"Life is Today" - 2014.9.11

Life is just plain. The days I live every day are almost immersed in rough repetitions. Repetitions include joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, so life loves it.

I love life, but I don’t like repetition. The boring feeling is boring, and I prefer freshness. In this case, isn’t it a contradiction? I love life, but I don’t like repetition, so how can it be considered to love life?

Huhu, or I am just stupid. Whether I like it or not, the repetition is always there. I always follow my inner feelings to do my own thing, which is also repetition. In other words, I also like to repeat, but there is a special happiness in this repetition, unlike the boring repetition.

Does it mean that everyone loves life, but their lifestyles are different? I don’t know. Everyone’s opinions are not necessarily the same.

Huh, what do you want to express? Why do I feel that my thoughts are so messy during this period? Yes, this is also a repetition, a repetition I don’t like.

How to bring happiness to repetitions you don’t like? I don’t know, that is a very special variable.

Today, like many yesterdays, it is repeated. However, there are some special variables.

I had to clean up the remaining deadlines left yesterday early in the morning. After a few twists and turns, I finally got it done, well, I have to send a courier.

I rent a house outside and go out after dinner at home every night.

So, when I was about to go out to send the express delivery in the morning, I suddenly remembered that my trouser bag seemed to be only a few dollars. Guru Guru. Although I just wanted to send a very important piece of paper, the charges for postal express delivery are very unusual. Oh oh. Well, it was such a "surprise"! Go home...

On the way home, the sun is still bright, the sky is still blue, and the vegetables are still waiting for me. The beautiful repetition will be a little numb when I get used to it.

When you arrive at your own vegetable field and work, it is the same. You can pick up water to nourish the vegetables and find true love for them.

However, special variables will have an effect.

My second sister, who returned to her hometown in Hunan, called A Aunt and talked about a mysterious topic about Buddha. How magical and amazing it is. These reminded me of my curiosity and freshness. It was a bit interesting.

Continue most of the repetitions, it's already until the afternoon.

It was going to rain, and I was busy cutting vegetables, so I didn't cover the wind and rain cloth for the "Shanli" on the roadside.

The rain gradually became heavier and the wind gradually became stronger. While cutting vegetables, I watched the "splash" in the wind and rain uneasy.

"Shanlie" has just come to me for a while, and I can't bear to let it get wet! But suddenly, I remembered that in a storm a few days ago, "Shanlie" covered with cloth always couldn't stand steadily and was always blown to the ground by the wind. At this time, the "Shanlie" in front of me and the "Shanlie" in the wind and rain did not fall to the ground. It stood steadily and cool!

Perhaps, it can only be stronger after experiencing storms!

If the cloth that blocks wind and rain is a kind of comfort that can protect it, it means that comfort cannot make it grow. What it needs is wind and rain like hardships. That is the best nutrition for its growth.

Looking at "Shanlie", I was very excited. So, where is myself? Haha...

Afterwards, after the rain, the sky was clear and the "split" saw new sunshine.

I also finished cutting the vegetables and went home to drink porridge.

At home, my nephew, who was a few years old, just returned from kindergarten, and he was still so lively and active.

I don’t know how long it has been since I noticed that the child is innocent and cute. Huh, I feel that my heart is not cute anymore.

I drank porridge, and my nephew was also drinking it. As he drank, he accidentally touched the remote control and fell to the ground.

He was about to pick it up, but I helped him pick it up. I thought it was just a very ordinary action, nothing special. But unexpectedly, with special variables, all the feelings will change.

The little nephew was immediately very upset and said in a cute Mandarin with a BB accent: "I want to pick it up by myself! I want to pick it up by myself!" Then, he put it on the ground with the remote control and then picked it up by himself.

I was a little amused and crying when I looked. Yes, the child’s innocence and cuteness was so obvious, but why did I find so few things? Huh, it’s all good, if there are variables in the repetition, you will feel a new feeling.

After that, continue to work in the fields.

At dusk, the clouds in the sky are so beautiful, and they are different every day. I always take photos while working. So, I am not a qualified farmer.

Every time I take a good night, I feel extremely happy. I don’t know why, but I am so happy!

I will send good-looking photos to WeChat and QQ space, and I will feel very satisfied. This is also part of my spiritual world.

At the end of the day, I almost always repeated the previous day's events. However, it was not exactly the previous day's events. Because of the special variables, I felt a new feeling today.

Life is about repeating constantly and being in a dull and plain manner. However, whether you are happy or not depends on whether you can see variables in repetition and whether you can truly understand those variables with your heart.

This is how life is. Don’t think that rich people will be happy every day, repeating them everywhere, getting tired of them after a long time, without any special variables, and even living a palace-like life is boring.

Life is like today. Looking for variables in each day, or creating variables yourself to make repetitions create new feelings. Then, happiness comes.

Want to be happy?

Love life, love yourself!

"This Day" - 2014.9.19

This day, a day with too many feelings. I want to say a lot, but I am too tired. I should just go to bed after writing a few simplified versions of the experience...

It is good to achieve everything you want, but it requires enough effort.

Confusion in life is like riding a bicycle and getting lost. After going around, not only does it consume your energy but also can't find the direction, but it also makes the heart that has hopefulness become exhausted.

It is not scary to get lost, as long as you remember that you have a big goal. Just like, I have been riding along the G107 National Highway. Even if I get lost, I can still take it back because the G107 National Highway is so conspicuous. If there is a big goal in life and all other small goals are accompanied by it, then confusion is just a small test.

I thought I wouldn’t get lost by owning a map, but that was just deceiving myself. Don’t be afraid of getting lost, because you are likely to grow up in the process of getting lost.

I did what I thought I could do, but I was very happy to do it! I did what I thought I could not do, but I wanted to cry!

Breakthrough is good, but a breakthrough that ignores consequences is really easy to lose life. Unless, you are going to do something great.

The road is not smooth. If you ride halfway, there will always be some killing things blocking your way. But you can only forget those things and keep moving forward!

You can often see tempting opposite sex on the roadside, and I hope you can have such opposite sex. But who knows what is behind the beauty?

When a person is hungry, mentally distracted, physically exhausted, and still far from his goal, he is easily fragile. However, the place where people are tested is exactly the place.

It is of course a beautiful thing to recall this thing, but it is not as good as when you come here again, because memories at that time seem to give you the illusion of time going back.

When some memories are buried underground, besides sighing, it is blessing.

Worshiping God is not necessarily superstition. Because when a person sincerely worships God, his heart will return to a simple state. In fact, what he worships is his own heart.

Not every memory must be picked up. Some memories may be better if they stay quietly in those years.

If you are the only one moving forward on the road of life, then you have to solve the problem yourself. Even if your feet suddenly cramp, your internal organs are extremely painful, and your whole body cannot move, you cannot regret it. Because of the path you choose, you have to accept the consequences.

If a breakthrough cannot cause you to die, it will be rebirth.

Nothing worth it or not, just be happy!

Sometimes it is hard to go uphill, just like when you encounter difficulties in life, you may feel uncomfortable. However, you must know that God will definitely repay you what you have lost. When I return, the hard work of going uphill before was easy to go downhill. I feel that nothing is in vain.

I rode my bike until my feet were cramped and I couldn't ride it anymore, so I pushed the bike around and around. Because I knew that the destination was there. I would only get closer and closer to it.

Because of my cramps, I always push my car on the uphill road, although the slope is not steep. However, some women can easily ride on the slopes, and I can't do it. Many strange eyes will be on me, so I can only smile and say to myself: "Don't care about their eyes, they don't know how long the journey I have rode today."

When I really couldn't hold on and wanted to give up, I found that the end was right in front of me. At that moment, I realized the wisdom of not giving up easily.

Huh, OK, a few sentences are a bit long. Here are a few very unpleasant versions!

I finally rented a room worth thirty yuan and wanted to go to the toilet. Well? Why is there something in the toilet hole? After a closer look, I turned out to be a used condom! I suddenly had no desire to poop.

When I went out to find a restaurant for a meal, I ordered dishes very civilizedly. However, the girl who was responsible for ordering dishes for the customers ignored me. Am I transparent?

On the way back to the accommodation, I saw a young mother educating her crying young son. Maybe her son refused to go home with her. So she pretended to drive a motorcycle and was already moving. Her young son immediately cried and shouted, "No! No!" and pushed her motorcycle hard. As a result, she fell to the ground with the person and the car, stood up angrily, and beat her son hard. Well, what a painful understanding of this education.

OK, I'm sleepy and want to sleep.

The feet need rest, my soul needs rest, my eyes need rest, the whole world needs rest... (To be continued)
Chapter completed!