Some happiness may just seem happy.

Just like the song "You Are Not Real Happiness" sung by ***: You are not Real Happiness, your smile is just the protective color you wear...

It was time to early September 2018, and Ziyu had a full moon.

Actually, I didn’t want to serve wine at that time because my family’s financial situation was very bad…

I was unemployed for half a year, and my family's income was all based on Xiaoshi, but Xiaoshi had already resigned. My aunt is already in her sixties, and she can't do much work in the vegetable field, and she can't get much money. I don't want her to work so hard to go to the vegetable field...

Overall, the economic pressure is tremendous.

But Auntie doesn't care about these things.

Ziyu is her first grandson, and also the first grandson of the grandparents of the Liu family! With such an important existence, how could she give up on celebrating Ziyu's full moon wine due to financial pressure?

She waited day and night, and finally hoped that I would grow up and get married, so she finally hoped that my child would be born. The hope for more than 20 years is long enough...

Grandpa is gone, and he can't see his male grandson going to college or even getting married, nor can he wait for his first grandson to appear...

Uncle was no longer there. It was rare to wait until his only son got married, but he couldn't wait until his first grandson appeared...

Too many regrets, too many cannot be told...

In Aunt's heart, she felt that only by placing a full moon wine for Ziyu could she barely make up for those uncontrollable regrets...

So, Ziyu's full moon wine was still on display.

If you don’t have money, you can borrow money to store it. The key process of drinking is handled by the second sister.

I am still like a child who knows nothing. Although I have started a family, my shoulders are not wide enough, I don’t have enough experience, and I have not been able to bear the responsibilities yet.

I always hope that my wedding and the full moon wine for my children will be held with the money I earned, but God is willing to do so. The wedding did not appear because of my uncle's health, and Ziyu's arrival happened to be the trough of my unemployment due to illness. So, I was embarrassed and helpless...

Life is so funny, or perhaps, life is like this. You always hope that you will not do what you want to do when all the conditions are met. However, what you want to do often comes faster than you imagined, so fast that you are unprepared, it comes to you on its own, and almost all the conditions need to be created by itself, and there is no satisfying existence.

In other words, your own strength cannot keep up with your desires.

Therefore, on the day Ziyu held the full moon wine, I was very busy...

I was busy burning incense and worshiping God, begging God to bless Ziyu to grow up healthily; I was busy learning from Aunt to greet guests; I was busy becoming "as if it was really the head of the family"...

My movements are very busy, my words are very busy, my mood is very busy, my smile is very busy...

Unfortunately, I didn't have much happiness in my busy schedule.

At that time, I watched a funny movie "Take Responsibility for Love" starring A Niu.

To be honest, the protagonist's initial scene was right in my heart! That kind of psychological drama is really rich and real.

There is a line in the movie that I agree very much: What does my son’s full moon wine have to do with them?

However, movies are movies, and reality is reality.

The human relationship and worldly mode cannot be easily deleted just by wanting to delete it. Because it is a bug-like existence.

Many familiar and unfamiliar faces appeared one after another. I smiled hard, tried to say some polite words that I didn't like, and tried to play a role that I didn't look like myself.

I can't learn the etiquette of greeting guests at once, and I feel so tired... I don't like this feeling at all...

In front of their smiles, I am an actor.

But think about it, how many people in this world are not actors?

Finally, although my happiness is not obvious, my Ziyu is indeed full moon, and I still feel a special pleasure in my heart.

I think Ziyu is a gift from God.

Because, her arrival brought happiness to my family!

The grandma finally became the "grandmother", the aunt finally became the "grandmother", and my sisters finally became the "aunt". This is a great joy for our Liu family!

Although I have not achieved my career yet, and I am even the worst of the male grandson under my grandmother, I am the first to start a family and become a father. I have my disadvantages, but I also have my light.

Maybe, sometimes I envy others for their successful careers, maybe others also envy me for starting a family?

Well, it is worth it to present a full moon wine for Ziyu after all!

Because Ziyu is worth it!

If you have no money, you can earn it again. The debts you owe can be paid off through hard work. However, the meaning of Ziyu's full moon is only once in a lifetime.

Well, I should grow up harder and truly support this family! Since God has made me a family and have a daughter when I am not fully prepared to start a family, I want to make myself worthy of all this!

Everyone's unhappiness is something they ask for.

Similarly, everyone's happiness is also something that comes to your own mind.

If you really want to be happy, then ask for your own sake!

Just like, I was unhappy and became happy after I finished writing this article.

Well, you are worth looking for your happiness.

Although, the above sentence is like nonsense... (To be continued)
Chapter completed!