Chapter 2784 note
Originally, I wanted to take this opportunity to have a good talk with Fang Zhiqiang today. For Li Xiaoxiao, it was indeed necessary to muster up the courage to make this call to Fang Zhiqiang. However, at this moment, seeing Fang Zhiqiang like this
Attitude, Li Xiaoxiao also considers it in his heart
Completely despairing, she knew that she might disappear from Fang Zhiqiang's world forever. Fang Zhiqiang, who always had himself in his heart before, now seems to have completely forgotten about himself. Now, he has something else in his heart.
a woman.
However, although this result was not what Li Xiaoxiao wanted, she was not heartbroken. After experiencing these events, Li Xiaoxiao gradually learned a lot. Sometimes, being sad is a day, being happy is the same.
Happiness is also a day. Life is so short, why should you waste your precious day?
What? Since it’s just a day no matter what, why make yourself so unhappy? Looking at the juice above the table that Zhiqiang didn’t drink, a smile appeared on Li Xiaoxiao’s face, just like Fang Zhiqiang who had left,
No matter how much you cherish things that don't belong to you, they are not yours after all.
Li Xiaoxiao stood up and was about to pay, but she heard the waiter say that the previous gentleman had already paid. Li Xiaoxiao turned her head again and looked at the road outside the door. She really didn't understand now. Fang Zhiqiang
What exactly was he thinking in his heart? If he really didn't feel anything about him, why did he agree to his father's request in the first place?
Dear? And today, he has made a promise to himself. Just as he said, he will definitely be able to do what he promised to others. What he promised his father back then, if he really
If he can do it, what is it? Is it just pity for himself? Or does he actually still have himself in his heart?
Li Xiaoxiao couldn't think of this answer. At this moment, she also realized that she did have certain emotions during the conversation just now. The words she said were not actually what she really wanted to say in her heart.
But now the relationship between myself and Fang Zhiqiang is so delicate. Even if there are many words that I really want to say in my heart, when it comes to my mouth, I can't say them. Instead, what I say are all related to myself.
What I had in mind was completely different.
In fact, this is not only true for Li Xiaoxiao, but also for Fang Zhiqiang. But at this time, Fang Zhiqiang did not have time to think about these things. Of course, he knew that Li Xiaoxiao was a very sensitive woman.
No one knows what Li Xiaoxiao will think about what he said, but
Fang Zhiqiang really doesn’t have that much time and energy to explain everything to Li Xiaoxiao. What’s more, Fang Zhiqiang himself really doesn’t know how to explain it. What he is thinking about now is indeed to fulfill his original promise to Li Yonggui.
Just a promise, but in fact, Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao are the same
, he has been deceiving himself. He feels that he no longer has any feelings for Li Xiaoxiao, but Li Xiaoxiao’s guess is actually correct. If he really had no feelings at all, Fang Zhiqiang would not be like this.
, he will not be so determined to fulfill his original promise, after all,
, In fact, I still don’t feel confident enough about Li Xiaoxiao’s future life. I hope that through my own ability, I can take care of a little bit. Otherwise, if Li Xiaoxiao does not have a good life in the future, Fang Zhiqiang will feel guilty. Although all that is
It wasn't caused by myself, but I couldn't get rid of it at all.
Driving back to Wang Yaxin's law firm, she found her wallet in the desk drawer as Wang Yaxin said. After opening the wallet, she saw Wang Yaxin's ID card in a transparent mezzanine. After taking it out, Fang Zhi
When Qiang was about to close his wallet, he accidentally saw a torn piece of paper again. What's more, the piece of paper was also the same.
Sandwiched in a transparent interlayer, Fang Zhiqiang originally had no intention of looking at these things. After all, these were Wang Yaxin's personal privacy, but the line above was too conspicuous. Fang Zhiqiang just glanced at it and read.
Clearly: "Mom, will dad never come back again? Will he be with that beautiful aunt forever in the future?"
It was just such a simple sentence. It looked like the note was torn from an exercise book. There were very clear tear marks on both sides. Because of this sentence, Fang Zhiqiang stared at the note for a while, thinking.
I couldn't help but go back to the past again, back to the time when I was with Xiaoyu.
During that time, Fang Zhiqiang knew that he was not a qualified father. Because of him, Xiaoyu had accidents one after another. Although they were solved perfectly in the end, Wang Yaxin at that time also said that he was still
I thought that as long as I could let Xiaoyu have fun,
In the heart, everything else is unimportant, but now, after having his own little love, Fang Zhiqiang realized that in fact, for a child, being happy is very important, but more importantly,
It’s about personal safety. A child at such a young age doesn’t have the self-esteem
The ability to distinguish danger. Sometimes, when he is in deep danger, he may not even realize it. At this time, as a parent, his responsibility is naturally to protect the safety of his children, but at that time, he did not
He didn't do everything a father should do.
It is precisely because of this that when Fang Zhiqiang saw this note, he felt even more uncomfortable. Even though he was not a competent father, in Xiaoyu's heart, he still regarded himself as his father.
Just like his biological father, it is not difficult to imagine how Xiaoyu views himself in his heart, and how important he is to him. The more he thinks like this, the more Fang Zhiqiang feels in his heart
It was even more unpleasant. Just when Fang Zhiqiang was stunned looking at the note, the phone rang again. It was still Wang Yaxin calling. Fang Zhiqiang came to his senses and put his wallet away in the drawer.
After getting in, I answered the phone again. As expected, Wang Yaxin on the other side said in a somewhat anxious tone: "Qiangzi, please hurry up a little bit. There are too many people here in the school. I'm worried that I won't be able to get in line by then."
Fang Zhiqiang replied repeatedly: "Okay, okay, I'll be there soon."
According to the location information Wang Yaxin sent him, Fang Zhiqiang drove away again. For some reason, Fang Zhiqiang’s thoughts along the way were all about the time he had spent with Xiaoyu. Although it had been so long,
But Fang Zhiqiang thinks about it now as if it happened yesterday. Fang Zhiqiang knows that maybe it is because all this has disappeared now, so he feels more precious, or maybe it is because he
I left too much behind
Unfortunately, I owe Xiaoyu too much, so now I am more concerned about those things back then. Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but think of the series of decisions he had made. In fact, when he and Wang Yaxin decided to divorce,
There was a lot of unwillingness in his heart, just because the person who objected was his father. After his efforts to persuade, there was still no result, so Fang Zhiqiang had no more options, and in the end he had no choice but to accept this.
fact.
But Fang Zhiqiang knew that if he had chosen to persist, the result might have been completely different, because Wang Yaxin was the same as himself. At that time, it was difficult to give up this relationship. If he had been firm enough,
In other words, if Wang Yaxin is given enough sense of security, maybe she and Wang Yaxin can hold hands and continue to persevere, so until now...
But all this is in the past. The divorce between him and Wang Yaxin is irreversible. Even if they reunite now, it is impossible to return to the previous state. Later, when Fang Zhiqiang chose to be with Li Xiaoxiao, in fact, Fang Zhiqiang
His mind was very confused at that time, and he couldn't even tell whether he had pure love for Li Xiaoxiao, or whether he couldn't help but feel hurt and pity when he looked at her like that before.
However, after making a choice, Fang Zhiqiang finally stopped worrying. No matter what he thought in his heart, it didn't matter. What mattered was who he was with now, so naturally he had to deal with it.
Who is better? So after getting together with Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhi
Qiang never wavered in his inner thoughts, which was to be good to Li Xiaoxiao wholeheartedly, but the final result seemed to show that everything he thought was actually wrong. Many times, it was not that he had done well enough that he could succeed.
Chapter completed!