"Que'er, am I wrong?"

"No, your Majesty is right, it has never been the case."

"Que'er, do you know? I knew that if I appeared in front of him in such a situation, he would definitely be attached to me. Over the years, I have been with him day and night, and I knew his feelings for me, but I turned a cold shoulder.

Watching him sink deeper and deeper, when he thought he was going to get everything perfect, I said I wanted to leave...I did all of this on purpose."

"I treated your reincarnation as a fool, deceiving his feelings and hurting him wantonly. Do you still think I'm right?"

Que'er sobbed, "Que'er knows that the one who is suffering the most is actually the empress. You have always been uneasy."

That's why she has been so indulging in Sima Yi and being soft-hearted to him over the years, fearing that he would get a bad reputation. She could have retaliated against Sima Hu and the others more easily, but she planned step by step just to get him out of it...

In fact, the person who suffered the most from calculating feelings was not Sima Yi, but the empress.

She may appear to be cold-hearted, but in fact she is the most affectionate person, especially the soft heart she inherited from her original owner.

Zhen Shan raised his head, with two traces of tears streaming down his beautiful cheeks, and deep pain etched in his confused eyes.

"Que'er, he asked me what do I think of him? I also want to ask, what do he think of me? In every life, he is new and has no memory, but I remember those hurts and pains. If this happens,

It's okay if we end it, but I know how ruthless he is, yet I still want to struggle with him."

"Yes, he has gone through tribulations. Wouldn't it be great if I helped him through tribulations and taught him how to feel? Why do I have to respond to his feelings? Why do I have to feel guilty now? Being imprisoned by him here makes me sad.

I?"

Why can't she just pat her butt and walk away after completing her mission?

Why does she have to give him consummation?

Then who will bring her consummation?

What exactly did she owe him?

He can be a scumbag, but can't she?

The more Zhen Shan thought about it, the angrier he became. He dragged the long chain out of bed and raised his feet to step on the lotus.

But, for a long time, she didn't step on it.

She slowly bent down, picked up the lotus flower, twisted off the fragments on it, and placed it in the palm of her hand.

When did he start looking for lotus flowers for himself in winter?

Zhen Shan's eyes were a little dazed, and his memory was like a slideshow, passing by in front of his eyes.

Many of the scenes that she had forced herself not to care about and not think about too much now clearly appeared in her mind.

Just like the lotus flower in her hand.

She likes to move flowers and plants. Every winter, even if it snows heavily, she will always go out in the middle of the night to see plum blossoms.

He thought she was the only vitality and color in the winter. He knew clearly that she was a ghost, not afraid of snow or cold, and no one could hurt her, but he was always worried that she would be in danger if she went out in the heavy snow.

So he ran to find the lotus with all kinds of hardships.

Every time he saw her smiling at the lotus, his obsidian eyes were overflowing with satisfaction, and his smile was flawless and silly. How could he be so smart and sinister outside?

So many years of being together?

Is there really only one clear sentence left?

How is this possible?

Even though she is a ghost, she still has feelings and a heart.

Zhen Shan lowered his eyes and stared at the lotus in his palm, his eyelashes trembling slightly.

In this life, he was really good to her.

If there weren't those hurts in the past, if she didn't remember everything, if...

Unfortunately, there is no if.
Chapter completed!