Suddenly I remembered a question from a god-level figure in the game that asked me: "Why do the weak fight?"

I have been a weak person since I was a child, and I was almost always bullied. Even if I scolded others, I couldn't scold them. By constantly showing weakness to avoid harm, I could hardly find a reason to be brave. I accidentally shed tears secretly in a corner where others could not see.

This is the personality and habit. I am not a wolf. I can't learn the strength and courage of a wolf, the confidence of a wolf, and the cruelty of a wolf. The wolf keeps fighting for survival! Am I also for survival? But I am the weak...

My dark side really doesn't like to say that I am a weak person! But it's also true...

From a certain perspective, wolves are also weak! Many preys are difficult to capture, and they must be packs of wolves! They know that they are weak, so they play to their strengths and avoid their weaknesses, unite to concentrate their strength. Therefore, they can reproduce generation after generation in a harsh living environment.

My dark side is extremely competitive and proud! It was just faded by the gentleness of the angel's face to a little cowardly...

This time, let the dark side talk.

Yes, so I'm not a wolf! Because I don't like to be in groups, I like loneliness!

Survive in the lonely darkness, unless you have the ability to save your life, then you are the king!

Wang, they are all very lonely.

Okay, the dark side is too extreme, so let's change it to me who is a little more normal...

Back to the life of my second year of high school, I was recovering from my injuries.

I thought I could take leave, but I was so disappointed! The one who was injured was the middle finger of the right hand, the index finger and thumb could also write with a pen. Therefore, I continued to class with two injuries! One finger was injured, the other was hurt. Hu...

It’s okay to take a bath, but how do you wash your clothes? You can’t touch water with your right hand. Can you rub it with your left hand? Can you rub it? There is no washing board. Kick it with your feet? It’s too violent! I never want to kick my clothes, and the point is, can I kick it clean?

Fortunately, there is Lai Sheng. Lai Sheng’s surname is Lai. “Sheng” is not his name, but I just like to call him like this, just like Liu Sheng and Liang Sheng.

Lai Sheng is very kind and even calls me Brother Long. Hu, yes, no one in the second year of high school thinks I look like a child, because of my height. Therefore, the title of "Brother Long" really embarrasses me. The child's psychology, the name of Brother Long, and the disharmonious rhythm...

Lai Sheng, I helped me wash clothes for almost two weeks, I really thank him! Of course, the most important one is to take action by myself. Haha...

In the days of recuperation, you must be quiet. Perhaps it is good to be injured, because every time I am injured, I will quietly think about life.

It was during that period that I actually liked to go to the supermarket to read books. Before, I didn’t have the patience to calm down and read books. Even if I had a few pages, it was difficult to read.

The injury changed me. I read several hours after reading the book. From there, I fell in love with the inspirational books on success. From there, I felt that the turning point began.

After reading the inspirational books, I felt like I wanted to learn very much.

When the feeling comes, you have to hurry up! With that feeling, I started the learning mode!

OK! How to learn it? Take a look at the geography book first, read it! Ah! I can’t understand it!! I didn’t understand geography at all when I was in junior high school!

Okay, I'll fight with you! I started from the first page of the geography book, read carefully, read every sentence by sentence, and don't let go of a word! Fight in the stupidest way! However, as wise as foolish, I gradually understood what learning is. I realized that I used to read books hard and didn't use my heart at all.

I began to understand the feeling of learning and liked the mood of learning! So, reading books in class, reading books after class, reading books after lunch, reading books after dinner, and reading books after self-study in the evening. Reading books intoxicated my life at that time and made my previous reading life seem so dim.

That's it, I fell in love with fighting, in my stupidest way.

Progressing in your own world alone and quietly, proud and smiling.

Angel faces will feel life like this, looking at the sky, how small and happy I am!

The dark side will rule life like this, touching the sky of your own spiritual world, laughing wildly, I am my own god!

In life, there are many factors that make you motivated to continue to struggle, either because your dream gives you direction, or because you have the fate to see a TV series you like.

Quietly, two weeks have passed, and the injured fingers can be removed.

When the thread left my fingers, I touched them and changed. The other fingers didn't recognize the injured fingers anymore. They looked like they were ruined and felt like they had changed their hearts.

The hand snail is no longer like a snail, like a twisted space and time.

It seems to be about to tell me that my destiny has changed. The key to variables is myself!

I always think so every time I touch my finger that is ruined.

Time flows through, the end of the first semester.

Learning is learning, and there will always be a moment of relaxation. At that time, I forgot who downloaded a few episodes of idol dramas and played them in the classroom. I watched it so well!

That idol drama was just released at that time, "Sea Sweetheart", starring Luo Zhixiang and Rainie Yang. Because there is Luo Zhixiang, I like to watch it.

I watched one episode, it was funny. I watched two episodes, and it was a little touched. Seeing a certain episode, I fell in love with the songs in it. There are "Love Not Single" and "Rain Love", which gradually became the background music that I often hummed in my mouth.

My mood fluctuated little by little with the plot. When Dalang became the handsome Xue Hai, I liked his hairstyle very much, so handsome! From then on, I had the idol Luo Zhixiang.

Of course, the relationship in the play is the key point. I sympathize with Xue Hai very much, and he doesn't want that, but...

In order to watch the drama, I asked my classmates to borrow a memory card to watch it at night, but I didn’t feel sleepy when I saw it at midnight.

In the last week before the exam, I have to review and I have a good grade! But at the same time, I also want to watch "Sweethearts in Shanghai"! So I have studied very hard during those days just to be able to make a show at night time with more peace of mind!

Work hard in studying and working hard in dramas! Finally, I didn’t even miss the three days of the exam!

After the exam, I was able to catch up on the show, but it has not been updated yet. At that time, I guessed that the finale was about to come...

OK, let’s wait for the winter vacation to see it!

Study life has come to an end for the time being, and holiday life has begun...

The holiday that year was so gray, just like today's rainy day. There was no happiness in the New Year that year. The dim sky seemed to be waiting for something...

Slowly, silence covered the light of the family. It became quiet...

I'm quieter when school starts.

Looking at the sunny day, humming the melody of "Rain Love". The sentimental rhythm is still with you.

Life, cherish it all.
Chapter completed!