Two women falling in love with a man at the same time is a difficult thing to solve. No matter when it comes to issues between men and women, women will always be on the passive side. For Wang Yaxin and Li Xiaoxiao

Generally speaking, they always have to look at Fang Zhiqiang's personal attitude and always wait for Fang Zhiqiang to make the final choice.

It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin also made it very clear to Li Xiaoxiao at this moment. No matter what, in the end, it still depends on Fang Zhiqiang’s own attitude and opinions. After hearing Wang Yaxin’s words, Li Xiaoxiao also

I finally figured it out,

Indeed, as Wang Yaxin said, Li Xiaoxiao originally thought that Fang Zhiqiang had married Wang Yaxin, but now after suddenly hearing Wang Yaxin say these words, Li Xiaoxiao did have an indescribable feeling in her heart. She didn't know whether it was joy or joy.

stunned.

"For Sister Yaxin, is Qiangzi's attitude still so important?"

Li Xiaoxiao lowered his head, and after pondering for a long time, he suddenly said:

Just now he slowly said: "Isn't it like this for you?"

When Li Xiaoxiao heard Wang Yaxin's words, she didn't hesitate at all. She shook her head slightly and said with a serious face: "Maybe I would have been particularly entangled in the past, but now I think it doesn't matter anymore. No matter what the outcome is,

As long as everyone does what they should do and there won’t be any regrets in the future, as for the rest, I’ll leave it to God.”

What Li Xiaoxiao said was obviously beautiful, and even Wang Yaxin couldn't help but feel a little surprised. Of course, this once again confirmed that Li Xiaoxiao has indeed changed a lot now, but Wang Yaxin can still capture Li Xiaoxiao's true inner thoughts, although

Talking on the surface

It was said so beautifully, but in Li Xiaoxiao's heart, it was obviously impossible not to care at all. At least, after hearing what she said today, Li Xiaoxiao would definitely feel relieved. As a woman, Wang Yaxin

Can feel it very clearly.

However, Li Xiaoxiao seems to be better at disguising herself now than before. She does not show all her emotions on the surface. Maybe others would not be able to see what she is thinking in her heart at this moment.

, but Wang Yaxin is Wang Yaxin after all, and he has known her for so long, how could he not understand the thoughts in her heart?

At this moment, Li Xiaoxiao is completely unaware that she is already as transparent as a transparent person in Wang Yaxin's eyes. The two women understand each other in their hearts that Fang Zhiqiang's attitude is very important to each of them.

If not, the king

Yaxin would not have come all the way here, and although Li Xiaoxiao kept saying that she was indifferent to everything, in fact, Wang Yaxin could also see through it, and in her heart, she would also be worried about this matter.

And it affects her own emotions.

"Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought about how you would feel if one day, Qiangzi married another woman, and that woman was not me?"

After pondering for a while, Wang Yaxin took the initiative to speak again, but what he said made Li Xiaoxiao frown. This sudden sentence had no foreshadowing. Li Xiaoxiao was stunned for a long time, staring at Wang Yaxin with doubtful eyes, and thought to himself.

After thinking for a long time, he finally said: "Maybe it's true

There will come a day, but I think if that happens, there is actually nothing wrong with it. After all, Hadron really needs a stable family now, and I believe that he will know what he wants.

No matter what, I also believe that the decision he made will not make him regret it."

Wang Yaxin has been staring intently at Li Xiaoxiao's eyes. Until now, after Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, Wang Yaxin still did not move his eyes away, as if he wanted to see through Li Xiaoxiao's entire body, but Wang Yaxin knew very well that in fact, Li Xiaoxiao

There is no need to guess what is really going on in my heart. The reason why I am staring at her intently at this moment is probably just to remind her what she is saying right now.

"Haha, I realize more and more that you have changed a lot since you went out this time. I don't know what you have experienced outside, but to be honest, I still like the real you before, no matter what is in my heart

All your thoughts will be revealed. At that time, you were very innocent and very cute."

Wang Yaxin continued to speak, but she did not realize that after hearing these words, a subtle, even self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of Li Xiaoxiao's mouth.

After listening to Wang Yaxin's words, Li Xiaoxiao said without hesitation: "Maybe everyone has different ideas. I can't be a person that everyone likes. I can only do what I think is right. I can't take it into consideration."

Everyone feels like no one else can

It's the same as being able to take all my feelings into consideration. Similarly, maybe you think the simple me before was good, but for me, I feel that I am better now. I don't know why, maybe I just feel,

I must have been too stupid at that time."

Wang Yaxin lowered her head and covered her lips with a smile, and then continued: "There are too many people in this world who are originally very good, but they feel that they are not good enough, so they follow others to learn how to make themselves 'better and better'."

But in fact, no one knows whether the original self is best or the changed self is best. Maybe only that person knows in his heart what is best."

Wang Yaxin's words were obviously from the bottom of her heart. Perhaps in Li Xiaoxiao's view, Wang Yaxin was just saying a few words casually at this moment. However, for Wang Yaxin, she was very serious and dignified. When she recalled her

Girls' Generation is a very unforgettable time for Wang Yaxin

, it was during that period that Wang Yaxin felt unprecedented happiness. But later, as time went by, that feeling of happiness gradually became less and less. Wang Yaxin spent countless nights thinking about this.

Question, why did the carefree girl from the past disappear?

And why did he become the person he is now, who even looks at him and feels disgusted?

However, for so long, Wang Yaxin has never been able to find the answer. There is only infinite regret in her heart, even regret. She regrets the disappearance of the girl she once was. She also regrets that she has learned to become a more 'mature' person, but with maturity

The price is to let yourself lose your original most beautiful appearance.

At the beginning, almost everyone didn't know it. They didn't think there was anything wrong with abandoning their original self. After all, people always look forward. After realizing that they can make progress, it seems that for everyone

It is a good thing for a person, so they will no longer miss the past, and even wish to throw it away right away.

But one day, just like Wang Yaxin now, she begins to feel that the past self is the best. As for the current self, in fact, it is not what she wants to be in her heart, but what she wants in this social environment.

down, what has to be, in other words

, she says things that go against her will and does things that go against her will every day. Maybe in the eyes of others, she is still the mature and rational woman, but in fact, Wang Yaxin knows in her heart that she has already deviated from her original intention. Today, she

It's just like a sentence from The Walking Dead.

If it weren't for her two children, Wang Yaxin wouldn't even know the meaning of continuing to live.

Li Xiaoxiao could naturally hear the meaning of Wang Yaxin's words, but now her and Wang Yaxin's opinions were obviously completely different, so after a while, Li Xiaoxiao continued: "Sister Yaxin can have such an understanding.

You know more than many people. Maybe my current state is just like your state a few years ago. But I hope Sister Yaxin can understand it. After all, these things are something that everyone must experience in their lifetime.

of

Things, maybe this is what I think at the moment, and I think this matter should be handled this way, so even if it is actually wrong, I will still do it until one day in the future, when I understand all this

, when I looked back, I realized that there was another way to deal with it, but that was all in the future. What I think now is very simple, live the present moment well, and I will talk about the future things in the future, that’s it.

Simple."

Wang Yaxin smiled helplessly again. What Li Xiaoxiao said about "living well in the present" is actually the most difficult thing to achieve. What exactly is "living well in the present"?

There are so many things going on at the moment, and if everything strives to be perfect, then "living the present well" is indeed not something that can be easily accomplished.

"how?

Sister Yaxin, is there anything you want to say?"

Seeing Wang Yaxin's hesitant look, Li Xiaoxiao frowned slightly, and then continued to ask.

At this moment, Wang Yaxin still had a helpless smile on her face. She could feel that the current Li Xiaoxiao was indeed very similar to herself in a certain period of time before. At that time, she always liked to disguise her true inner thoughts.

Pretending not to care about anything, even

I think this is cool, but in fact, in the eyes of others, I look like a pitiful dog. All I can do every day is lick my own wounds when no one is around. No.

Show your vulnerability and unwillingness to anyone, as if you are invulnerable and invulnerable to all poisons.

"Of course, what you said is not wrong. This is a stage that everyone must go through, so I have no reason or qualification to persuade you, but I just want to tell you that when you realize what you did today

When it's very funny, you might as well recall what you were thinking when you made this decision. Maybe at that time, you will be able to understand many things."

Wang Yaxin finally gave Li Xiaoxiao such a reply. She didn't know what she should say most appropriately at this moment. Although she had also experienced such a stage, at that time, she never thought that there would be a person who suddenly followed her.

What words can you say to make yourself realize that this is actually a cage of self-deception?

But now, Wang Yaxin wants to be that person, and the person she wants to remind is naturally Li Xiaoxiao in front of her.

However, what Wang Yaxin didn't expect was that after hearing these words, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly had a cold smile on her face. After a moment, she looked at herself with a very solemn expression and said, "Maybe you are talking about it.

Right, maybe wrong, but that doesn't matter. What matters is, for me, how I feel in my heart, how to perceive the world, how to perceive everyone around me, every person.

thing."

When Wang Yaxin saw the cold smile on Li Xiaoxiao's face, she already understood Li Xiaoxiao's inner thoughts, because she had also had such an experience and had such thoughts, but such thoughts could only make her

Slowly adapt and digest it. Maybe it will get better one day in the future, but you can only wait for it to get better on its own. It seems to be a difficult thing to take shortcuts.

Therefore, after pondering for a moment, Wang Yaxin continued to speak: "Xiaoxiao, no matter what the outcome is, I hope you can always be happy. Just like you said yourself, pursue those things that you think are important in your heart.

And keep at it."

Li Xiaoxiao nodded seriously after hearing this. For Li Xiaoxiao now, it seems that many things are no longer so important. It seems that in his life, many things that were originally meaningful to him are no longer so important.

It is no longer so important, even if I realize that I

When my father may be suffering from an incurable disease, I no longer feel as panicked and at a loss as before. It even seems as if nothing has happened. I can still squat in front of my father and listen to him talk about his life.

The story with my mother when she was young, even there is always a smile on my face.

Li Xiaoxiao also seems to have discovered something. He seems to be more ruthless now than before, and his heart seems to have become much harder. There used to be too many things that were enough to make him uneasy, but now, they have no effect at all.

Himself, as if it had nothing to do with him.

Of course Li Xiaoxiao knows that this is a double-edged sword. It has its advantages and disadvantages. The advantage is that she may be less sad, but the disadvantages are also obvious. The tenderness that she can feel in the past has been gone since then.

In the future, you may never feel it again.

For an emotional woman like Li Xiaoxiao, this point is obviously crucial. Unfortunately, just like Wang Yaxin said, she is now in such a self-awareness, and she has not decided to come out on her own.
Chapter completed!