Loneliness is a carnival for one person, and carnival is a loneliness for a group of people.

In fact, my personality is relatively reserved, so it is slow to warm up. I can't fully devote myself to the scene of a carnival all at once.

What's more, half of the carnival scenes are people I don't know. Then, it will only slow down the heat up...

I like to sing K, but I usually feel a little nervous. I am like this in front of acquaintances. So what about in front of strangers?

I drank a few beer quietly, dizzy and had no excitement.

My little niece, who is still in kindergarten, is riding on my thigh and not letting me watch the screen. Okay, then click two songs...

It was my turn to sing only two songs, but those I didn't know kept cutting the song in. It felt like if I hadn't cut the song myself that night, it wouldn't have been like the two songs I ordered.

This rhythm is really a bit wrong. Shouldn’t it be celebrated for my second sister’s birthday? Why does it seem like it’s a carnival KTV with those who I don’t know?

Those people I don't know are indeed more excited, but the rhythm is not very suitable for us. They belong to the more noisy active group, while our side is the relatively quiet passive group.

After waiting for a long time, it was finally my turn to sing normally. However, I couldn't sing. In addition to being unable to sing high notes, there is another very important reason - I feel particularly nervous when singing in front of a group of strangers.

Therefore, I sang it in a hurry and stopped singing, and I couldn't drink much wine. I just wanted to leave the carnival scene as soon as possible. There, every breath was depressed...

Perhaps, there is nothing wrong with all this, it is just my personality. Compared to the noisy carnival, I still prefer a quiet atmosphere...

The lights and wine are full of vision, bitter taste, harsh hearing, disgusting smoke smell, numb touch, and feeling I don't like.

I quietly returned to the hotel room, lay quietly on the bed, and quietly thought about my heart, how difficult it is to societe me...

Perhaps for me, loneliness is a carnival for one person. Carnival is a loneliness for one person.

Quietly...

Time continues to go.

Before, I had never had a dating before, but I helped the dating person to solve the so-called romance problem. How awkward is that?

Now, although I have photographed and procrastinated, I still feel very naive. I can't help myself at all, but I'm still pretending...

When I was still in my hometown at one of the first day in Beijing time, I suddenly received a WeChat message from Yan Zi. According to Phnom Penh time, she sent me WeChat message at 0:00 a.m. in Phnom Penh.

I was a little surprised at that time because she usually went to bed early and sent me WeChat so late. What was the reason?

Could it be that she wants to confess to me? Such a guess came to my mind inexplicably...

It's late at night, the moon is dark and the wind is high, and the man and the woman are lonely... Some slightly abnormal situations begin to appear in my mind...

"I have a question I want to ask you. My friend asked me, but I don't understand. I ask you."

"The problem of the gods?" I was confused inside.

"I'll ask you. A woman, her boyfriend asked her to take off her clothes and show her body. If she didn't take it off, she would ignore her for two days. A few days ago, she said, 'Do you think it's interesting to us like this?' Then he said, 'It'll be fine if it's just one."

After reading the WeChat message she sent, I was shocked! It turned out that my boyfriend would make such a request?! Of course, I felt relieved...

Before I could reply, she sent a few embarrassing expressions and said, "A friend of mine asked me, I am not a man, I don't understand. Since that's the case, will my friend still be with him? She likes him very much... so ask you. You are a man."

I replied in a daze: "The world is so big, it's true that there are all kinds of wonders..."

She smiled and asked me, "What do you think?"

Well, think deeply and reply: "If that man really loved your friend, he wouldn't make such requests or say such words... It's obvious that the man has a playful attitude."

She should have her own thoughts: "I think so too. It means that the man doesn't like her at all, right?!"

Actually, I was also afraid that I would say the wrong thing: "It should be."

But she completely felt that my statement was correct: "Yes! Otherwise, how could it be possible to make that request? She doesn't respect her."

The problem is that even I was infected by her: "Yes, it's obviously a scumbag!"

She smiled.

Then, she sent another sentence: "But she said that the man passed this passage to her in English."

I read that English passage and it looks like this: Some.times.I.really.want.to.forget.you, just.remember.that.in.this.world, however, I.often.forget.the.whole.world, just.remember.that.you.

It means: Sometimes I really want to forget you and only remember this world, but I often forget the whole world and only remember you.

At that time, I felt that I was so talented!

She continued: "What does this mean? Then, she originally wanted to agree... but the man sent her this sentence again, 'You have been pushing like this once, do you dare to ask for a second time?' She is in a worse mood now. I don't understand these things, she wants me to help, but I am not a man."

At that time, I was wondering, how could such a talented person make such a request? I didn't believe it, so I copied and pasted that passage in English to Baidu to search. Sure enough...

I replied like this: "It's not interesting. This is a scumbag who uses to deceive girls... Obviously, this sentence is searched on Baidu and copied and pasted to your friend. It's not written by him at all... I really don't believe that people who write such beautiful sentences will make that kind of request. That man is really scumbag..."

After posting this sentence, I suddenly felt something was wrong. How did I say it seems that I understand the essence of a scumbag? Uh...

After reading it, she smiled and replied: "Haha, it seems to make sense."

I asked her to search on Baidu and I would definitely see that English section.

After she went to see it, she said she wanted to tell her friend that it was not worth it.

I also said with a short circuit: "Well, don't go the wrong way because of a moment of confusion..." Similarly, I said like a great god...

She smiled and thanked me.

After that, I chatted a little, and it became late at night...

She sent me a good night picture, which was a pair of cute pets sleeping together, and then a red heart floated out, with the word "good night" in the red heart.

Seeing that "good night", I was thinking about it again...
Chapter completed!