Chapter 248 I love you
But there is no turning back when I opened the bow. Even though I noticed something was wrong with the person under me, the effect of alcohol and the atmosphere at this moment, various reasons still caused things to happen naturally...
After it was over, Wang Xiaoxiao struggled from the wooden bed weakly, and staggered and wanted to go out.
I immediately sat up and grabbed her hand: "Wait a minute! I have something to say."
Wang Xiaoxiao did not look back, turned her back to me, and said in a cold voice: "I know you are not blamed for this matter, I did it intentionally, so I will never tell others about this matter without pressure. Just don't worry."
I didn't expect Wang Xiaoxiao to tell me like this, and I felt even more uncomfortable. I quickly pulled her and pulled her on the wooden bed.
"What are you saying? I didn't mean that just now, I just wanted to tell you, I..."
When Wang Xiaoxiao heard me say this, she suddenly turned around and covered my mouth directly.
"Zhao Sihai, I know what kind of person you are. You think you will delay me after being with me and will be sorry for me. But these are what you think. Have you ever thought about what I really want? Forget it, I don't want to bother you anymore. I just want to tell you that I will never be silly, nor will I force you to be with me. You just need to continue living your life safely and develop as you want. As for me, you don't have to worry..."
After Wang Xiaoxiao said that, she got up and left my wooden house.
Hearing her footsteps, he must have gone down the wooden building.
I sat on the bed, my whole body was hard, not knowing what to do, but things had already happened. Could it be that I would pretend that nothing had happened?
I gritted my teeth, my headache was about to break. I took a long time to stand up and chase Wang Xiaoxiao.
He was boiling water next to the bonfire in the yard. He sat bent his back, obviously, her mood was not high.
I know that this matter is unfair to Wang Xiaoxiao.
I walked up and took a piece of wolf skin and covered Wang Xiaoxiao's body.
"The weather in this place is getting colder now, so don't catch a cold..."
Wang Xiaoxiao looked back at me and smiled and shook her head: "Don't worry, go back to sleep. Everyone drank a lot today. Fortunately, I haven't drunk much wine yet. I can watch the bonfire and help you watch the night. Otherwise, I'll be a little uneasy."
"I, I actually know, I know you like me, but I always feel that it is unfair to you if you accept you like this. But if you can really accept my current situation, I will never be sorry for you, don't worry!"
When Wang Xiaoxiao heard me say this, she was stunned at first, then she curled the corner of her mouth and shook her head.
"You don't have to be under such pressure. I want to take a shower. Can you help me get this water in?"
After Wang Xiaoxiao said this, my heart suddenly trembled. Since I met her, she has always been a carefree girl in my heart, but tonight it has subverted all my previous impressions of her.
I saw Wang Xiaoxiao nodded excitedly: "Okay, okay, okay, go in first and wait, I will bring this water to you now."
Wang Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, got up and took a piece of rabbit's fur, turned around and entered the wooden house.
I stood outside and mixed the water temperature in a large plastic bucket before I carried the water in.
When we built this wooden house before, we didn't think about taking a shower inside, so we didn't build any shower room or compartment to take a shower at that time.
However, because we made a small compartment here that could store things, I later built a small compartment next to the yard that could store food, so the one in the room was idle.
Several girls were taking a bath there.
I have never taken care of them before, this is the first time.
I carried the water into Wang Xiaoxiao. She wet the rabbit's fur and then stood inside and took a shower.
I stood at the door a little awkwardly, but listening to the sound of water inside, I couldn't help but jump in my heart.
I never thought that one day my relationship with Wang Xiaoxiao would develop into what it is now.
But things have happened and I have to accept it. I took a deep breath and tried to calm my mind.
Not long after, Wang Xiaoxiao washed it clean. Her hair was still wet after she came out early. I wiped her hair. Wang Xiaoxiao leaned on my shoulder very weakly. At that moment, I decided at once that I would take care of her no matter what, and I would never let her down.
"Are you hungry? I left a piece of sheep when I was eating it at night. I'll make some mutton soup for you later?"
Wang Xiaoxiao's voice was very soft, and I nodded after hearing this. After struggling for the middle of the night, I was indeed a little hungry.
Wang Xiaoxiao wiped her hair, tied it up with vines, quickly washed her hands, helped me with mutton, and then cooked soup.
Seeing Wang Xiaoxiao busy, I couldn't help but feel a hint of desire.
If we can really go back to the city now, can we all be able to live a peaceful life?
But I also know that if I really return to the city, many things will be beyond my control, and maybe we will fall apart and even become strangers...
I was a little hesitant again. Is it a good thing to go back?
"Stop being idle, come over and have some soup. I put colored peppers in it and taste it. It should taste very good."
Wang Xiaoxiao said as she served me a bowl. I ate two pieces of meat and drank half a bowl of soup. My stomach became warmer and my whole body became warmer.
I took a deep breath, watched the bonfire flash and shine on Wang Xiaoxiao's face and said in a low voice: "I was sorry for you just now, but don't worry, as long as you can follow me, I will definitely treat you well."
Wang Xiaoxiao was eating with a mud bowl. When she heard me say this, she turned her head and looked at me, pursed her lips, and then her eyes turned red.
"Zhao Sihai, I have never longed for you to treat me. I just want to see you healthy and safe. Even if your heart is really not here with me, I don't want to ask for it. I never knew what ** means. Later, you were injured and went to Xiao Qiang to have a quarrel with them. When I was laughing with Xu Wei and the others, I found my heart was like a knife. At that moment, I felt that I loved you and I would be jealous. But now the scene has become like this, and I know that it is because of me that I have become so embarrassed. But don't worry, I still say the same thing, I will never bother you too much. As long as you don't like me, I will still maintain the relationship with you as a friend, and I will not tell anyone about this!"
Seeing Wang Xiaoxiao like this, I felt more and more that she was just begging for the whole world.
I felt sad, put down the mud bowl and walked forward, and held Wang Xiaoxiao in my arms.
Chapter completed!