Just when Xiaoxiao was going through this sudden change and was busy, Wang Yaxin was also busy at home. Wang Yaxin didn't know that so many things happened to Xiaoxiao today, otherwise she would definitely come over to accompany Xiaoxiao as soon as possible. It happened to be her period today, Not feeling well, Yaxin came back from get off work early and gave Zhang Ling a day off.

Go back to rest. In the afternoon, I first combed Xin Sheng’s hair and tied two braids for my daughter. When watching Xin Sheng jumping around the house with two braids, Yaxin’s face also reappeared.

The long-lost smile. Xiaoyu is everything to me, and now Xinsheng is also everything to me. The healthy growth of the two children is more important than anything else.

Xin Sheng and Ai Li have completely different personalities. They are just like born chatterboxes. They talk earlier than other children of the same age. They are lively by nature and basically don't stop at home. "Mom, where is my baby?" "Mom, shoes."

"Lost" "Mom, eat candy, eat candy" "Mom, daddy's shoes"

Xin Sheng now has a habit of taking out Fang Zhiqiang's slippers from the shoe cabinet and putting them at the door every afternoon. Yaxin looked at a clumsy little girl holding up her slippers and put them at the door and thought

Laugh. Tired after playing for a while, Xin Sheng ran to her cabin to go to bed. Yaxin checked the time and Li Xiaoyu was out of school.

With an hour left, I finally breathed a sigh of relief and lay down to relax. I squinted for about five minutes, then I suddenly opened my eyes. I got up and went to the bedroom to take a look at Xin Sheng. My daughter was sleeping soundly with the baby in her arms. I was relieved.

Close the door gently, leaving one-third of the space, so that Xin Sheng can hear him immediately when he wakes up.

I went to the kitchen and started cleaning up, preparing dinner for the two children. I glanced at the work messages on my phone, quickly switched the channel to work status, replied to a few messages, started playing music, prepared to wash the dishes, and tidy up.

I haven’t listened to music for a long time, and I don’t know what popular songs are. So I clicked on the system recommendation and simply left it to the algorithm to see what songs the algorithm recommended to me. Wang Yaxin was not very familiar with a few new songs, so she only listened to them briefly.

After the climax of the chorus, you just have to wait for the climax of these lines to come and hum a few words along. When it comes to the next song, it changes to an old song by Faye Wong. Yaxin is familiar with this song and has sung it on KTV before.

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Who says you should love your soul when you love someone?

Otherwise it sounds insincere

Is it true that no matter who you fall in love with?

I also need to seek stability forever.

Oh oh, I really wish I could be that simple

It's impossible. Is there really no other possibility?

How could this happen?

I don't want peace

I don't want to sacrifice

Don't hope that I will love you until you are covered in scars

The melody of the old song is really nice, and Yaxin can basically sing along with her head bouncing. Listening to it again this time, I think the lyrics are well written. Lin Xi's lyrics are always so penetrating, and different age groups have different listening experiences. Peaceful, yes,

Now for Wang Yaxin, stability is the most important thing

What he hopes for most is quietness and stability, or peace and stability, no matter what it is, what he wants is this kind of stable life with light smoke, flowing water and picturesque screen. Yaxin suddenly thought of a lyric from another Faye Wong song, Hongdou: Wait until the scenery is over.

See through, maybe you will, accompany me to watch the long flow of water.

I wiped my hands, opened my phone, searched for "Red Bean", and put it on.

sometimes sometimes

I will believe that everything has an end

There is time to get together and leave

Nothing lasts forever

It is easy to love someone, but it is not easy to be in love for a long time. Most love will be dulled by firewood, rice, oil and salt, and transformed into the most boring daily life. The people who can still be by your side at that time are the ones truly worth cherishing. Wang Yaxin knows

Nowadays, rare happiness is hard-won, and the happy life of a family of three is simply unimaginable before.

During the darkest period in Australia, I was alone pulling Xiaoyu, helplessly accompanying Xiaoyu to treat his illness, and endured the pain of longing and the torment of letting go of love. God has a way of playing tricks on people, but I didn’t expect that it would be like this again now.

Of course, everyone sacrificed too much. Li Xiaoxiao sacrificed too much, giving up his own happiness, giving himself and Xiaoyu

Xin Sheng built a family. Fang Zhiqiang also sacrificed too much. He gave up pursuing the pure love between him and Xiaoxiao, returned to himself, returned to Xiaoyu's body, and became a good husband with peace of mind. He also sacrificed too much.

, this kind of love triangle is what I reject in the first place. Accepting this kind of relationship means that I will suffer and blame myself.

.I have passed the age where I can risk everything for love, and now I am more afraid of myself being hurt and Xiaoyu being hurt. If this person, my other half, says it coldly, it actually doesn’t matter who it is. Whether it is true or not.

It doesn't matter if you love yourself 100%, but if you want him to love this family, you must be able to stay with him for a long time.

Wang Yaxin was stunned for a while, then put down the cutting knife in her hand, wiped her hands, took off her apron, went to the refrigerator and took out a bottle of wine, poured a glass, and took a small sip. Frankly speaking, Wang Yaxin didn't either

She knows how long such a happy life can last. She is most afraid that it is just a happy dream that will suddenly become disillusioned after a while. Yaxin knows that Li Xiaoxiao, a simple and kind-hearted little princess, is now basically repelled by love. No.

No more expectations, no more fantasies, even

I don’t want to have any contact with each other anymore. I can only say that when I first fell in love and met the person I liked, I met Fang Zhiqiang. This is fate, there is no way. She fell in love with Fang Zhiqiang, and Xiaoxiao rushed towards her like a moth to a flame. She didn’t expect the end.

That's it

Was Li Xiaoxiao wrong in the ending? No. But Wang Yaxin did not envy or appreciate this kind of simple but blind love. Maybe he could when he was young, but he had experienced the misfortune of marriage and had to grow up alone with his children.

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Mature women can't do it. Is Fang Zhiqiang at fault? Maybe not, they are both kind-hearted and can't bear to hurt others. Yaxin knows that Fang Zhiqiang is actually suffering inside. After experiencing these relationships and marriage, Fang Zhiqiang

He is no longer the young man who loves his children. Wang Yaxin can feel it from Fang Zhiqiang’s eyes that are slowly becoming mature. In fact, everyone is a victim, and everyone has to face their own Rashomon. The only thing she can do now is

The most important thing is to be yourself,

Do a good job in the position that fate has arranged for you now, and take it as it comes. Be a good wife to Fang Zhiqiang, a good mother to Xiaoyu, and a good mother to Xin Sheng. Although it is a little tiring, you can enjoy the fun that life brings.

, I am already very contented. If I have some happiness and sweetness in relationships, what else do I hope for? Fate has already favored me enough. Now I don’t have to face anything I encounter. At least I have a warm home.

At least there is someone who can protect me from the wind and rain.
Chapter completed!