Chapter 54 Emergence III
You are just an errand runner!
This sentence is deeply imprinted in my heart.
At that time, people usually asked me what job I was doing, and most of my reply was: "Study...Study...Study..."
Because I was in the study stage at that time and I couldn't say I was working at all.
During my first week in the office, I was learning about the basic information there, such as interpersonal relationships, geographical location, work processes, etc.
When Brother Peake handed me over to my boss for the first time, the boss was so happy. But when Brother Peake went back to work and he led me completely, he almost never smiled sincerely at me. Even if I completed the task he assigned me, he looked cold to me.
He is not a very serious person at work, but he is not good to me at all. No, but in his eyes, I am so stupid, slow to react, and learn things too slowly. He has no patience with me... After a long time, I have become accustomed to it, and I almost don't smile at him much.
There are three colleagues who follow the boss, each with their own tempers and are not easy to serve. They are called Sister Bing, Brother Ken, and Sister Lina.
Sister Bing is a woman with a relatively simple brain. Although her temper sometimes changes very quickly, she is still kind-hearted. She has married a local Chinese and has a son and a daughter. Although she is not very good at work, at least she is married well, has a good husband, and a happy family that many people envy.
Sister Lina is a strong woman. Although she looks a little like a little sister, her temper is definitely not even a boy who can resist it. The point is that she has strength!
Brother Ken is a man who has already started a family and is from Zhanjiang. This is very close to my hometown. But Brother Ken’s attitude towards me was the worst, and he was not good to me until later when he was about to resign.
The boss asked me to learn from them. If you don’t understand, you can ask them or him. I don’t understand a lot because these are related to clothing, and I know very little about clothing. For example, what is the back wave of pants? What is the lateral bone of pants? I don’t even know...
So I have to keep reading the information and ask if I don’t understand. But what I ask is usually the boss, and when the boss first explains to me, he is still a little patient. After a few more times, he becomes easily impatient. In this regard, I still think that relying on myself is the most reliable thing!
The only three colleagues who really taught me something was Sister Lina. She has a special personality and doesn’t like to speak at work because she thinks that every word she says is a waste of time when she goes to work, so she speaks very quickly when she goes to work. If someone has any questions and doesn’t understand, she will say it quickly. If she still doesn’t understand, her tone will be mixed with anger. Anyway, when she goes to work, she is a workaholic who speaks very quickly. After get off work, she is also a slutty guy... This is more interesting.
I heard from Sister Lily that when Sister Lina first came out to work, she was in South Africa. At that time, she was very similar to me now. She was both a blank piece of paper and knew nothing about this job. It was her boss who taught her very strictly for half a year before she learned it. After that, she worked in South Africa for four years. Because she had to sign a contract there, she could not leave before the contract period expired. After the four-year contract period expired, she came to Cambodia to work after someone else's introduction. Well, she had only worked in Cambodia for several months.
So, she has rich experience. Sister Lily hopes that she will teach me, after all, she is also very responsible. I have indeed learned a little because of some of her guidance. I often use Excel in the office, but that is what I am the worst at and don’t like. When I was in college, when I was studying word, Excel and PPT, there was only Excel, and I couldn’t learn it because it was related to data, and I was not sensitive to numbers and didn’t like it.
At that time, I also thought that I would not be able to do data-related jobs in the future, so I didn’t study hard. However, it proved at that time that the future was really unpredictable...
I also have to catch up step by step with the learning of Excel, and I don’t know how to use the printers and copiers there. Even Sister Lina sighed and recognized that I was really a piece of blank paper, but she understood.
In fact, real learning can only be learned when working overtime with Sister Lina at night. What do I do when I work during the day? Well, I often go to the factory.
My office is several hundred meters away from the factory. If any colleague needs something to get from the factory, or what clothes to get from the factory to pack, I will usually ask me to take it over.
Taking it over is actually not a problem, but with the premise of disharmony, that is the problem.
The day before I arrived in the office to work, I heard that my boss and the factory production manager quarreled in a WeChat group. Later, after learning that quarrels happened from time to time. Therefore, the interpersonal relationships there were relatively complicated. Moreover, the boss only came for about a month and was in a state of adaptation to the environment there.
The point is that after the boss quarreled with the factory's production manager, the production manager would infiltrate personal grievances into business. The production manager would not agree to help with things that the factory had to help with. Therefore, the progress of our work can be said to be hindered everywhere.
So, when the boss asked me to go to the factory and ask them to help me pack clothes or button them, I went to the factory with the mood of being shot...
Whenever I ask a factory instructor to help, they will look very bored and even say some ugly words, but what can I do? I can only face it...
Once, twice, three times, some people get used to it when they are too many, and some people get used to it when they are too many, and some are too scared.
Once, the boss asked me to bring clothes to the factory to pack them, and there were a lot of them. But Sister Lina also asked me to bring a large bag of clothes to the factory to buckle them. In fact, I had just hired the factory instructor to help me at that time, but I felt it was too scary to ask him for help so quickly! I couldn't help but say an excuse to escape...
At that time, Sister Lina was very angry and said to me loudly: "Where do you have so many excuses?! You have to know, you are just an errand runner!"
The words were heard loudly by everyone in the office, and they shot straight into my heart like arrows.
Indeed, I am just an errand, why do I make excuses for myself? I ignored my self-esteem for the first time and recognized this sentence. I was not the protagonist at that time, but just a supporting actor...
I know that Sister Lina is not meant to say this to me, but she is so angry when she is at work, so whenever I want to escape, I will think of the saying "You are just an errand runner!"
So, although how happy the photos I posted on QQ space seemed to be, in fact, there was a shadow behind everyone...
Chapter completed!