Chapter 212
Time is like water in the ocean. As long as you are still alive, there will be no need to squeeze, it just depends on whether you want to drink it...
The pace of life now is to go to work at 8 o'clock in the morning and return to "Heart World" at around 10 o'clock in the evening. There is half an hour of meal time at noon and evening.
I spent seven days getting used to this rhythm and completely convinced myself in the past...
In the past, I would definitely feel that time was too little to do what I wanted to do, which would bring a feeling of fatigue and powerlessness.
Indeed, a few days after the sixth job started, I really got to the point of exhaustion at work. Long working hours were not a problem. The problem was that I didn’t have enough time to give my spiritual world an output, and I didn’t even have nap time that I should have and could use. When my spiritual world has no output, my dream motivation will weaken, and I will not be able to maintain my passion to work, so I will be very tired.
But when I ate a little faster, I found that the rest time at noon and evening would be several more minutes. Because of these several minutes, I began to know how to cherish...
Even if I can only touch my phone in ten minutes, I can write hundreds of words to form the sentences I want and match the mood I want.
So, my mentality began to change...
Perhaps, dreams can only grow in difficult environments and can withstand the blows of wind and rain. Flowers growing in the greenhouse often cannot truly face the world. Just like, when you only pursue your dreams when you are fully sufficient time or fully satisfied, then even when you feel that you have realized your dream, you may suddenly wake up, your dreams are like a dream, and you wake up accidentally.
I asked myself, do you want to dream or do you need more time to rest?
I seriously recalled my past work, those pasts with a lot of free time...
I don’t have to go to work at night when I first work, but I just play with the computer;
The nap time for the second job was more than one hour, but at that time I made full use of that hour. Not only did I write a lot of songs, but I also started writing a lot of first drafts of "The Girls I Like". However, after getting off work at 8 o'clock in the evening, I just watched TV;
The third job was also more than one hour of nap time, which I spent all of my meals and sleeping. Although it was only half a minute in the evening, I used it to write a lot of things. After getting off work at 9 o'clock in the evening, I spent mainly dancing, reading and painting;
The fourth job is half a minute of nap time, which I use to sleep. I usually don’t have to go to work at night, but I didn’t make good use of it, just drew some paintings;
The schedule for the fifth job is the same as the sixth job, and it is not even as busy as the sixth job, but I can’t adapt and spend more time sleeping. Although the fifth job only took three days...
No matter how you look at the sixth job, it is more important than the schedule of any job I have in the past. Logically, I cannot accept this kind of time-pressing job, but I have accepted it.
Because, the self in my heart told me that he wanted dreams. More importantly, the self in my heart knew very well. The better the environment, the easier it was to destroy myself, unless those good environments were achieved little by little by little. Just like the five months of unemployment, the time of freedom was simply beyond any big holiday I had been studying for many years, but I was unable to make full use of those sufficient time, and more naturally let them flow away from me.
Really, seeing yourself clearly is a person who is in blessings and does not know how to be blessed. Or, for yourself, you can only understand what blessings are in suffering.
So, I think it is meaningful for God to get me into this job. I need this environment to temper my mind and at the same time I want my dreams to withstand the test.
This job can be said to be a holiday. When you are busy, there is no holiday on weekends after a month, not to mention that there is no holiday on weekends, not to mention that there is no holiday on weekends. Therefore, there is no difference between weekends and Mondays and Saturdays. The only difference is that overtime pay is different, that's all.
So, I can say that I work with a mentality of working from now on, from now on, to New Year's Day to see if there is a holiday, and if there is no holiday, I will continue to work hard until the New Year. Well, it's that real.
There have been many product quality problems these days, so I worked overtime until 10 o'clock every day. At first, I felt uncomfortable, but when I got used to it, I became dull.
Until the cold-faced boss suddenly informed me at 7:30 tonight (I will add who he is) that I suddenly found that feeling--like the moment when the student started rushing out of the campus during the winter and summer vacations, the office workers started rushing to the station on a long holiday, the birds in cages regained their freedom for a long time and flew into the sky, the moment when the mentally ill rushed out of the mental hospital with excitement.
Well, I actually think this is a sudden happiness!
Isn’t this just a normal job? But why do I feel as happy as if I’m on vacation?
Perhaps, this is the mentality of knowing how to cherish...
If there is a lot of time, it does not necessarily mean happiness; if there is little time, it does not necessarily mean happiness. On the contrary, the less you are, the deeper you are in happiness.
The easier it is to get what you get, the less you know how to cherish it, but you will regret it after losing it. And the harder you get to get what you get, even if you taste a little sweetness, you will feel that the whole world is just a big smile. This is the difference, and this is the characteristic of human nature.
Tomorrow I will start wearing dsx work clothes, start to have my own work card and meal card, start to have my own fingerprint check-in and facial check-in, and truly start the journey of my sixth job. Think about it, I am a little excited!
The sixth job can be said to be a small comprehensive of all my previous jobs. It has the dance before work in my first job, the similar work environment in my second and third jobs, the familiar face in my fourth job, and the time schedule in my fifth job... Although the similarity is not absolute, it feels very reminiscent.
I feel good to eat in the Red Apple Cafeteria these days, which is very suitable for my taste. Moreover, what I am most satisfied with is that I can swipe the card after I have a meal card, and the money is deducted from my salary. This is a god-like rescue for my almost exhausted wallet! You know, I will at least have to wait until the end of this year to get my salary this month, so the money for me is a "national first-class protected still life" at this time!
Well, this is another arrangement given to me by God.
I feel that my sixth job was simply tailored for me by God.
I need this kind of environment and also need to save money. Well, the environment is already obvious enough, and the funds are saved unconditionally as I don’t have any vacations, and the meals can be paid in my salary. I have given all I need.
Huh~ I remembered the sentence I saw when I was working for my fifth job: The more difficult and difficult the environment is, the more it can make you successful.
May I enjoy the hardships and hardships, and then continue to pursue my dreams with a smile.
Chapter completed!