Chapter 369 Wedding (9)
Qiangzi, I know that you have always loved me in your heart, right? Otherwise, you would never come back in such a hurry and nervously without thinking, without even getting married. Right? Li Xiaoxiao is looking forward to it
asked.
Fang Zhiqiang fell silent for a moment. The answer to this question, let alone him, could be seen by everyone. If he didn't love Li Xiaoxiao, how could he be so nervous and sad because of this, even telling such a simple lie?
Can't you tell? If it wasn't because he was in love with Li Xiaoxiao, how could he have left his fiancee there and rushed over overnight without even getting married? Even if he no longer wanted to admit that he was in love with Li Xiaoxiao,
He couldn't deny it either.
Love? What the hell is love? I don’t want to love anymore and I don’t dare to love anymore. Maybe I was born as a person who shouldn’t have love. Fang Zhiqiang smiled self-deprecatingly. He once loved Nie Qian, deeply.
Love, but in the end, Nie Qian betrayed him and gave him an almost fatal blow. He also loved Wang Yaxin, but just the night before he was about to enter the wedding hall, this incident came to him in a daze. For him,
He said that as long as it is love, the result is destined to be tragedy. He has despaired of love.
Are you...are you really...impossible with her? Li Xiaoxiao asked.
Li Xiaoxiao, don’t you think it’s ridiculous that you asked me this? You caused the scandal, and now you come to me to pretend to be a good person and ask me if it’s really impossible to be with her. Fang Zhiqiang sneered.
, then he took two puffs of cigarette and said calmly: It's impossible that I don't know, I only know that I am tired, really tired, I don't want to love anymore, I don't want to talk about anything about feelings anymore, that's it,
It's good to be alone.
I'm sorry, Qiangzi, I really didn't mean it, I really didn't, please forgive me? I... Li Xiaoxiao felt very uncomfortable and conflicted when she saw Fang Zhiqiang's appearance.
She was very happy that Wang Yaxin got married, but on the other hand, she felt that she had done something wrong to Fang Zhiqiang and something that was harmful to nature. She blamed herself and felt deeply guilty.
Okay, okay, let him let go of the past, don't mention it again, just forget about it. Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Li Xiaoxiao, he was helpless, although he was full of
Angry, but in the end he still couldn't show it to Li Xiaoxiao. He still couldn't hate Li Xiaoxiao.
You...you really love Wang Yaxin, do you really want to marry her for the rest of your life? Li Xiaoxiao then looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and asked.
I already said it, don’t say it again. Fang Zhiqiang suddenly became angry and shouted at Li Xiaoxiao.
If I don't love her, if I don't want to marry her, why should I marry her? Do you think I'm joking? Or do you think I'm doing it for her money? Li Xiaoxiao, I'm tired, please
Don’t mention this matter in front of me again, never again. Fang Zhiqiang said, then stood up and walked outside, saying as he walked: It’s getting late, you go, I won’t
I'll leave you here for dinner.
Fang Zhiqiang walked to the kitchen by himself, preparing to make some dinner for himself. He started to feel hungry again. He ate steamed buns and soy milk at the hospital in the morning, and didn't eat anything at noon. At this time, his stomach was empty.
Fang Zhiqiang walked into the kitchen and suddenly realized that there was no food. He had been gone for so long and there was no food anywhere. Fang Zhiqiang became very annoyed.
Li Xiaoxiao followed Fang Zhiqiang into the kitchen, looked at Fang Zhiqiang's appearance, and asked: Let's go out to eat. You are sick, you need to rest more, go out to eat.
Li Xiaoxiao, I just want to be quiet. Please go back, okay? Just let me be alone for a while, okay? Fang Zhiqiang turned around and looked at Li Xiaoxiao and said.
Li Xiaoxiao stayed there, and then asked: But...but you are sick, and someone has to take care of you.
Don't worry, I didn't die this morning, and I can't die now. Let's go back. I just want to be quiet and don't have to think about anything. As you stand here, I can't help but think about many things. I
I can't help but want to be angry with you, but I just can't bear to be angry with you, so I feel very uncomfortable. It's a kind of torture to myself, you know? Please, go back. Fang Zhiqiang is really begging.
Li Xiaoxiao, Li Xiaoxiao was here, he was very confused and annoyed, and became very irritable, but he had to provoke him, and he couldn't bear to be angry with Li Xiaoxiao, so he felt even more uncomfortable.
I...I'm leaving then, you...you have to take care of yourself. I just took the medicine. You have a fever and a cold. If anything happens, please remember to call me. Don't answer my calls again, even a text message.
Okay, okay? Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s uncomfortable look and felt heartbroken.
Let's go. Fang Zhiqiang said weakly.
Then... then I'm leaving. Li Xiaoxiao said to Fang Zhiqiang, then reluctantly took a step back to look at Fang Zhiqiang, and finally opened the door and walked out.
After Li Xiaoxiao left, Fang Zhiqiang sat blankly on the chair, smoking feebly.
Thinking about what happened to him in his life, especially in the past year or so, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly felt that he was still quite strong. If he were someone who was not strong, he might really commit suicide by jumping off the building.
In fact, Fang Zhiqiang himself didn't know what state he was in now or what he was thinking in his heart. He suddenly felt numb and didn't feel much pain, but he also felt that life had suddenly completely lost its meaning and fun. This kind of
The feeling made him feel terrible.
After sitting there for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses and remembered that he seemed to be going to have dinner, but how to eat? Looking at the almost bare-walled house, the sad feeling came out again. Back
When he got to the room, he put on his coat, took his wallet, and looked at the money inside. There was still more than two thousand yuan. This was all his belongings now. He still took the money and put it on his body when he went back to marry Wang Yaxin.
It's a fashion store.
Fang Zhiqiang put on his coat and went out. As soon as he walked out, he suddenly saw a girl holding a large casserole in both hands and a large plastic bag in her hand. The girl was running in the cold wind. The cold wind outside
The girl's face was blown red by the roar.
This girl was Li Xiaoxiao. Seeing this scene, Fang Zhiqiang, who was close to dying, seemed to be alive again.
Chapter completed!