May 2016 was a lucky month for me.

So, how can you be considered lucky?

Well, from my point of view, what I want and dreams are true, this is luck.

Some luck is the right time, place, and people, while some luck is to get the world they want through hard work.

My May, very free May. Freedom means I have a lot of time to do what I want to do.

However, too much time is not necessarily a good thing. It is too much because of too much, it is too much, it is too much boring, it is too much to cherish, and it is not known to cherish it. Unless you have something you love very much in your heart to do.

My love has been worn out, and my heart is filled with a pool of stagnant water that lacks vitality.

Suddenly I felt that it was a happy thing for people to find their own love in their lives. I used to think I had found it, but time proved it to me again and again, and I thought too much...

When I first wrote the first draft of "The Girls I Like", I did feel an unprecedented enthusiasm for writing, but the other things I wrote later were full of boredom and enthusiasm, and it was no longer there.

When I first started to experience the feeling of a small trip alone in college, the enthusiasm for travel was hot in my heart. Even if I just went to a big park, I felt very happy. As time proved the law, I went to many places for a small trip, and finally even my enthusiasm for travel became numb. Even if I went to that country to see Angkor Wat, one of the four ancient civilizations of the East, and even went to Bali, Indonesia, which I longed for when I was a child, I found that my inner happiness was far less than the happiness I had when I first took a bus to a big park in college.

When I started to learn how to draw by myself, even though the paintings I drew looked awkward, I was very excited! Well, I drew more than 200 paintings at that time, and my painting skills improved. However, after each painting, I felt a little joy. Although I was better than before...

The days when I wrote songs in my second job were the most enthusiastic. When I went to work, when the inspiration for melody floated through my mind, I would try my best to repeat the melody in my mind until I got off work and record it. After all, I couldn’t play with my phone at work. I liked it so much that I even gave up the afternoon sleep every day. Although I would probably "fish" at the afternoon. But at that time, the inspiration for melody existed in my mind like rain, but I turned a blind eye. It seemed that I could no longer find the motivation to write songs...

It’s the same with dancing. In my third job, I even jumped up from time to time when I walked. Every night after get off work, I looked in the mirror and started music, and I jumped up. Although I didn’t know what I was dancing... At that time, although I could still dance, my enthusiasm was no longer there...

I have had so much enthusiasm. At that time, the time I used to rely on was squeezed out in my overall time, from work hours, from rest hours...

At that time, there was a lot of time, but I didn’t have enthusiasm, I was bored and bored. That feeling was a waste of time.

If time is too free, laziness will become more and more rampant. If you are used to laziness, you have not worked overtime for almost two months. When you suddenly need me to work overtime, I feel very uncomfortable. Too much time and don’t know how to make good use of it, it is easy for a person to have bad habits...

Since May is so free and makes my enthusiasm more and more numb, how can it be considered lucky?

The luck that Sagittarius carries has allowed me to watch several popular movies I want to watch, such as "Charlotte's Troubles" and "The Dragon Search". Also, after watching the TV series "Forensic Pioneer 3" that I had not finished watching at the beginning, all of which require a relatively strong WiFi signal. I personally cannot control these things unless the objective will help me.

There were several work difficulties that bothered me in those days. I thought I would be very busy before going home. Unexpectedly, when I faced them one by one, the difficulties were destroyed without any obstacles! In addition to my own luck, I also needed to face them myself without escaping. So, I sat down happily again soon...

God gives me enough time, which should be to let me do what I want and must do. Well, my spiritual world must rotate normally, otherwise, I will become very depraved and my life will be full of darkness.

However, it was already difficult for me to find a feeling at that time. Even if I had a feeling, it was difficult to start. It seemed that there was always a need for a motivation to drive me...

Well, just when I was hesitating, I made a mistake at work and was scolded by Sister Lina. In an instant, the motivation for writing came!

When I was halfway through, her anger towards me also dissipated normally. It was as if she had never scolded me.

So, I am lucky. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!