Chapter 160
What can persist is the myth, and what can’t persist is a joke. This sentence is completely vividly portrayed in that new experience.
Three days seem to be just three days. But for that new experience place, three days are extremely long. Most people who are just going to experience it will give up after only three days, and the time for giving up mainly stays on the first day, the first and the second day.
Before I entered, I really couldn't imagine how terrifying the place where I had the new experience. After I entered, well, it was indeed the case. It was even more intense than my second job!
Judging from my experience of working at night shifts, the process is as follows: the meeting is at 7:45 pm and start work at 8:00 pm. The mobile phone cannot be brought in. If there is one of its own cabinets, it can be placed in the cabinet at the door. If not, it will be handed over to the security guard for security. The first round of get off work time is 11:30 pm. We need to discuss with our colleagues who will rest first and who will stay to continue working. The rest time is half an hour. If the mobile phone is placed in the cabinet, you can take it out and play and relax. If the mobile phone has been handed over to the security guard for security, you will have to wait until the next morning to get off work, because the security guard has already gotten off work. After the rest, we will continue to work until five:30 pm to have half an hour off. We also need to discuss who will rest first and who will stay for work. After the rest, we will work until eight in the morning.
The twelve hours spent in it, and the rest time was only one hour in total. Especially in the middle, you had to work at least five hours in a row.
The above may not explain why so many people can't hold on. After all, there are many people working longer in other places.
There were three buddies who went in with me, namely Brother A, Brother B, and Brother C. (Purely for the sake of easy description)
On the first night, I was responsible for driving seven or eight machines that didn't run very fast, so I felt OK. However, when the time entered the second half of the night, my legs began to become very sore! Moreover, I didn't eat before going to night shift. So, the energy was consumed very quickly...
When I went to get the materials, I went to see Brother A. It turned out that he drove five or six units, but the speed was relatively fast.
He asked me with a tired look on his face. I smiled and said, "It's OK."
If you don’t have a stool, your legs will be sore, which is normal, I know. I have experienced it in my second job. If you have been in a longer period of time, you will feel less. Therefore, leg pain is not a problem.
Maybe it was too long since I tried to stand for so long, after all, it was eleven hours at the beginning! And the rest time in between was so short! Although my second job was to work standing, at least lunch and dinner time were enough to make people rest. I can only say that the time arrangement of the new experience place was too inhumane.
When I was at 5:30 the next morning, I was so thirsty and wanted to drink water. But early in the morning, it was closed everywhere. But I remember that there seemed to be a convenience store nearby, which was probably open for 24 hours, so I walked to buy a bottle of water.
As a result, after walking over, I found that the door was also closed. I was in a bad mood at that time! I stood for so long and wanted to sit down and rest, but I still walked for a while. It took me more than ten minutes, which made my feet even more tired!
Fortunately, there is a breakfast shop opposite. When I was off work in Xidesheng night shift, I passed by and remembered that I had done business very early.
I looked at the refrigerator and found that there was no water for sale, only some dairy products and mung bean ice. After asking the price, I fumbled in my trouser bag for a long time before I found the only four dollars left on my body, and one of them was a coin. I asked the boss worriedly if he would collect coins. Fortunately, she said something very good at making money: "Cache! Of course, collect! Coins are also money!"
So I handed the four dollars in a mess to the boss's hand, and took a piece of yogurt and a cup of mung bean ice.
While drinking mung bean ice happily, I sighed, why do I feel so down and out?
As I walked, I suddenly saw a beggar sleeping quietly by the bus stop.
Thinking about it in my heart, maybe he is the real downfall...
When I walked to the company's door, I only had ten minutes to rest. I was really tired! Isn't this what I want to experience?
Grudge your teeth! Keep working until you get off work!
After returning to the world of heart, after taking a shower, I felt much more comfortable! As soon as I went to bed, it was evening. Time was so fast that I had no sense of existence.
Get up and prepare, go buy a water cup and eat pork trotter rice, and start the second night!
During the meeting, I found that Brother A was gone. It seemed that he had chosen to give up...
As for Brother B and Brother C, they came in together.
That night, Brother B and I were transferred to the position where Brother A worked the night before, and Brother C also started the machine opposite us.
My legs were not so sore that night, but my stomach hurt. Perhaps it was the indigestion caused by drinking water after I finished eating the pig's feet and not waiting for it to digest for a while. Stomach pain can easily make people feel irritable.
The working environment does not allow me to sit or slow down. After all, the startup rate is very important to the company!
I endured the pain in my stomach until the second half of the night. However, what I didn’t expect was that Brother B and Brother C actually stopped doing it halfway!
What does this mean? It means that I have to take care of Brother B's job, so I have to drive ten machines and keep the speed as fast as possible to make every machine run.
Even if my stomach doesn’t hurt, I might not be able to eat these ten machines in a row. What’s more, my stomach hurts.
At that time, the idea of "giving up" began to emerge in my mind, but on the other hand, the belief in "persistence" kept pulling me. That feeling was extremely tormenting!
After finally staying until half past five, I quietly walked to the door and sat on the side of the road. What are I doing? I quietly thought about what I could get if I persist, and what I could get if I gave up...
At that time, I saw a puppy with one leg on the other side of the road running, looking for food on the roadside to support it to survive.
I just thought, although it is lame, it still works hard to survive! And what about me?
After sitting for half an hour, I felt that my stomach was no longer hurting after standing up. If the company had enough rest time, maybe so many people wouldn't be able to hold on...
My stomach doesn’t hurt, and suddenly became full of motivation. All ten machines were driven very smoothly, which can be said to have stimulated my desire to like to challenge!
The remaining two hours should be the two most passionate hours I did in that new experience.
An old employee who works next to me likes to talk about topics that new employees can't hold on. When he knew that Brother B and Brother C would not work in the middle, he smiled and said to me, "Young man, hold on! Persistence is victory!"
However, I did have the heart to continue to persevere at that time.
On the third night, during the meeting, I found that more than half of the people were missing. Some people said that four people came last night, six of them walked away... The rest were all laughter from old employees.
It’s a myth that can persist, and it’s a joke that can’t persist. It’s so vivid!
At the beginning of the third night, I felt in good condition! My legs are not sore and my stomach is not hurt. It can be said that it is the best condition!
However, when I wanted to drink water, I found that the employees on the day shift had finished drinking bottled water, and none of us on the night shift had water left.
Thirst can easily affect a person's emotions.
Later, the old employee who likes to complain that the new employee can't hold on said that he wanted to go out to buy water, and whether he should buy it for me. He was about to feel like drinking water, and he was excited! I immediately gave him money and asked him to buy it for me.
Well, after I bought a large bottle of Yibao pure water, I couldn't help but take a few sips! But it was too cold!
In this way, everything began to approach giving up...
Because I drank too cold water, my stomach became uncomfortable again! In addition, the work intensity was still the job of a person who was responsible for several people, so my mood had become very irritable and uneasy!
The most difficult thing is not physical pain, but psychological pain, let alone the pain caused by the coexistence of physiological and psychological?
In the middle of the night, my legs became very tired! My stomach hurt so much that I wanted to roll! My fingers also started to itch and start to produce pus due to the long soaking of cutting fluid! Is all this suitable for my growth?
This kind of fatigue can really make me successful? Although my second job was tiring, it was a happy tiredness, and I could still think. And in that new experience, it was difficult to feel happiness, let alone thinking, except for feeling the complete fatigue. I seemed to be a ascetic...
"Persistence" and "giving up" kept fighting each other in my mind, and I didn't know which one would win.
But, I told myself that even if I want to give up, I must insist on working until I get off work. As a person, there must be a beginning and an end!
Because after Brother B and Brother C stopped working the middle the night before, their work efficiency was greatly reduced, and some managers turned on the machine in person. In other words, this is a bit like harming people. If you want to leave, leave early and leave halfway to work, isn’t that causing trouble for people?
So, I worked hard to hold on. Moreover, the quality of my work has not declined. I can do it well and try to do it well.
During the process of holding on, I always wondered whether such a difficult environment could make me successful. Perhaps, that new experience can really make me successful, but I can't bear the intensity of work and some health effects on my body.
However, because of those three days of hard experience, I was forced into a desperate situation. This made me go straight to face the field that I always wanted to break through but never dared to break through. Maybe, this can be said to have made me indirectly...
Hardships can indeed make me successful, but I have to choose a range that I can bear. I cannot be an ascetic who uses my life to do experiments.
So, in the end, I lasted until the third day. Give up, it was still interpreted in me.
When I was about to leave the company's door, an old employee from another group advised me to persist no matter how difficult it is to persist, and I might have to change my shift. However, will the shift change change? The time to rest is still only half an hour, and my fingers will still be soaked in cutting fluid until I have skin diseases...
Give up, give up.
This is my first job that only has three days of work, which is the first time. Moreover, the amount of labor in three days is not rewarded. These can become jokes for old employees.
Well, although I don’t have the reward of the amount of labor in those three days, the experience of those three days made me feel something and also brought me some things. Those things are more important than the money I could get in those three days. Or it can be said that those things are the real rewards.
Nothing is in vain. My motto remains the same.
Of course, I've become a joke now.
Well, smile more, the world may be better!
Huh, I didn’t have much time to write something with my mood in those days. I felt like I was shaking my time and mood again. I really wanted to say: “I’m hungry!”
"You're second?"
"I love it!" (To be continued)
Chapter completed!