I feel like there is a "March Wind" in this city, which is really good!

Whether you are in a good mood or not, it feels very meaningful to go there and sit there.

That night, as usual, I rode "Little Perfect" over and thought there were many things to write, but after sitting down, my head felt blank. I just wanted to look at the night sky, the men, women, and young people running, the shadows under the light, and listen to the music I like...

Then, I wanted to ride back on "Little Perfect"...

Although it seems like a meaningless trip, meaning comes out unknowingly.

Just like, I still wrote something in "March Wind"...

That night, Auntie talked to me about my future marriage issues. This cannot be avoided because my current age is already at an age in Auntie's eyes. She didn't know how much she hoped that I would get married and have children quickly and achieve the great cause of inheritance.

I'm not mentally prepared for all this.

Whenever I say that I am still young, my aunt will give some examples of someone who is so young and becoming a father.

So, I said in my third identity: "There is no way, who told your son to be so ugly, no one likes him?"

Then, very well, my aunt also fought back as a third person: "My son is ugly? Humph! I tell you, you will know in the future! When you have a son, you can see if your son is as handsome as my son!"

I smiled...

In my heart, I am inferior. But in my aunt's heart, I am her pride!

When I was in love, I always felt inferior and thought that I was very bad and had no advantages, but my aunt and second sister would think that they were not lucky enough to enter our Liu family.

Although it is a bit inappropriate for Aunt and Second Sister to raise our Liu family like this, they do love me very much and take into account my inner feelings. So, breaking up is not a big deal...

Aunt has been speaking more and more special recently, and her tone of speaking has become more powerful and firm.

Auntie told me a topic about human relationships and worldly affairs. Before Auntie started talking, I complained about the horror of human relationships and worldly affairs...

However, Aunt said to me quietly: "Listen to me quietly."

Later, Aunt told me about the causes and consequences of the rippling relationship between Uncle Shen and our family.

Uncle Shen was our neighbor when we were growing vegetables in Daling Mountain, Dongguan, and we had a good relationship with our family.

During the Chinese New Year, Uncle Shen would sometimes come to our house to visit us, but our house had never visited them.

Once, their new house was joined and we invited us to have a drink. But my uncle was not in good health at that time, and my aunt was also worried about it, so she didn't go.

Since then, Uncle Shen has never called me again. After learning about some deeper human nature on some special occasions, my aunt realized that she had made an irreversible mistake. That is, even if she didn't personally go to congratulate Uncle Shen on her new house, at least she had to call her to congratulate or ask someone to give her money to her. Unfortunately, she didn't.

Therefore, my aunt remembered this lesson deeply.

Since then, some relatives said they wanted to invite our family to drink and so on, and my aunt tried to take time to congratulate them as much as possible. Because if others have happy events, you really don’t give face. Why is a happy event a happy event? It’s a happy event that requires more people to celebrate the fun, so it’s a happy event. If you don’t come, you won’t come. Indeed, if you are yourself, your mood will be greatly reduced.

I only began to understand why my aunt asked me to accompany her every time she wanted to go to a wedding banquet. But I almost never went...

Aunt said: "I just didn't learn it when I was young. Your grandmother left when I was in her twenties and didn't teach me. These are all things I have figured out bit by bit. Now I want to teach my children..."

Well, my aunt is a very good and very good mother!

Afterwards, I talked to Auntie about the fact that I had nothing to say about the girl...

My aunt said, "Actually, whether you have something to talk about or not can't decide anything. Just like when you and your uncle were young, every time we saw him, we both had nothing to talk about. When we couldn't see him, we would really want to see him. But when I walked past him, even when I stood in front of him, I didn't know what to say. I really don't understand what the hell is this. I can talk well with other boys except him, and I can't finish talking about a lot of topics. When the boys were drooling, they just didn't talk to your uncle at all."

I laughed: "I'm all saliva flowing? Auntie, you were so beautiful when you were young?"

My aunt smiled and patted me: "What are you laughing at? Although you are not very beautiful, you are not bad either. Whether you look at a person's beauty or not is the most important thing is to look at a person's temperament."

I smile.

Although it’s a pity that I have never seen my aunt when she was young, and there are no photos of her when she was young, I know that my aunt must have been a big beauty when she was young!

Aunt taught me a lot. If I sort it out bit by bit, maybe I can write it into a book.

Time continues to go.

In the world, some people live in reality, and some people live in virtuality.

And in the virtual world, some live on WeChat, some live on QQ, and some live on Weibo...

Isn't it all their own choice?

Before I had a mobile phone, I lived in a world of reality and fantasy. At least, there was no need to consider whether I cared about other people's eyes, because there were no bystanders at all.

When I went to high school and had my first mobile phone, learned to surf the Internet, and had my first QQ, I began to fall into the virtual world.

The virtual world is very tempting because others cannot see my expression in person and quickly see through my psychological activities, and there is also an inexplicable sense of psychological security. Just like when you are in a bad mood, you send a negative energy statement. Friends may ask you what's wrong. In fact, you just want to vent your feelings and don't want others to think of you, so your reply is nothing. Such a reply is simply inconspicuous, and therefore, you have a sense of psychological security. Some words you want someone to know, but you don't want to say it explicitly, so you use the virtual world to indirectly reveal your voice. Although someone still doesn't know, your heart will feel a little comforted because it is expressed indirectly.

In the virtual world, I first came into contact with QQ, so I prefer QQ. However, it is not QQ chat, but writing and posting photos in QQ space.

In QQ space, I feel a sense of intimacy. After all, it was the first virtual world to be accepted by my spiritual world after I really came into contact with the Internet.

Later, I came into contact with Weibo when I was in college.

At the beginning, it was a little fresh. But over time, I found that I only repost other people’s Weibo more on Weibo. Or, I just looked at some funny and popular Weibo posts. It seems that I can’t find any sense of existence on Weibo.

In my eyes, Weibo belongs to those with wide interpersonal relationships and is not very suitable for people like me. Therefore, Weibo is just a small space for occasionally watching jokes for me.

Later, the more popular WeChat caught up with the trend.

For a time, I don’t know how many people focused their attention from QQ chat and Weibo to WeChat. After all, there were a lot of innovations.

I entered WeChat because Feifei took me in. To be honest, if Feifei hadn't taught me to play WeChat at that time, maybe I might not have been able to contact WeChat now. Similarly, it is still a space that is more good at chatting. And I am not very good at chatting unless I talk to a very special person...

Later, the WeChat boom drove a new business opportunity - WeChat business. I have nothing to support or not, because my WeChat was unable to be used because I went abroad. After all, verification requires the mobile phone number to receive the verification code, but the mobile phone number was scrapped.

So, I reopened a WeChat message in that country. However, I did not add any of my previous WeChat friends. The reason is that I rarely go to WeChat now. For me, WeChat seems to lose its meaning without chatting. And I really don’t know how to chat...

In the end, I chose to be active in the QQ space I liked since I was. In QQ space, if I love to compare too much, it will be very hurt. For example, if I post a message, it is difficult to exceed 100 people. Even if I have tried it once or twice, the probability is very low. Some friends who have good interpersonal relationships will post a message casually, and the number of people who have viewed over 100 or a small number, and some are still two or three hundred. Not only the number of people who view it, some can even make more comments to the screen. These are the differences. If you care too much, your heart will be extremely unbalanced.

At first, I really cared about it. But thinking about it, my interpersonal relationships are indeed bad, which is a fact. So, after that, I focused all my attention on my spiritual world.

At least, I have written more than 500 journals so far, with almost 600,000 words. Although they are all made up of some ordinary words and sentences, I feel that as a person who is not a full-time writer, being able to write this way is really more proud than the so-called number of views and comments!

However, the virtual world is a virtual world after all. People must survive in reality.

Therefore, sometimes when you see the special light emitted from the innocent eyes of some children, you will feel like you have seen a new world in your heart.

No matter where you live, as long as you truly live and live the feeling you want, it will be worth it. (To be continued)
Chapter completed!