Li Xiaoxiao checked her phone. There was no news. She slowly put it down and continued, "You all think Qiangzi is not good enough for me. I have never thought that way. On the contrary, at the beginning, I would be very worried about whether I was not good enough."

, not worthy of him. Isn’t it useless? Apart from money, it can’t help him much in his career. When we get together, we will also worry whether the happiness gained in this way will be short-lived. When we meet

When dealing with some sensitive issues, I would start thinking wildly, and I would be very tired. Of course, I knew that it would also make Qiangzi very tired. Later, after little Aili was born, my mood became even more unstable, and my family was worried about me.

Postpartum depression. I found out after I went for a checkup that I had severe depression, but I didn’t dare to tell others, and I didn’t dare to tell Qiangzi. I was afraid that others would say that I was pretentious and had a princess disease.”

At this point, Li Xiaoxiao was like a child who had done something wrong, lowering his head and not daring to look Liu Yan in the face. He paused and then said: "Sister Yan, do you know, my parents will think that I am not considerate enough?"

, Qiangzi has done enough, why I still don’t understand and don’t support him. My sister will also think that I am too ignorant and willful, and will run away from home and disappear at every turn. Qiangzi will also feel tired, from him and me

I

I can feel the look in their eyes together. In this way, I will be more sensitive, more self-blame, and more afraid. During that time, it seems to have formed a vicious circle. Insomnia all night long, in exchange for the lack of confidence in myself

More doubts and denials. I really hope that someone like Noah can be by my side at this time. Noah condensed their stories into a notebook recorded with a pen, and read a small book every day.

I told Ellie that in order to save Ellie from Alzheimer's disease that cannot be cured by science, she stubbornly protected Ellie. But movies are movies, stories are stories, and fairy tales are fairy tales. In a real marriage, it is difficult for someone to give and protect her unconditionally.

The other party is ignorant and even willful. If you have not experienced depression yourself, it is difficult to understand the feeling. There will be no Noah in reality. I

I’m particularly confused about whether I should tell Qiangzi and pull him to face it together, but I’m afraid that he won’t like me, will feel tired, and think I’ll be a hindrance. I know that after I say it, Qiangzi will definitely promise to face it with me.

, until the illness is cured. But how can I drag him down anymore? I have already caused so much trouble to Hadron and made him so injured. I can only face these things by myself, and I don’t want to tell anyone else."

"Sister Yan, I'm sorry for listening to me talk so much, but I feel much better after saying it. You don't have to worry about me. Really, I have no problem now." After speaking, Li Xiaoxiao took Liu Yan's hand and asked Liu Yan to do the same.

Feeling the warmth of her hand. Liu Yan has been listening to Xiaoxiao quietly, tears running silently from the corners of her eyes. What is depression? Although Liu Yan is also in the news

Or maybe I've seen it on TV. But I don't seem to have really felt it. It's impossible for Lao Bi to have depression. He falls asleep every time he comes back. Although I sometimes feel unhappy, I usually don't stay overnight. Yes,

He would vent his anger on Lao Bi that day. But Xiaoxiao was carrying it all by himself. Without an outlet to vent, the accumulated emotions would indeed get out of control.

Liu Yan picked up a tissue to wipe her tears and said: "What's wrong with me today? Why have I become sentimental? To be honest, Xiaoxiao, sometimes I think you are quite hypocritical. You do a lot of things just to live on your own."

In the world, I actually didn’t agree with what you said at the beginning. I always think that marriage is

Marriage and love are two different things. But then I think about it, if what you meet is not a hadron, but another person, just like Noah in the movie you mentioned, there may be another solution.

, maybe you won’t suffer from depression, and maybe you won’t have such twists and turns in your relationship.”

Xiaoxiao also helped to take out two tissues and handed them to Liu Yan. When the two of them were in the mood, Xiaochunzi interrupted the two of them by peeing. I only heard Xiaoaili shouting to pee, and then saw Xiaochun

The child started to pee, and all the urine ended up on a pile of toys. "Xiao Chunzi, oops," Liu said.

Yan yelled and jumped over, picked up Xiao Chunzi and ran to the toilet. But there was nothing to do, and by the time she got to the toilet, she had almost finished peeing. Liu Yan couldn't laugh or cry at this time, she was busy talking to Xiaoxiao and forgot

I peed a lot and I didn’t drink much water today.

Little Ai Li sat on the floor mat with a blank look on her face and looked at Li Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao also hurried over to pick up Little Ai Li, but luckily it didn’t get him wet. Li Xiaoxiao also asked worriedly: “Ai Li, do you want to pee?

"

Ai Li shook his head and said he didn't want to pee. When he came out today, Xiao's mother specially put a diaper on little Ai Li because she was afraid of an accident on the road. She rarely puts diapers on Ai Li at home, all for the sake of her skin.

Avoid covering.

Li Xiaoxiao pulled Xiao Ai Li to the sofa next to him and took out a kettle to let Xiao Ai Li drink water. Xiao Ai Li held the kettle and obediently started drinking water on the sofa. Xiaoxiao came over and took out a few tissues and prepared to help Liu Ai Li.

Yan tidy up.

Liu Yan rushed over from the bathroom at this time and hurriedly stopped Xiaoxiao: "No, no, just leave the work to me, Xiaoxiao, don't get your hands dirty."

Xiaoxiao wanted to help, but Liu Yan blocked it with her hand, quickly piled the unwet toys aside, wrapped the wet toys together with the cushions, and threw them into the bathroom.

Li Xiaoxiao checked the time and planned to go to the hospital to check on Dr. Xu's condition later. She was about to get up and leave. Liu Yan hurriedly persuaded her to stay, hoping that Xiao Aili and Xiao Chunzi could play with each other for a while. How could they be an only child in the family now?

A girl, she doesn’t have any brothers or sisters, and it’s rare to have a playmate.

"Sister Yan, otherwise, I want to get my hair done, and then I'll finish cleaning up and come back to pick up Xiao Ai Li. Is that okay? It's just that it's hard for Sister Yan to take care of Xiao Ai Li." Li Xiaoxiao mainly didn't want to

I took Little Ai Li to the hospital, but I didn’t want to take Little Ai Li back so early. It was rare for her mother to have a day off. After thinking about it, I found an interface and asked Liu Yan.

"No problem, Xiaoxiao, feel free to go. You've been doing your hair for a long time, so don't worry about it. Go quickly." Liu Yan also wanted to express her gratitude for bringing Xiao Chunzi a milk bottle, so she hurriedly agreed.

Naturally, Li Xiaoxiao felt reassured about Liu Gu and was not polite. After giving instructions to Xiao Ai Li, he hurriedly went out and got in the car. Li Xiaoxiao thought about it and decided to go to the hospital first, and then just find a place to cut her hair on the way back.
Chapter completed!