"The Road Home" - 2013.11.8

After get off work, in the rhythm of the night, there are beautiful melodies and wonderful notes that line the home.

Tonight is the latest time I have since I worked here. There is nothing unhappy, I just want to learn and see.

Put on my headphones and ride on the "Rich Red", and I was as casual as the protagonist on the way home. The people at the intersection were messy in the traffic lights, and I watched.

On the road, the lights were bright and flooded the starry sky. Only a smile-like crescent moon was beautiful. There was less traffic, so I rode very comfortably and naturally hummed the music floating out of my headphones. I looked at the pedestrians, and the pedestrians didn't know that I was looking at them. The interlaced scenery was telling the magic of change.

The music in the headphones played the sad part, and my feelings changed and became more affectionate. Is that person losing?! The wind is crying?! What about me? Is it pitiful? Life became dim in an instant, just for a moment. It seemed that the originally happy life suddenly encountered a sad accident and became worried.

The car continues to ride. The lights are getting less and less, and the night is getting darker. Is life so dark? Relying on the memory of feeling, we judge the route and move forward slowly.

The music is still a feeling of sadness. I looked at the night sky with sensibility. Ah! The night view of the stars and moons is actually present! The crescent moon is still the same smile, and the more are the shining "eyes" of hope. The hazy smoke can be seen on the mountainside in the distance, like the "Jiangnan Water Town" at night. It's so beautiful!

It is easier to see the rare natural beauty in the night when it is dark. So, what about life? I think it should be the same.

As I looked at it, I thought about it, I got home.

Turn on the lights at home. Although I was the only one at home, I knew that they would come back when dawn came.

I am waiting actively and believing.

I realized that the music in the headphones was no longer sad...

"Triple Changes in Mood" - 2013.11.18

The day before yesterday, I was normal.

Yesterday, I was a little normal.

Today, I'm not normal...

The night before yesterday, I got off work at 20 o'clock, and because I had to count the goods, I left the "uncle" who came one day later than me to help the team leader. I kept counting and counting...

Others got off work at 22 o'clock and left. We were still counting it, and I felt very tired! After all, I had to work overtime the next day...

However, things always go fantastic.

In order to thank us, the team leader invited us to have a midnight snack. After a month, I had dinner with the team leader for the first time. I felt a little special. There were two people in the same journey, one was the transferor, and I called him "Big Brother". The other was the cousin of the team leader. I had seen him but had never talked to him.

Okay, after arriving at the midnight snack destination, the team leader ordered the dishes very easily. The "uncle" actively bought a bottle of liquor and ordered a few beers. I was not actually hungry, but I was just unable to give up my affection. During the time when the dishes were served, another fat uncle came, and the chat time officially began!

What are you talking about? The influence of society is everywhere. The topics you talk about are either salary or company, or those things that are very sensitive to men. Just get used to it. If you listen too much, you will understand it subtly.

During the chat, I found that they were all like a different person, smoking and vomiting. In the company, it is popular among men, not smoking, but eating betel nut. Usually, they hear, "Hey, are there betel nuts? Come on."

When I first learned to eat betel nut, I was a little drunk.

Back to the topic, after drinking a glass of white wine, the team leader said to me a little unhappy: "I hate you calling me a team leader!"

Actually, when I called him the team leader, I felt that he didn't like me calling him the team leader. So, I called him Brother Xia a few days ago. So, I smiled and replied: "I've called you Brother Xia now."

Later, the fat uncle talked about Brother Xia’s preferences at the right time, and then he passed. Brother Xia hoped that I would study CNC well. The company needed a transfer officer and he wanted to take me. They also said the same thing. I suddenly had the idea of ​​developing here. However, the future is still difficult to guess.

The "uncle" who came one day later than me (that is, the "sharp" in the internship era), I always felt that he should be the same age as me or younger than me. Who knew that after seeing his ID card, I was really four years older than me, and I was shocked! That night, he drank very hard, and he said that he had just broken up with his girlfriend. Well, it was the trouble of love again! A few days ago, I found that his eyes were wet, and I thought he had a bad sleep. It turned out that it was because of this. Men were sad and loved to drink...

As for the transferor, he asked me how many years I was born, and I said 92. He is so.

I asked him what month it was, and he said December. I was excited. It was so close to my birthday. Will I be born on the same day as me in the same year, month and day?

I asked him which day he was, and he said twenty-one. I was crazy, it was really!

Later, I thought about it, there were people with the Gregorian calendar and the lunar calendar. So I asked him what calendar he chose, and he said it was the lunar calendar.

I was disappointed and almost encountered a little miracle. Fortunately, I knew I was more than 20 days older than him. Haha! It seems that I can't call him elder brother anymore, so I change his name to him. I just call him "Bobo".

After talking to him, I found that his usual indifference was just pretending, because he was more like a child than me, and he was just a mentality of not growing up. He said that his father urged him to go home for a blind date and get married, and it was so urgent! He also planned to raise money to get married.

I asked him why he didn't fall in love here. He said that love will make it impossible for him to concentrate on learning technology and spend most of his time on his girlfriend. After hearing this, I felt that it was indeed reasonable.

I felt very good that night. Although I had been drinking until after one o'clock in the morning, I was very happy! On the way home, the wind was quite cold, but the moon was laughing.

When I got home, I found that my thing was overturned, and I suddenly felt so angry! My mood suddenly fell to the bottom and I wanted to scold people! I don’t know who it was, so I guessed for a long time, and finally I went to bed without even taking a shower...

The next day, I tried to ride a bike to work with the mood left over the night before. Because I stayed in bed, I didn’t even eat breakfast.

One morning, I entered a listless situation.

At noon, my second sister asked me to go home for dinner, and I also bought a bottle of Pepsi with a look. I originally bought a Pepsi to celebrate my salary, but when I went home for dinner, I didn’t even drink a sip of Pepsi, and I didn’t have the politeness I should have.

In the afternoon and evening, my mood gradually became abnormal. The more I thought about it, the more chaotic I became, what did I think? I didn’t know, but I just couldn’t figure it out. I made my own people not like humans, ghosts not like ghosts, and I fell asleep with a strange mood...

Today, it's time to adjust the rest.

After sleeping for a long time, I went shopping and bought shoes in the afternoon and went for a walk in the park. Because I wanted to relax, I chose to ride a bicycle, which was 11 kilometers round trip.

When I bought shoes, I almost knew that the shoes were cut corners as soon as I picked them up. So, I chose them for a long time and barely bought a pair. Of course, there is another reason for choosing them for so long. Not every bunk has size 44 shoes.

After buying shoes, I felt that the weather was cold and it was time to buy clothes, which was only once a year. So I sold it for 200 yuan...

Later, I felt that I had worn the watch for a long time and was almost out of use. So I bought a quartz watch with my feeling, which was a pointer. The departure of the electronic watch showed my inner transformation.

After visiting, the park is here. Walk slowly, take photos slowly, and feel like a small trip.

Unfortunately, it doesn't feel right. I don't have that state of mind anymore...

I bought a bunch of candied haws for 4 yuan. Although it is a bit expensive, it is worth it to be able to buy back some memories.

After walking for a long time, I returned...

When I got home, I saw that the garbage at the door was so messy? When I opened the door, I laughed at several people.

When I looked at my bed, my second-grade nephew brought two best friends to play with my computer in front. The idea at that time suddenly became clear. Why did the computer always change the desktop when it turned on? Why did the computer bag always get turned out? Why did the quilt always have mud and sand? Why did the U disk break? Why did the newly bought betel nut die in a day without a certificate? Why...

Now, everything has a perfect explanation.

I let the anger in my heart roar, causing the two innocent people to be scared away and left behind the main culprit. I found a whip and scolded and beat them!

According to the past, when I encountered this situation, I would at most scold me. But later, the second sister gave me the "gold medal" that I could make a mistake, so I played very hard! In the end, he was crying that he knew the mistake and told him to go home.

Strangely, there was no crying as soon as I left the door.

I wondered, I should play harder! Well, in my personal sense as an uncle, the role of uncle is a terrible creature on the earth!

In any case, from these days, I feel that it is not good to change my mood so much. It is reflected from the side that my spiritual world is very empty and cannot withstand any impact. On this issue, I should reflect on it again...

What is the most important? What am I pursuing? Life is a process of constant thinking. Even if you are confused, you must enjoy it.

The mood changes three times, and it feels uncomfortable and alert. This is another kind of growth!

Although it is very nutritious in positive energy, some special nutrients cannot be found in positive energy. So, I want to absorb them from negative energy for a period of time...

Believe in this sentence: Without the best down, how can there be the best? (To be continued)
Chapter completed!