Chapter 24
The last time, there will be no intersection again. But why are there so many last time?
During the Cold War, the inner emotions were extremely complicated. Sometimes I hated, sometimes I regretted...
However, even though I had a cold war with her, I still wanted to chat with her and couldn't control it.
So, I took the initiative to ask to stop the Cold War and hope to go back to what I used to do. Moreover, my best friends secretly helped me behind my back. It seemed as if God had already made arrangements, and she agreed.?
So, our first Cold War ended. We were ready again. However, the broken mirror can be reunited, but can the crack really be restored?
So, after a long time, the second cold war began again! She said she had learned bad things and didn't want to lead me bad things! Such an excuse could be found! I really didn't know if it was hatred or helpless sadness at that time...
During the second Cold War, in order to make herself look bad, she even loudly confronted the biology teacher in class. She was not such a girl. She deliberately wanted to make me believe that she had learned bad things. I didn't look at her, and I kept lowering my head, feeling very uncomfortable. Don't you want to be friends with me?
Time has been stroking, and all memories have shrunk...
The Cold War continued until the second year of high school.
In the second year of high school, we all have liberal arts, but different classes are in the same small building. I am on the fourth floor, she is on the second floor, and Muzi is in the classroom next to her. I think this should be what she wants...
Occasionally, she would deliberately avoid me when she met her. Sure enough, it really made me feel so cold.
I thought not to bother her anymore, just like that. But I still couldn't help it...I still wanted to chat with her.
Later, I opened QQ with my classmate’s mobile phone and wanted to add her as a friend.
So, I had to rely on my best friend to help me pass notes. As a result, unexpectedly, the second Cold War was successfully resolved.
We started to communicate in the virtual world like this, and I still like to read her feelings. It’s nothing, I just want to understand her heart...
In the virtual world, although it is not as good as meeting in reality, it can be easier to understand a person’s inner thoughts.
In the virtual world, we occasionally have some good communication and forget some sadness. Sometimes, I will write a log to express my inner thoughts, but most of them are about her. However, the feeling I give her is that we are good friends, aren’t we?
Perhaps, God's will is what it is like to mess with people. The good times didn't last long, and the third Cold War broke out...
This battle lasted for almost a year.
During this year, I felt so painful! I angrily tore up her and my notes and records! I threw them away! I don’t think about her anymore! Don’t think about her anymore!
However, many times, it’s not something you can’t think about if you don’t think about it… you can’t control it at all…
Finally, the cold war reached the third year of high school, and I really couldn't bear the pain in my heart!
In order to forget her, I held hands with a girl in my class. But just holding hands, I don’t know why I wanted to be with that girl. But, I don’t want to think of her anymore…
However, the girl held hands with me for about two weeks before she broke up. She didn't feel sad, so I shouldn't miss her.
But when I saw her appear near me, I couldn't help but approach her... She seemed to have magnetism for my heart.
At that time, I had become quite different in my senior year. I also created the "Dongdong Family" and "Dog Home"...
As the second in command of the "Dongdong Family", I can say that I am calling the wind and rain! There is also the "Dog House", I am a "Samoyed"!
But no matter how happy and strong I was in the class, as soon as I saw her, I would be empty...
Slowly, I tried to get close to her again. Maybe God was willing to help me, and gradually, the third Cold War began to melt...
I am still so stubborn, and I still have to miss her. Taking the initiative to approach her is my choice, and I am willing!
I took the initiative to resolve the three Cold Wars, and they all went smoothly! God is quite good to me...
God, have you really not lie to me? Please tell me, you haven't lie to me...
If I didn't take that step, if I didn't say it out loud, can we always be good friends? Unfortunately, there is no if...
One night I started to study for myself late, but it was raining heavily, so I deliberately refused to let my brother cover me back, and then I went to find her who was separated from me by several classrooms.
Just so happened that she was about to go back to the dormitory. Yes! It was time to catch up! She just happened to have an umbrella again! Hahaha, the imagined walking in the rain is finally coming true! So excited!
She asked a little surprised: "Well, why did you come to my classroom?"
I want to add some acting skills: "Because I don't have an umbrella, do you have an umbrella? If you have one, cover me up..."
So, it was done!
Going down to the first floor, she opened the umbrella to cover me on her right. However, I was not used to it, so I turned to her left and helped her get the umbrella.
She asked in confusion: "Why do you want to walk on my left?"
I replied to her like this: "It's nothing, because I like the left side and I'm used to it." I don't know if I really mean this...
In the rain, I walked very slowly with an umbrella, but she was in a hurry to walk very fast.
I said, "Walk slowly, why do you walk so fast?"
Actually, I don’t know that I couldn’t hold the umbrella, my clothes were not wet, and the clothes on her right shoulder were mostly wet...
But I am still intoxicated by the self-righteous romance...
Okay, I walked for a long time, but not long after a while, I arrived at the door of the first floor of the dormitory.
Then, looking at her back, gradually disappearing from the corner, I was still savoring the road...
In the last 100 days of the college entrance examination, I asked her to promise that I would not be allowed to go to QQ before the college entrance examination was over and that I would review. She agreed.
So, during those days, I often borrowed my friend's phone to QQ and then left messages in her space. Her space was not very popular and was very deserted, and I turned into sunlight to illuminate her space. I tried hard to leave my marks. Although the messages left in her space seemed to be nonsensical, there were many of my thoughts hidden in it...
Sure enough, she broke her promise. She went to QQ before the college entrance examination and replied to my message. I wouldn't say anything, after all, that's the real one.
The three years of high school actually passed quickly. Think about it, I have happiness and unhappiness with her.
I helped her wash her school uniform once back then, which was a little happiness! I bought her a pearl milk tea for her to drink, which was a little happiness! She sang to me on my birthday and gave me the paintings she drew, which was a little happiness... She seemed to be a pain and happiness in my existence.
Time is really fast, and the college entrance examination quickly became a past tense. The three years between me and her also became a past tense.
During the holiday after graduation, I didn’t talk much with her.
I was confused inside, should I go to college?
I went to the hotel to work as a waiter during that holiday, and she also went to work in the summer vacation. Everything was going on so normally...
Finally, she got into college and went to study. I got into college, but I didn’t choose to go to college. Maybe it was because of my family environment...
When her university started, I often cheered her on because she wanted military training at that time.
I often tell her some new things about my work. In fact, I really want her to know how I am.
Later, I changed jobs. In her city, I found a pretty ordinary job. It doesn’t matter. As long as I can be in the same city as her, it doesn’t matter...
Time has come out a new flavor, and our friendship has begun to ferment. Because I...
I asked "Dog Home" to open a home network short account, and I also found a way to pull her in so that she could get to know my good friends.
On a day when I couldn't help but want to tell her a secret, I confessed to her...
She was a little surprised and a little overwhelmed. She said she had never taken a photo of the dunk and she didn't know how to love someone. She didn't know if she was a fickle girl. Anyway, all kinds of reasons were not suitable for being with me... She asked me to think clearly.
I was very disappointed. Why did she find so many excuses to escape my love for her? Perhaps, she is really...
I promised her that I would consider one night first...
After that, my good brother, Summer, talked to her through a short account. He talked a lot, hoping that she could be with me. These are the greatness of gay love! Think about it, gay love is more reliable!
After thinking for a day, I responded to her: "I don't regret it."
She asked: "What if we break up soon in the future?"
I can only say this: "If that is true, there is nothing I can do about it, and I have nothing to say..."
After a moment of silence, we step from the world of friendship into the world of love.
From then on, friendship will no longer be... (To be continued)
Chapter completed!