Wang Yaxin has been living a good life recently. By being with her children, she can now really focus on her two children. Although she only cooks for them every day, takes care of their daily life, and takes them to and from school, these things can be seen

What seemed like a boring thing at first, turned out to be extremely meaningful to Wang Yaxin now.

Since funds have not been particularly abundant recently, after Wang Yaxin came back, she asked Sister Zhang to leave again. Regarding this, Sister Zhang obviously knew in her heart that she was not by Wang Yaxin's side for more than a day or two. Basically, Wang Yaxin's situation was that she

Everyone generally knows that Wang Yaxin was a spendthrift woman in the past. At that time, she never cared about how much money she had in her pocket.

However, she is completely different now. She has learned to make counter-offers when buying groceries like ordinary people. She has also learned to plan her recent expenses every day, saving as much as she can and not spending as much as she can.

Don’t spend it.

And this also made Sister Zhang see her own shadow. In fact, she has always been such a woman.

After Sister Zhang left smoothly, Wang Yaxin completely became a full-time mother. She not only had to take care of two-year-old Xinsheng, but also twelve-year-old Wang Jingyu. Although Wang Jingyu has become more and more sensible now, she even sometimes

He can help himself with some housework, but after all, he is still a child. Even if he has a more mature mind, he still does not have the body and strength of an adult. After all, he is still a child who needs someone to take care of him.

Moreover, Wang Yaxin has always been particularly distressed about Wang Jingyu's maturity. She knows that Wang Jingyu should not be like this at this age. Looking back on it, what did she know when she was as old as Wang Jingyu? Even when she was eighteen years old

After that, I still failed to have the mature thinking of Wang Jingyu.

But the reason for all this is something that Wang Yaxin cannot change. She knows that it is because of herself that Wang Jingyu is like this, so she wants to try her best to make up for it and let her love protect him.

,warming him.

But Wang Yaxin soon discovered that Wang Jingyu was no longer the Wang Jingyu he used to be.

In the past, although he was very silent and even precocious, he still would not hide his emotions when he was unhappy, and would still complain in front of him, or even act willfully. At that time, he even felt that

This problem was a headache, and I tried every means to cure Wang Jingyu's problems.

However, now, Wang Jingyu has finally stopped being uncertain and willful, and has finally become what she once wanted him to be. However, Wang Yaxin feels empty in her heart.

It turns out that the willfulness and nonsense are due to dependence, and the uncertainty is due to trust. When all these cease to exist, it also means that he is no longer as dependent on himself as he once was.

People are often so mean and always want to go back to the previous state, but time will never stop passing and everything in the world will never stop changing.

In fact, it's not that Wang Jingyu doesn't love his mother anymore, let alone bother her, it's just that he has become more independent. Especially during the time when Wang Yaxin left, he not only fully learned to deal with his own personal problems,

He even had to help Wang Xinsheng in everything, which made him quickly realize that he was already a person who could take care of others. He could no longer let others take care of him everywhere, let alone always act willfully for no reason, because that was

Unlovable.

But what Wang Yaxin hopes even more is that Wang Jingyu can return to the way he was before, and even be more dependent on himself than before, so that he can be more unhindered and give everything he has for him without any scruples.

But this ultimately became her own wishful thinking. Wang Jingyu would not think so.

Loving someone is like this. You want to give everything for them, but you also have to take into account their feelings. Sometimes, they may not want you to do that, or even don't like the way you love them without restraint.

, so love becomes cautious. This is one of the biggest differences from liking.

Wang Yaxin has tried many times with Wang Jingyu, but they all ended in failure. Of course, Wang Yaxin will not talk to Wang Jingyu directly about this issue now. After all, Wang Jingyu is no longer the child he once was. He has also learned

Hiding your own thoughts, if you tell him all this, maybe it will put more burden and pressure on yourself in his heart, and it will make the relationship between the two people become more and more subtle.

The sense of loss she felt in Wang Jingyu made Wang Yaxin couldn't help but pour more of her love into Wang Xinsheng.

Now that Wang Jingyu has grown into a big child and no longer needs his care, he will leave more care to the still young Wang Xinsheng, so that she can continue to rely on him until she grows up in the future.

When she reaches the same age as Wang Jingyu, Wang Yaxin hopes that she will be a little girl who doesn't hide her thoughts and even acts willfully, because that is the carefree life a child should have.

But this brings up another problem. Although on the surface, Wang Jingyu is not unhappy at all because of what he did, but as his biological mother, Wang Yaxin can obviously see that, in fact,

Wang Jingyu still felt a little disappointed and unhappy in his heart.

But Wang Jingyu has never said this to himself, and this has become the biggest problem in Wang Yaxin's heart.

Because this puts her in a dilemma. If she treats Wang Xinsheng blindly and achieves everything that she cannot achieve with Wang Jingyu, then Wang Jingyu will be marginalized even more, even if he is now

When he is sensible, even if he pretends to be nonchalant, his inner feelings will not deceive him. He will still feel uncomfortable and unhappy, but he has learned to bear it alone.

Originally, Wang Yaxin, who didn't know how to talk to Wang Jingyu about this issue, finally decided to have a good talk with him today. After all, it had been a long time since she had had a heart-to-heart talk with Wang Jingyu.

When Wang Yaxin was not at home before, Wang Jingyu would come back once a week and usually stay overnight at school. But now that Wang Yaxin has come back, she will pick him up on time after school every day. Although he asked several times, he did not need to pick him up at all.

Wang Yaxin still insists on going every time.

At this moment, it happened to be 5:30 in the afternoon, and it was almost time for school to end. Wang Yaxin put the prepared meals in the incubator, then simply packed them up and went out.

The previous car had not been driven for a long time. Wang Yaxin had just taken good care of the car two days ago. At this moment, she was happily driving the car towards Wang Xinsheng's early childhood education institution.

After Wang Yaxin came back, many people near the school also got to know her, including Xuanhao's mother, whom she met at the early education institution last time. Later, she contacted Wang Yaxin specifically and said that she would invite Wang Yaxin to come if there was an opportunity.

Visiting her home.

In the recent period, Wang Yaxin could meet her almost every time she came to pick up her children, because Wang Yaxin always arrived early.

Today was no exception. Not long after arriving, Xuanhao's mother came over.

Like Wang Yaxin, she came from China, but she has a very happy family. Her husband is a local business executive, and her daily life is also very emotional. Obviously, she is very different from Wang Yaxin's current situation.

same.

After several days of contact, she also learned about Wang Yaxin's current situation. However, she saw that Wang Yaxin was still so attentive to her children. Even when her own life was very tight, she still ensured that her children would receive very good care.

Education, this aspect, made her feel a little admiration for Wang Yaxin.

Of course, the relationship is not very close at present, so Wang Yaxin naturally will not tell her everything about herself. In her eyes, she does not understand what Wang Yaxin's real life is like. She can only see Wang Yaxin

She looked very happy when she came to pick up the child every day, and she never showed any disgust at the child's crying.

"Yaxin, you're here so early today!"

She took the initiative and greeted Wang Yaxin who was standing at the school gate.

"Yes, aren't we worried about traffic jams?" Wang Yaxin said with a smile.

"That's right. There are several schools on this road. It's really easy to get stuck when school is over. But I have to say that the traffic here is really good. I've basically not been here for so long.

The road was blocked." Xuanhao's mother said.

Her name was Zhang Ling, and after she met Wang Yaxin, she asked Wang Yaxin to call her "Lingling".

"By the way Lingling, your Xuanhao hasn't been sick recently, has he?" Wang Yaxin asked suddenly.

"No, it's always been fine. What's wrong?" Zhang Ling said with some confusion.

"No, I heard from the instructor yesterday that there is a flu outbreak in the school recently and many children are feeling uncomfortable, so I am very worried." Wang Yaxin said.

"Oh, I know this too. Xuanhao has already been vaccinated, so he's fine." After Zhang Ling finished speaking, she saw Wang Yaxin's confused expression and said again: "What? You didn't inject Xin Sheng with the vaccine."

?”

"Ah, where did you...get the injection?" Wang Yaxin asked awkwardly.

"This is Kangda Hospital. It's not far from here. How about I take you there together later?" Zhang Ling said enthusiastically.

"How much...how much does it cost?" Wang Yaxin couldn't help but touch her bag. Now she had to worry about money at any time.

"It's not much. If you convert it, it's just over three hundred..." Zhang Ling was stunned. Looking at Wang Yaxin's unchanging expression at this moment, she seemed to have guessed something.

In fact, more than three hundred is nothing to Wang Yaxin. Although she has no source of income now, she still had hundreds of thousands of pocket money left behind. The reason why she has been so careful to control her

Expenditure is for long-term planning, because Xin Sheng will soon go to elementary school, and the funds for elementary schools and early education institutions are completely different. Moreover, Xiaoyu will soon enter junior high school, and the expenses he will face are,

It will also increase exponentially.

"However, I know the doctor there, so when I go there, I only need to bring him a bottle of wine, and there is no need to spend money." Although Zhang Ling did not see what Wang Yaxin had to hide, Wang Yaxin could ask such a question.

The question still made Zhang Ling understand something in her heart.

But she didn't say anything directly, but said it cleverly.

After hearing this, Wang Yaxin understood what Zhang Ling meant, and Zhang Ling did not put herself in an embarrassing situation. Wang Yaxin was particularly grateful for this, and then she said: "No need to trouble you, wait until tomorrow, I will take Xin Sheng by myself

Just get over it."

"It's no trouble. Speaking of which, I happen to have a bottle of wine in the car that my husband bought. I was worried that he would drink it secretly behind my back! It just so happens that we can send it to him together later!"

Zhang Ling suddenly grabbed Wang Yaxin's arm and raised her eyebrows at Wang Yaxin, as if the two women had exchanged a little secret. She looked both innocent and innocent.
Chapter completed!