I haven't written anything for a long time, and I feel a little uncomfortable...

Two-thirds of November 2015 have passed, but I didn’t even have seven articles written in that month. Did I become lazy, or did I have no inspiration, or was it really influenced by my uncle? Oh... it’s all excuses...

At that time, I painted frequently. Compared to all my hobbies, I was temporarily fond of painting. The reason is, um... I want to see a beautiful woman... Huhu...

Haha, kidding! The reason is that my hobbies have a certain period of popularity, just like the seasons on earth. Some plants will grow well only in the season they adapt to, and will fall into silence again after the seasons they adapt to.

My hobbies are like those plants that adapt to the season, with their own cycles...

Simply put, in June and July, I liked to write more and more things, while other hobbies were quiet. In the following months, I wrote less and less, while painting began to increase.

It seems to be regular, but it seems to be irregular.

Because the seasons of my hobbies are my mood, and moods are always unpredictable weather.

In fact, it is good to have seasonal changes. Because if you always focus on one hobby, it will easily become boring and inspiration will dry up. There is a reason to rest and recuperate. Leave some time to let a hobby sleep and look at other hobbies, and new inspiration may arise.

At that time, I seemed to have painted women more often than not, but it seemed something was wrong. It seems that I have always painted women more often... Oh, oh, and there are more beautiful women who are half-naked and do not reveal their points. Well... This is not that I am lonely, nor that I really want to see beautiful women.

The half-naked or sexy beauties I painted are actually quite difficult to draw to some extent, and I have never painted them, so I want to try to break through my painting skills. Those half-naked beauties seem a bit indecent, but if the lines are to be drawn naturally, it is a challenge for me who have never learned to draw!

I don’t just draw to please myself, but to make myself break through and grow. In fact, I often draw very irritable, which is a test of my mentality. How to calm my mind down and draw complex lines is not easy...

When Arou asked me what I was doing those days, if I said I was painting, she would smile and ask me: "Draw a half-naked beauty again?"

Yes, every time I draw, I can accumulate and draw a Arou that looks like Arou in the future.

I don’t know where the definition of excellence lies, but I am using my own way to make myself work hard to achieve excellence in my mind.

So, Ah Dai just went to be a good Ah Dai.

Time continues to go.

"Arou, what are the shortcomings of Ah Dai?"

"I don't know."

"Arou, what are the advantages of Ah Dai?"

“This is so much.”

I know she knows that I have many shortcomings, but she still wants to make me feel that I am very good.

Actually, I don’t mind her picking on my shortcomings. I also know that my “god” in her mind is flawed. I just want her to get used to a real me...

I am not a person who is good at everything. I have many bad habits and bad character, but I will not hide it from her. Because I hope that the Ah Dai she loves is not the Ah Dai who pretends, but the real Ah Dai.

So I acted like how I was and how I could understand her. Sooner or later I would find out that I just let her know about it in advance.

Suddenly I sighed that I am really a person who is difficult to hide secrets. However, I will definitely keep the secrets I sincerely promised to keep.

Huh, I wonder if God is going to test my sincerity. When I was a child, I never thought that even kissing my face was so luxurious. The first love was a long-distance relationship, which was full of uneasy thoughts. After waiting for a few years, I finally welcomed the new love I was looking forward to. However, long-distance relationship evolved into a foreign love. The feeling of kissing my face became even more luxurious...

Is God really good to me like this? I am already adults and have been in love. I haven't even kissed a girl's face. I feel, a little sad...

Under this feeling, I still have to suppress my loneliness and emptiness and protect my heart that cannot cheat. It seems that God has asked me to hone my heart in advance for the sake of my loyalty to my marriage in the future.

At that time, Arou especially liked to joke about me: "Have Ah Dai gone to pick up girls?"

To be honest, I can't even pick up girls. This is the truth, haha...

"If you say this, how did you get Arou?"

"Hmm? Why are you here to join in the fun?"

"Do you care about me, the point is how you can get Arou?"

"What do I...I... say?"

"Is it Arou who is taking you?"

"Okay, then I'll answer you honestly. At twelve o'clock that night, I went to the convenience store to buy several flavors of Yida, but I couldn't find my favorite mint flavor, so I asked the waiter if there was any mint flavor of Yida. The waiter said that the last bottle of Yida in the store had just been bought by a girl. If you want to buy it, you will have to wait until the next day. Well, I had to buy a few bottles of Yida with other flavors and walked out of the store.

At the door. When I walked out of the store, I happened to see a girl holding a mint Yida bottle in her hand and chewing her slightly with her mouth. I thought she should be the girl the waiter said. So I mustered up the courage to walk over, greeted her with a smile, and asked, "Can you give me a mint Yida?" She smiled and handed me the whole bottle of Yida, and said something I really remembered, "This is your Yida!" Then, we were together."

"Uh... are you playing tricks on me?"

"Haha, who told you to ask me knowingly..."

"Okay, I won't play with you anymore, I'm going to sleep..."

Huh, it's late at night if you accidentally. Well, it's time for me to go to bed...

My Yida...huh...

Talking to yourself is also a special art. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!