarrassed to admit it. I'm just a mortal with flesh and blood. I have seven emotions and six desires. Who do I fall in love with?
It's not something I can control, but I can control my behavior. I didn't do anything wrong. Even if I loved someone I shouldn't love, there is nothing wrong with love itself, and I didn't do anything wrong.
What is there that you dare not admit?"
Fang Zhiqiang's righteous words made Bi Luochun couldn't help but nod his head. In fact, for Bi Luochun, he could not understand the feeling in Fang Zhiqiang's heart because he had never experienced what Fang Zhiqiang had experienced.
After all, how can we know what Fang Zhiqiang is thinking in his heart?
"Maybe you will say that I am a scumbag. How can a person fall in love with two women at the same time? But Lao Bi, when I loved Xiaoxiao, I never had any undue thoughts about Yaxin, and I never had any feelings for her.
live any unrealistic fantasy, and now, Xiaoxiao and I are divorced, I
I have to admit that it was Yaxin who made me come out of that sad past. To me, Yaxin was equivalent to a well I encountered in the desert. She filled the void that I should have had during that time.
My heart, which should have been bruised and bruised, also healed."
Fang Zhiqiang said so many words in one breath, which was beyond Bi Luochun's expectation.
He looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously at this moment, looking at the man he was very familiar with.
Time is changing, and so are people. In fact, the young and impulsive Fang Zhiqiang back then has long since disappeared. The man standing in front of him now is a man with many worries.
Perhaps it can be said that such a man is mature, but it can also be said that such a man still fails to see through the nature of the world and still needs to practice.
"Qiangzi, I can understand your difficulties, but I can't understand your mentality. To be honest, I have never had your mentality, so I can't feel that feeling at all, even when I was fooling around.
Time, in my heart, Liu Yan is still the only woman I love, and I have never had a crush on any other woman."
Bi Luochun's answer made Fang Zhiqiang smile helplessly again, and then said: "Yes, you can all be consistent. Maybe it's just me who doesn't know how to stick to my heart and prevent it from changing at all.
.Anyway, I’m sorry for being a human being.”
"Oh! You even used the famous saying "Disqualification in the World"? It seems that you are really confused!" Bi Luochun joked.
"You kid!" Fang Zhiqiang helplessly patted Bi Luochun on the arm, and then said again: "Telling you this is like playing the piano to a cow!"
"Haha, you just discovered it?" Bi Luochun laughed.
After a while, Fang Zhiqiang stabilized his mood and his expression returned to seriousness. He looked at Bi Luochun again and said, "But Lao Bi, saying these words to you tonight really made me feel a lot better. In fact, sometimes I can't talk to you.
The purpose must be to solve the problem. Talking itself is a way to solve the problem."
"Well, it's good that you have this understanding. My hard work tonight has not been in vain. Let's go and go back quickly. Otherwise, I will really have to pack up and get out tonight!"
Bi Luochun joked while turning around and taking the lead.
Seeing Bi Luochun's swagger, Fang Zhiqiang helplessly shook his head.
He is always like this, sometimes serious and sometimes extravagant. In the past few years, perhaps Bi Luochun is the only one who has maintained his original appearance without completely changing, right?
Following Bi Luochun, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but appreciate the beautiful scenery of this place again.
"Isn't this place nice?" Bi Luochun said casually as he got in the car.
"Well, that's good." Fang Zhiqiang nodded and answered sincerely.
"Remember, this place is called Wangyou Cliff." Bi Luochun got on the car halfway, stopped, put one foot in the car and one foot on the ground, and looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously every word.
word way.
"Wangyou Cliff? What an ancient name!" Fang Zhiqiang nodded.
"Don't get me wrong, I came up with this name myself. In fact, I don't know what this place is called. I just thought of the name because I was inspired by it at the time." Bi Luochun then got into the car carelessly and continued.
Fang Zhiqiang smiled helplessly again, and after getting in the car, he said: "It's a good name. From now on, I will also call it 'Wangyou Cliff'."
When going back, both Zhiqiang and Bi Luochun were in high spirits all the way. Although it was almost two o'clock in the morning, no one was sleepy and they were joking with each other, as if they were back in those carefree days.
Same here.
However, such carefreeness did not last long. When he arrived downstairs in the community, Bi Luochun sighed helplessly and said: "Hey... No matter how much you want to be a free and easy person, you still have to do it after all.
Go back to real life!"
"Why do I feel so helpless when I hear what you say?" Fang Zhiqiang said as he got out of the car.
"That's not true! Isn't reality just a process of constant compromise? Isn't this helplessness? What is it?" Bi Luochun affirmed.
Fang Zhiqiang smiled and said: "Haha, Lao Bi, I think you have hope of becoming a philosopher!"
"No, no, no, Mr. Fang and I can't compare to you on this point. You can describe 'scum' so plausibly. I think the title of philosopher is more suitable for you."
Bi Luochun waved his hands repeatedly and said with great humility.
"You kid!" Fang Zhiqiang chased Bi Luochun and wanted to slap him on the head, but this kid ran away relatively quickly.
"Hurry up, I won't leave the door open for you later!" Bi Luochun disappeared in a flash, while Fang Zhiqiang followed helplessly behind.
After returning home, as soon as they entered the door, Bi Luochun and Fang Zhiqiang heard Liu Yan's roaring voice: "You still know how to come back?! Why don't you wait until dawn to come back?!"
"Oh, my second uncle, can you please calm down a little, so you are not afraid of waking up the child?" Bi Luochun hurried up and said humbly.
"You still know about the child?!" Liu Yan continued to ignore it and shouted angrily.
Only then did Bi Luochun hear that the child was crying loudly in the room.
"What's going on?" Hearing the child's cry, Bi Luochun slipped into the bedroom. Fang Zhiqiang originally wanted to follow him in, but after thinking about it, it seemed a little inconvenient to go in by himself, so he just walked to the living room.
Slowly sat down.
Fang Zhiqiang, who was sitting on the sofa, listened to Liu Yan's non-stop noises and Xiao Chunzi's crying voice that became more and more violent. He couldn't help but turn his head and take a look. Xiao Chunzi is now at the age of being noisy, and so are children at this time.
He gradually became more and more naughty and difficult to discipline.
Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but think of his little Ai Li. At this time, had he fallen asleep peacefully, or was he crying non-stop like Xiao Chunzi?
After arguing for a while, Liu Yan still didn't stop, and Bi Luochun was so noisy that she ran out of the bedroom with her child in her arms. Fortunately, the child was basically no longer noisy at this time.
Liu Yan watched Bi Luochun run out, and then followed him and continued to shout to Bi Luochun: "You said you have no shame? You are a person with children now, do you think you are still a young boy?
Huh? You don’t go home in the middle of the night and run around? Can you hear what I say?!”
Bi Luochun had already been dizzy early on. At this moment, he was only focused on coaxing Xiao Chunzi in his arms. As for what Liu Yan said, he pretended not to hear it at all.
"Qiangzi, you go to sleep first." Bi Luochun walked to the living room and suddenly said to Fang Zhiqiang on the sofa.
Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang also nodded. Looking at the current situation, it seems that his presence cannot solve any problems, so he might as well sleep peacefully.
"Okay, take care of yourself." Fang Zhiqiang stood up, gave Bi Luochun a meaningful look, and then walked towards the guest bedroom.
Bi Luochun had a depressed look on his face. Looking at Fang Zhiqiang's back walking into the bedroom gracefully, he couldn't help but look envious. How much he wanted to go to bed as coolly as Fang Zhiqiang? What a pity...
"What are you looking at?! You can't sleep unless you tell me everything clearly tonight!" Liu Yan noticed the envious expression on Bi Luochun's face when he looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and then said fiercely again.
Bi Luochun looked helpless. Did he not even have the capital to envy now?
"Lao Bi, let me tell you, this kind of thing only happens for the first time and countless times. Don't think that I don't know. You dared to sneak out tonight and didn't come back until now. Next time you dare to come back at dawn, so
This time I must explain this clearly to you
thing, otherwise you will become more and more arrogant in the future!" Liu Yan continued to talk to Bi Luochun, and Bi Luochun could only helplessly look at Xiao Chunzi in his arms, only seeing him
Chapter completed!