200. Willing to win a heart(1/2)
"Shanshan, why are you sitting up?"
Lan Yu just took some medicine, but when he came back, he saw his unconscious wife sitting up. He was startled and walked over quickly.
Zhen Shan smiled at him and said, "I feel much better today."
Lan Yu's pupils tightened and his heart dropped. He tried his best to smile on his pale face and said in a hoarse voice, "Is this so? Shanshan, your health will definitely get better and better."
Zhen Shan nodded lightly, "Fugui, let's go home, okay?"
Lan Yu clenched his fists, his eyes were red, and his heart was bleeding, "Okay, okay!"
Zhen Shan's eyebrows were crooked, and his heart was filled with bitterness.
No matter whether he is a stupid wooden stick or a stupid stick, he will never refuse any of her requests.
"you……"
Lan Yu went to go through the discharge procedures, and Liang Yi walked into the ward. Looking at the woman in front of him who was about to disappear with the wind, his eyes were full of pain. He wanted to say something, but he was hoarse.
Zhen Shan looked at the man in front of her who was sincerely devoted to her without any regrets, and smiled softly, "I'm fine, and I have no regrets. Liang Yi, thank you."
Yu Lanyu, she can respond to him with emotion.
But Liang Yi, she couldn't give him anything.
Originally, she thought that with time, he would be able to let go of those feelings.
But he never thought that he has been alone for so many years, and he still can't let go.
But even knowing this, Zhen Shan could do nothing except seeing him less often and not giving him any illusions.
Advise him to find his own love?
What identity does she use to persuade him? Just because he likes her, does she have the right to dictate his life?
That would be too presumptuous.
Now, she could say nothing more to him except this "thank you".
Liang Yi lowered his eyes and smiled, but it was very bitter, "You don't need to say thank you to me."
Once upon a time, there was no water in the sea, but nothing but clouds except Wushan.
It's not that he hasn't thought about starting a new relationship, but Liang Yi has his own principles and persistence.
He had this woman in his heart, married someone else, but couldn't give her complete feelings. It was so unfair and irresponsible.
Therefore, without her, he would rather focus all his energy on his career, pay attention to her from time to time, and know that she is happy, which is fine.
But now...
"Zhen Shan, I want to ask you a question."
"you say."
"If I was willing to give up everything for you and live with you in Shanhai Village, would you be willing to give me a chance?"
Over the years, he has asked himself repeatedly.
He got the beautiful peak that a man wants most, but without her, is it really worth it?
Zhen Shan was startled for a moment, then she shook her head, "Liang Yi, I don't want to lie to you, but I won't."
She was a little touched by his pure feelings, but being moved was not love. She was destined to be unable to respond and could only refuse.
Liang Yi closed his eyes and smiled bitterly, "You are as sensible as ever."
It's cruel!
Not even a chance for fantasy was given to him.
Zhen Shan sighed softly, "I'm sorry."
"Are you sorry that you always wanted me to let go of this relationship, or are you sorry that you don't want me to hold on to that illusion for the rest of my life and suffer even more?"
Liang Yi's eyes flashed with water color, and his fingertips trembled.
It's just that he doesn't understand why such a kind and beautiful woman has to endure such pain and torture?
Zhen Shan shook his head, "Liang Yi, you really think of me too well."
Liang Yi twitched his lips and said, "Zhen Shan, I'm very jealous of Lan Yu and want to beat him up, is that okay?"
Her eyes trembled slightly, "No."
"Can't you stop protecting him?"
"He is my husband, how can I not protect him?"
"What you said is very heartbreaking. Can you please consider my feelings?"
Zhen Shan smiled and did not answer.
The tip of Liang Yi's nose was sore. He raised his hand to hold her hand and looked at her steadily, "For your sake, I won't beat him. I will help you take care of him in the future, so don't worry."
He said the last three words very hoarsely!
Zhen Shanfeng's eyes were moist and she opened her lips, not knowing how to reply to her.
"This is the last thing I can give you, don't refuse, okay?"
"Liang Yi, you...be good in the future."
A tear fell from his eyes.
…
Liang Yi stood at the door of the hospital, watching their car leave. For a long time, he did not move.
Boom!
A bolt of lightning split the sky, and heavy rain poured down.
Liang Yi stiffly raised his hand and wiped his face, but he didn't know whether he was wiping rainwater or tears.
Back then, in the rain, she walked towards him with a plain oil-paper umbrella and handed him a handkerchief with a gentle smile.
From then on, his life was astonished and regretted for thousands of years.
But, no regrets!
…
In the car, the passenger seat was lowered and Zhen Shan was lying on it.
She was wearing a white chiffon dress and her black hair was loose.
The disease tortured her to the point of being skinny and bones, but Queer knew that she cared most about her appearance, so she maintained her face and her hair without leaving any trace.
Even the doctor thought it was a miracle, saying that even the cancer cells bowed to this stunning beauty and could not bear to wear away her beauty.
"Fugui, it's raining."
Lan Yu's eyes were full of sorrow and he smiled softly, "It's summer now. After it rains, there may be a rainbow."
Zhen Shan also smiled, "I remember the rainbow at our house was very beautiful, especially the rainbow bridge in the backyard."
Two years ago, she had a sudden impulse and cooked a meal, hoping to secretly surprise someone.
As a result, as soon as a certain stick took a bite, he yelled "poison" with a miserable look on his face. She was so angry that she almost poisoned him with poison.
Even though Lan Yu later ate all the food and wrote tens of thousands of words praising the deliciousness of her food, Zhen Shan didn't buy it at all and ignored him for several days.
At that time, Lan Yu was so miserable that he really didn't know that she cooked the food. If he had known, even if it was really poison, he would have given it a thumbs up and said it was delicious.
Zhen Shan usually has no temper, but when he loses his temper, Lan Yu kneeling on the washboard is of no use.
However, his parents didn't help him and only added fuel to the fire. Lan Yu burst into tears and could only ask for forgiveness.
Unfortunately, Zhen Shan was severely affected by her cooking skills, and she angered someone rudely.
She was so angry at the time that she didn't care about his begging for mercy. She pointed at the rainbow after the rain and told him that unless he could give her that rainbow this time, he would just lay on the floor in the future.
For his own happiness, Lan Yu had no choice but to study how to make a rainbow for her.
In fact, Zhen Shan just talked about it at that time. After a few days, he lost his temper and forgot about it.
But she didn't expect that he actually built a rainbow bridge for her in their backyard. It was colorful, surrounded by fountains and rockery bonsai. It was very, very beautiful.
Lan Yu held her thin hand and said, "Let's go take a look after we get back."
"good."
As they talked, the rain became heavier and heavier, and Zhen Shan's breath became weaker and weaker.
"Shan Shan," Lan Yu held her hand tightly, his eyes were scarlet, and his pale face could no longer hide the pain.
Zhen Shan's other hand gently covered the back of his hand with bulging veins. There was reluctance in his eyes and his voice was very gentle, "Ayu, don't put all the faults on yourself, you know?"
Lan Yu slapped the steering wheel hard and shouted in pain and despair: "How come it's not my fault? If it weren't for me... but it's my fault, why should you bear it? Why?"
"Because we are husband and wife."
Lan Yu's pupils tightened, "Good, good, good, good..."
To be continued...