My beginning of 2016 has half of my soul returned...

On the morning of New Year's Day, I slept until after nine o'clock. When I woke up, I felt dizzy and my whole body was sore. This was all the consequences of taking too much medicine...

The fatigue mixed with all kinds of emotions captured me, I was in pain, and my world was dark.

The sun was already full of enthusiasm outside, and I only felt the chill in my heart...

After getting everything ready, I rode "Big Hei" to the city center because I needed to chat with that person.

2013 was the most painful year since I thought about it. In that year, I, both my family, studies, and emotions, all fell into a trough. So in that year, my thoughts were very complicated and my mood was very chaotic, but in that year, I survived...

That year I wrote a lot of poems with complex emotions. Although they were all oil-filled, for me, it was very delicious oil.

After that year, I wanted to copy all the poems into my notebook. After all, in reality, the most secure reality is.

However, the plan never keeps up with the changes. Because I became obsessed with writing and then drawing, I didn’t leave time to copy the poems. This is one reason. Another reason is that the number of those poems is no less than 250, and laziness will be discouraged...

So, in the past few years after 2013, I kept walking forward and moving forward. Although I seemed to be walking quite fast, I seemed to be missing something. I didn’t know what it was before, but I thought about it for a long time and probably knew what I was missing.

That thing is called calmness.

In recent years, I have only thought about rushing forward desperately, but I have never been willing to calm down and reflect on my past. This will only make me more impetuous and my heart become more and more empty.

When I arrived in the city center, I still used to order some food on the top floor of Suliya Supermarket, and then chatted with myself quietly.

That day, I copied ten pages of poems.

There is only one feeling, such as the fulfilling joy of learning in the age of reading.

In the process of copying poems, my fingers can reminisce about the handwritten memories in the reading era, and my heart can feel the feelings of that year again...

Yes, the Internet and mobile writing really occupy the most natural and beautiful things. Convenience is convenience, but some beauty is irreplaceable by technology. Just like human feelings.

After chatting with me, I listened to the songs with a good mood while returning home with "Da Hei".

On the same long road, I was so tired that I was dehydrated when I first started riding, but at that time I could ride back to the dormitory without stopping, and I wasn't very tired. Maybe conquest would take a process.

On New Year's Day evening, I originally planned to draw a few paintings. However, God brought me a small gift...

At that time, the WiFi in my dormitory had not been connected for a long time, but on New Year's Day, it was magically connected! And it has not been interrupted yet. The most important thing is that I also downloaded "Monster Hunt" to watch...

Since I arrived in that country, I have never watched new movies. Every time I see many domestic movies online, the box office has been over 100 million. I really want to watch them, but I can't.

So, when I was able to watch "The Monster Hunt", I was so excited!

At that time, I was lonely. It was not that others were far away from me, but that I hid myself, because I was trapped in a very complex world. Therefore, my emotions were uncontrollable from time to time. The best way was to be alone and calm...

In 2016, I think it is destined to be full of challenges! In these challenges, can I break through myself and go to the point I want to go? I don’t know, but I will work harder in the process.

This year is also a very critical turning point for me. Whether I can train myself from a spiritual child to an adult is crucial this year.

Maybe, I will return in triumph. Or maybe, I will lose all my money.

Anyway, I'm on the road...

Time continues to go.

One evening, I rode around the "Big Hei" and then returned to the dormitory. Well, take a shower with great pleasure!

Take off your shirt, take off your belt, and then pull the zipper to the end, and just about to take off your pants, the phone ringing of "Those Dreams That You Adventurous" sounded...

OK, answer the phone first.

"Hey, Sister Lina."

"Come here now."

I looked down and said, "Uh... Is there something urgent?"

“…………………………”

"Oh, I get it, I'll go there now."

"Come to the office."

beep……

Huh, I agreed to take a good bath, but I didn't feel happy at once...

Zippers are pulled up, belts are put on, tops are put on, well, go to the office.

Will my 2016 surprise me?

Those days were full of challenges. It can be said that they were all heading towards the path with the greatest resistance. After all, there was only that path.

In the past, when faced with challenges, I was afraid. At that time, I also learned to be numb. In other words, except for feeling a little complicated, I didn’t have many other feelings…

Doing things is just about being a human being. It is difficult to be a human being, and it will be difficult to do things. Being a human being can make twice the result with half the effort when doing things. This feels like this.

During those days, I saw so many strange and strange angry faces and heard so many strange and strange words. They were all because of two words, being a human being.

If people do not do well, the wrong way of doing things will cause things to deteriorate continuously, which will affect the overall benefits. As I see more and hear more, I seem to be able to accept the reality of society more and more.

Everyone has their own difficulties, and everyone has their own annoying things. When the two accidentally get together, the fire of anger will burn, and it will burn more and more fiercely.

When I saw a middle-aged female factory manager who was gentle as a sheep at the beginning, and a gentle smile, suddenly turned into a female wild wolf full of swear words and an angry face, after experiencing the blows of problems and being disturbed by many complicated things, I thought, I was walking on her way...

Sister Lina said she could understand. Because this job is like this. However, she did not expect that the power of her anger herself was not as powerful as that of the female factory manager.

So she smiled and said to me, "Jinlong, look at it, you still say I'm fierce..."

I replied with a smile: "Have I ever said you are fierce?"

But she joked: "I know you must think so!"

OK, women's world. Alas...

It feels very difficult to take over Sister Lina's order, but one step is one step. Who knows what the future will be like?

Archimedes said: "Give me a fulcrum and I will pry the entire earth."

Then I said to myself, "Give me a trust and I will give you a miracle."

That's what I thought at that time... (To be continued)
Chapter completed!