In the self-righteous sky, I saw so many beauty in the distance, but unfortunately, I couldn't touch it...

I closed my eyes, still so stupid, still so childish, still can't grow up, still repeat the same mistakes, still hopelessly broke my wings of pride, still fell to the abyss of darkness, and still couldn't do it well and wanted to be my own.

At that time, I was sitting on the white hospital bed, recalling my ridiculous self... Why should I force myself if I can't do it?

I took a day off that day, which was specifically used to see a doctor. Well, I was sick.

On the morning when I was woken up by the alarm clock, I still couldn't sleep enough. I was tired and had already crawled into my dormitory, so even my breath was tired...

After washing up, prepare what I need, carry my backpack and set off with me. I still forgot breakfast. Maybe I don’t want to.

The familiar road, the usual sunshine, the ordinary feeling, and the music in the headphones are all tasteless. The feeling of riding on the road that I longed for very much at the beginning turned into numbness...

I felt no sense all the way, mechanically like a robot...

The place to go to see a doctor is near Phnom Penh International Airport, but I really don’t know how to go. Because, I just guessed that this might be the case.

Aren’t you afraid of getting lost? I’m afraid, but so what? I have to see a doctor. Moreover, the road, if you are lost, you will always be clear. Every lost road provides a message for my future road, and there is no lost road in vain.

Sure enough, I was really lost...?

I looked at the map, but I couldn't see any of it. Looking at a special building sign, I opened the mobile phone map, but I couldn't even open the mobile phone map.

The road of life is often like this, standing there, struggling and not knowing where to go.

It was not until I suddenly saw the English street sign at Phnom Penh International Airport that I saw the direction.

In this way, I found a place to see a doctor and also knew how serious my rhinitis was...

The right nostril has grown flesh and is almost blocked. As long as I press the left nostril, it is really difficult to breathe! I thought it was a nasal congestion, but it seems that I am really indifferent to my health.

It's already quiet, so quiet that I can look back on all the days I lived...

After folding your wings, quietly feel the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, quietly... quietly...

I am alive...

Although illness is very painful, it can calm your mind and see the world well.

"You go to Moniwang Avenue to find a clinic specializing in nasal treatment. There is no need to do surgery, just put some Chinese medicine, and more than 100 pieces of packs are cured!" said the old naughty doctor.

"Wow! Does it hurt so much?" I am a person who is very afraid of pain.

"It doesn't hurt, it can be cured if it's very comfortable!" There was a smile in his eyes that I couldn't see through.

Well, since he said so magical, I'll go and have a look. If it's really cured, more than a hundred yuan is worth it! I'm talking about US dollars...

After a few greetings, I rode back on the "Big Hei". Perhaps it was because I didn't take a serious look at the buildings on the roadside when I came, which led to my lack of direction when I returned, and I always felt like I was lost again.

Sure enough, I was lost...

Moreover, I almost crashed when I got lost. If it weren't for the "big black" brake system, I thought, I was either disabled or went to another world.

The reason I finally got back to the starting point is because there are two very tall building signs. With those two buildings, you can still take them back even if you get lost. Just like, it doesn’t matter if you get lost in life, but there must be a big sign that will allow you to find your way back.

After that, solve the lunch problem and continue to look for a clinic specializing in nasal treatment.

Looking for it is not what I am good at. However, I can still find what I want to find...

After entering the clinic, a middle-aged female nurse took me to the second floor to meet the attending doctor. The attending doctor was an uncle who looked over fifties and had a gentle and natural smile.

After he learned about the condition of my nose, he also analyzed it for me. He said that the subnasal nails inside my nose became edema due to inflammation caused by allergies.

I just want to know how to treat it.

He said that as long as Chinese medicine is poured into his nose, the edema flesh in the nose will become smaller, and it will be cured in about an hour. I was still worried about whether it would hurt.

He said he would put anesthetic first. OK...

Lying on the bench, I felt a little scared. Looking at the doctor, he was rolling up the cloth and soaking some anesthetics, and then stuffing the cloth into my nostrils. It was not like I usually stuffed with a tissue, but the feeling of pushing it to the end of my nostrils with force.

The first feeling at that time was that the body was very repulsive, which made the body extremely uncomfortable! Moreover, I, who had rhinitis, could feel some pain!

Huh, although I feel uncomfortable, who told me that I am sick? Tolerance...

After more than ten minutes, it was finally time to apply Chinese medicine.

However, the doctor felt so scary before applying Chinese medicine to my nose! He asked me meaningfully whether the headache was painful, and I said blankly that there was no.

At this time, the middle-aged female nurse brought another basin of water next to me, and there were many towels soaked in the water.

I wonder. Why do I need a towel? Will I bleed?

When I think of this, I get nervous! The doctor keeps saying, don’t be nervous, don’t be nervous...

Huh, take a deep breath! The middle-aged female nurse first covered my eyes with a wet towel, which made me feel very insecure. I don’t know how the doctor did it, and would he suddenly slash my nose? My mood was hesitant at that time.

When the doctor squeezed the cloth stained with Chinese medicine into my left nostril, at that moment, a strong pain spread from my nose, causing my muscles to tense up! It was really a pain! It was like sprinkling salt on a wound...

The left nostril is not as painful as the right nostril, so it is already so painful. What about the right? Before I could even imagine the pain, the doctor had already stuffed a cloth with Chinese medicine into my right nostril! The pain was so that my hands squeezed my thighs hard!

However, the middle-aged female nurse would help me relax my tight hands and rub my earlobes. It was also a treatment method that would make patients less painful.

The pain made me feel that my eyes seemed to have become a wavy floating feeling.

The body is very sensitive, and the discomfort caused by the pain makes the eyes cry naturally...

The old naughty doctor said that it won’t hurt? It’s all lie!

It hurts, it has been hurt for almost an hour, and finally I can pull out the cloth stained with Chinese medicine. The body seems to be relieved, and two lines of hot tears shed...

The doctor prescribed me medicine for more than ten days and asked me to take medicine on time. Oh, I have the medicine...

I was not sure whether it could be cured at the time, because it was said online that allergic rhinitis cannot be cured. Huh, but at least one expectation must be kept.

After leaving the clinic, I rode "Big Hei" back to the dormitory. I spent almost all my days riding, and the ride was the longest time I rode abroad. However, I was not tired...

Is it because the body is happy that I am willing to pay for it to treat it? It is good that it is happy.

When you are sick, the world is quiet.

Only, I am crazy... (To be continued)
Chapter completed!