Chapter 130 Today I know that I am me!
What Yun Xingxi didn't know was that Lou Wuchen was in a dangerous situation far beyond her imagination at this moment.
Since he began to rush to the level, his spiritual energy gradually divided into dozens of stocks - this is just a larger branch, and some small ones cannot be counted at all - each stock is independently circulating and running under a special mind. This is the profound manifestation of the Yuan Spiritual Characteristics of the Guiyuan Realm. In principle, as long as these differentiated spiritual energy are collected into one, you can enter the Guiyuan Realm.
——But at this moment, Lou Wuchen was not in the cultivation room where he could think and try slowly, but at a height of thousands of meters!
Lou Wuchen could only beg to ask dozens of independent will to help him maintain the operation of the UFO!
Gradually, he couldn't even "please". As every thought turned, a new will would be divided, causing the already precarious situation to become even more chaotic!
The heart that wants to rush to the Heavenly Palace; the heart that wants to escape from the dangerous rest; the heart that wants to teach children knowledge; the heart that wants to improve the immortal path; the heart that wants to benefit the people; the heart that wants to explore the world; the heart that cherishes Youxue; the heart that loves Xingxi... Even various gray and even negative moods also dominate some corners!
Some of these different thoughts are hostile to each other, and some are sometimes united and sometimes parted ways, as if they turned Lou Wuchen's body into a battleground!
What should I do, what should I do?! Choose one of them to eliminate the others to achieve unity? Or do I need to find which one is my true heart?
When Lou Wuchen had no idea how to start, the current situation continued to deteriorate - even with his thoughts just now, a "heart who wants to find his true heart" silently divided and quietly occupied a place!
Calm down, there must be a way! Lou Wuchen told himself, recalling what Yun Hengdong said that day.
"... According to the old inheritance, Guiyuan, Shinichi and Zhanmu's key points are the past, present and future... Are you going to return to the past and find the so-called original intention?"
Lou Wuchen recalled his life.
He has been adopted by an orphanage since he can remember;
When I was in school, I was always driven by some kind of impulse that I would definitely use it in the future to learn more, learn more, and study more;
When I was about to graduate, I was deceived and had a bad credit record because of my misconception of my "friend". I lost my loan opportunity and had no choice but to give up my graduate school degree and start working;
Next was a few years of work, and I finally gradually began to feel that the urgency and mission of my student days were just another form of secondary school. What I learned carefully back then was almost useless in the end.
.In contrast to the application and development of knowledge, life and work are more about the accumulation of skills and experience, and the people and things encountered in this process have gradually turned themselves into a qualified "mature" social animal...
——And then, it’s what changed all this——traveling through time. Encountering Youxue, facing the immortal way and the gods…
No, not right!
Lou Wuchen suddenly realized that as his memories revived, those once silent wills and emotions woke up again from the end of time, turning into new forces, making the entire scene even more uncontrollable!
No, right, according to Master’s words, the past, present and future ideas are not suitable for me! The words of Master Yun’s words are—
“……Enter the Yuan type into the Yuan type…Original type…”
Yuan-type. Yuan-type? How should we connect it with the current scene?
Lou Wuchen chewed the passage that Yun Hengdong reposted several times, but still couldn't get in. What was going on? What should I do?
Is this the only reminder given by Master?! With these alone, it is really impossible to open-
——No! Lou Wuchen suddenly remembered that before this passage, Yun Hengdong said another sentence!
"...I heard what you said before. It seems that your realm is close to the requirement of Guiyuan."
——The key to opening the gate of Guiyuan should be in my hands! What Master Yun said in "What I said before" is...
Plato's - Theory of ideas!
Lou Wuchen no longer cared about the will that was still constantly differentiating and showing, and focused his thinking entirely on one point:
Prototype, concept, source, perfect reality...
Those chaotic thoughts are still being interpreted. Lou Wuchen stared at them, combining his thoughts with the words of his master and the scene in front of him, and constantly analyzing and refining them.
... Just as there is an ideal concept of perfect circles for the circle of reality, behind these thoughts, these hearts, and these mes, there is also a true, perfect ‘I’. And they are just the incomplete self reflected by this ‘I’ under the limitations of specific environments and conditions, just the projection of ‘I’ on a specific plane!
——However, knowing this does not mean that you can find the real "I". In Lou Wuchen's gaze, those complicated "I" are still arguing and fighting for endlessly.
"If you should be brave and diligent in your practice, how can you retreat here!"
"There is nothing wrong with the Heavenly Palace, but it's just a guess. Why bother to save your life?"
"The road is clear now, be more stable, go ahead and advance."
"If Youxue knows, she must not want to take risks, right?"
"You can't retreat. If you retreat here, wouldn't it be too embarrassing to go back?"
...
They argue, unite, and refute each other, just as different political parties are speaking politically and attracting voters to ascend to the throne called rule through elections!
——At this moment, as if blessings were imminent in the heart, a little light suddenly lit up in Lou Wuchen’s heart!
Pass the election? Who will elect and who will refer?
Who determines whether they are right or wrong? Who recognizes that they are in control of this body?
——It’s me!
That little bit of light suddenly burst out, illuminating the entire world of consciousness of Lou Wuchen, as pure as glass!
I am the throne of rule that I long for. I am the final decision and the original source. All visible "I" are nothing more than the evolution of external objects, and the transformation of Butterfly and Zhuang Zhou!
Just as it was written in that verse_
Suddenly, the golden rope was opened.
The jade lock is broken here.
Oh! The tide comes from Qiantang River,
Today I know that I am me!
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Lou Wuchen has no time to pay attention to the outside world.
With the unpredictable and intermittent efforts of the owner, the UFO barely maintained state has reached its limit. The flying posture is about to collapse at any time, and it has even worsened the injury to a turbulent mass of spiritual energy again!
The UFO made a muffled sound, although it was just a reaction of the body's sudden change, but it sounded like a whine for the fate of about to crash!
At this moment, a sudden bright light was around. In the vast area centered on the UFO, the glow and clouds rolled violently, turning into blue-gold flowers, birds and lotus fish, guarding the surroundings of UFO, and even completely calming down the chaotic spiritual turbulence!
Lou Wuchen, who had completed the most important transformation, opened his eyes. The scene in front of him made him feel a little familiar and surprised: this was the strange phenomenon he had seen before.
The innate Taoist body is broken through, the heavens are protected, and all laws are not invaded!
The blue-green light pulled out two long trajectories where the UFO passed, like a pair of wings extending from the wings, turning the UFO, which was originally stumbled like an ugly duckling into a brilliant and gorgeous phoenix flying in the sky!
At this altitude of thousands of meters, the blue-gold phoenix raised its proud head and looked at the turbulent clouds, mist, wind and thunder blocking the front as if nothing, heading towards the sea of clouds deeper than the sea of clouds, towards the sky higher than the sky, flapping its wings and flying high!
Chapter completed!