"Real Luck" - 2014.1.29

I have always felt very lucky, but I have not had a lottery for the company's annual meeting and the Spring Festival Gala...

The first prize of the annual meeting was 500 yuan, and the manager selected the lucky ones by the employee’s work number. My work number was 085554.

That time, when the manager was about to draw the first prize, I kept silently reciting my work number in my heart. Because I believed that all my wishes were fulfilled. Later, sure enough, the work number read by the manager was really 0855...

My heartbeats so fast, is it me? Who knew it was 085544! It was just one number that was missing, and I was extremely disappointed on the spot!

Tonight's party is also a lottery. The first prize is one iPadmini handheld computer worth 2,100 yuan, 20 mountain bike worth 880 yuan, 100 small suitcases, and 750 lucky prizes. I only like the first and second prizes. Unfortunately, I silently read it for one night, let alone the first and second prizes, and I don't even have the 750 lucky prizes. It seems that I have no luck...

Perhaps, if I think about it from another perspective, will I really be happy even if I get those prizes? There is nothing fun on my handheld computer without a network card, and there is no lack of bicycles, and the lucky prize backpacks are not available now. I don’t seem to need them much, and when the desire is not strong enough, it is not easy to get.

Then what did I get? Think about it.

At the annual meeting, I went to the park with the team leader and a few of his good colleagues to take photos, chat about happy things together, and learned ice skating for the first time. It seemed like it was good!

Tonight, although I didn’t win the prize, I saw something special. What special? That is, I looked at the singing people, dancing people, and winning people on the stage, and my heart felt restless. It seemed to remind me that I would do that!

Also, I heard another good song "The Best Future". And, I suddenly got closer with people who had never chatted with me, and I felt so warm!

In fact, these are my true luck! Material prizes are only temporary happiness, while spiritual wealth makes me have long-term happiness!

So, I don't doubt my luck.

Because, I am so lucky!

"If I could go back to the past, is it really good?" - 2014.2.1

I often see and hear a sentence: How great it would be if I could go back to the past!

"The past" is good! Yes, how is the "past" good? Those who study, hope to come out to work early; those who come out to work really want to go back to the study era. Those who are single want to get married in love and get married; those who are in love and get married really want to go back to being single. Is this the "past" good? "The present" turns out to be worse than "the past"!

Many people think so. Suddenly I remembered a sentence I read in a book: Go back to the past, unless you go back with the memories of the present. Otherwise, the past will still become what it is now, and it is meaningless.

In fact, whether a person’s life is good or not depends on how he or she is thinking.

Is the "past" really only good, not bad? Is the "present" only bad, not good? Sometimes, do you find that you are unfair to treat the same thing? Use your own good to suppress others' badness. Similarly, compare the unhappiness of "present" with the happiness of "past". Let me ask, if you compare this way, can the "past" be bad?

When I wrote this, I remembered the Nine Knifes in "Those Years". The movie he made was to tell him that he was young and he was great! Indeed, I also think my two decades were great! Because of these two decades, I was quickly moving towards the future I wanted, and the more I used to touch me now!

In order to move your future self, you must continue to work hard to live out the feeling you want and pursue the future you want!

I think when I look back for decades when I am old, I can still be moved by myself!
Chapter completed!