Bi Luochun could not even maintain a basic life, so he had no choice but to pawn all his valuables, including mobile phones, brand-name watches, jewelry and even clothes. His assistant even sold his car to him, and this was all he had left.

However, it was difficult to switch from extravagance to frugality. He could not get rid of his previous squandering habits, and alcoholism had become an addiction that he could not quit.

The money was quickly spent. So in the end, he was desperate. When he was drinking, he clashed with the security guard of the bar and was taken to the police station because he owed money. At that time, he was the only one he could think of and the only one who could help him.

Of course, only Fang Zhiqiang was left. Over the years, he had never forgotten Fang Zhiqiang’s number, which became his last life-saving straw.

Bi Luochun talked for a long time and finally calmed down and stopped crying.

The rain outside gradually became lighter. Fang Zhiqiang looked at the remaining water stains on the car window and listened to Bi Luochun's experience. He felt indescribably confused and confused. He did not expect that Bi Luochun would end up like this.

, use illegal means to obtain ill-gotten wealth, but in the end it will be all in vain. How you get it, you will lose it in the end, your fate is simple.

It was like a big joke was made. After Bi Luochun climbed to the top in a circle, he was ruthlessly thrown back to the starting point. No, it was even more bleak than before. In the past, they had nothing, but they were clean and honest in life and conduct.

No shame, at that time they had wine and brothers, and Bi Luochun had Liu Yan by his side. Now everything can never go back.

Amidst the patter of rain, Bi Luochun's voice was still choked with sobs: Qiangzi, when I reported that number to the police station, I was really desperate. At that time, I didn't dare to think that you would come, I didn't dare

I hope you can help me walk out of the police station... I really just felt that I had no face to see you. I came back hoping that you could forgive me, but everything I did might only make you more disgusted and look down on...

…I really wanted to die at that time…

I thought very clearly at that time, if you didn't come, I wouldn't blame you. It was all my own fault, and no one can blame me... But I know that it means that the person who cares about me the most in the world

, and has completely ignored me. My life in this world is no different than a puddle of mud. So I thought at that time, if you didn’t come, when I left the police station and entered the shelter, then I would die...

…I have really thought everything through…

But when you came, I... I was really happy when I saw you. Bi Luochun said and sobbed again: What I'm happy about is not that you came to save me, what I'm happy about is knowing that you are still a hadron.

, no matter what time it is or what the situation is, you are always the strong man who has a stubborn temper but refuses to let go of his brotherhood. You have never changed, but I can never go back.

After Bi Luochun finished speaking, he once again couldn't help but lie down on the passenger seat and burst into tears.

What Fang Zhiqiang didn't expect was that Bi Luochun's mentality had become so decadent, and he was glad that he didn't ignore it in anger. Otherwise, Bi Luochun might really seek death.

You're talking about immortality! Why did you break the pot and fall into this state! You don't want to think about it, but you are relieved. What about your parents at home? They have been working hard all their lives, and their only hope is you. As a result, you have done nothing wrong.

After doing it all once, and then letting them send white people to black people, will you feel at ease if you die? Fang Zhiqiang scolded Bi Luochun.

Have you not been back home since you came back? Haven't you seen them yet? Whenever you have seen them, they are still living in the dilapidated house you used to live in. They are still going to work in the fields even though they are quite old.

Work, young people can't be left behind in anything they do, not because they are willing

They like to do it, but it’s because they can’t do it otherwise! Because they want to work hard to buy a house for their son and find a wife! What about you, did you think about them when you were living and drinking? When you wanted to die, you didn’t think about forcing it.

How do they feel when a piece of flesh is cut out from their heart?

Qiangzi... stop talking, I am not a human being... I am confused... Bi Luochun cried so much that he could no longer speak, and reached out to slap himself.

Fang Zhiqiang grabbed him and said with a straight face: That's enough, is it useful to hurt yourself like this?

Fang Zhiqiang said, breathing heavily, and then asked Bi Luochun: Do you want to smoke? After saying that, he handed one over.

In fact, he wanted to smoke, and he also desperately wanted to use nicotine to anesthetize himself and relax himself. Bi Luochun's experience had such a huge impact on him that he couldn't recover for a while.

Bi Luochun took the cigarette tremblingly, and Fang Zhiqiang lit it for him, opened the window, and the wind outside carried the drizzle, hitting his face coolly, making his heavy heart slightly less depressing.

The two smoked in silence for a while. Fang Zhiqiang saw that Bi Luochun had calmed down, so he asked him: What do you plan to do in the future?

Bi Luochun shook his head blankly: ...I haven't thought about it, and I don't know. I don't know anything now...

Fang Zhiqiang sighed heavily in his heart. He could see that Bi Luochun was completely useless.

So are you going to stay in Shanghai, go somewhere else, or go back to your hometown next? Fang Zhiqiang asked patiently.

As soon as he heard that he was going back to his hometown, Bi Luochun immediately shook his head like a conditioned reflex: No, if I go back like this, I have no face to see my parents... I can't let them bear the responsibility for me in the end for the wrong things I have done. They

They also expected me to provide for them in their old age in the future, so I went back like this and it was difficult to even support myself.

I also know that I don’t have the shame to stay in Shanghai, and there is no place for me here anymore... I don’t have the shame to see you. Bi Luochun said shamefully, Qiangzi, I’m sorry for causing you trouble... I

I really didn’t mean to think like this. I will think about it carefully in the past few days. When I think about it clearly, no matter what decision I make, I will go on with it.

I'm really grateful that you can help me. As it is now, there is no way I can repay you in the future... I'm already very sorry for you, and I don't expect you to forgive me in this life. I really can only

Say sorry to you and thank you.

You go back, Qiangzi, I will find a place to live by myself and let myself think about the future. Sorry to bother you, Qiangzi. Bi Luochun said at last, looking at himself, Fang Zhiqiang’s body, and
Chapter completed!