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Chapter 40

Some people are only suitable for existing in memories. Because the beauty of the present belongs to the important people at the moment.

Today, it started raining heavily in my hometown, bringing a wave of coolness to the stuffy heat accumulated over the past few days.

Huh, this feels so good!

People who are uneducated are like me, only have the level of plastic expression. Just like seeing beautiful scenery, you can’t read the good sentence “The setting sun and the lone wild goose fly together, and the autumn water and the sky are the same color”, and you will only naturally shout “Wow! It looks so good!”

Well, I live so naturally and simply.

Memories need to be beautiful once in a while, but memories will impair it. So, it’s good to be occasionally.

Just like today, I can do it occasionally.

I don’t know where the quietness in my memories is now and how we live. We seem to be destined to be over when we were young.

Qianxin and Yun in the memories feel even more faint. If I don’t carefully read the memory bank in my brain, I might have forgotten them.

When it comes to Di in my memory, she has such a deep influence on me, so naturally I can't forget it. Although I don't know where she works or how she lives, I go to the town where she is located every few days to find a famous old Chinese doctor to see a doctor. Perhaps it is a bit of a special origin.

Then, it was the sweetness in the memory. Oh no, it should be the sweetness in the present.

This is so special. The fate that is close and separated from me will never be able to understand.

She is now my QQ friend, and she can see each other's comments on each other in QQ space, and occasionally comment on each other. However, both parties will not have too many topics to talk about, and they hardly talk much. After all, we both have their own new families and feel that we won't chat as naturally as we were friends or lovers.

What she posted the most in QQ space is to post her baby or occasionally post the gentleman of her family. And what I posted the most is usually some "chicken soup" photos or philosophical words. Of course, if the time is right, I will show my love.

Then, Ying in the memory. Well, I feel that I am not very interested in her now...

Last year, one of my QQ numbers, which had her QQ number, was reported for no reason, and then QQ space was no longer available. I could see other people's updates, but I couldn't post them, and I couldn't read my albums and logs. Helplessly, I could only use my other QQ number to continue to post my mood.

However, I don't know if anyone likes the comments I posted.

So, I specifically chose a good friend of mine, including her. I wrote a paragraph about changing QQ, and the reasons and process were all included. If you don’t hate me, you can add another QQ. Finally, it is stated that this is a mass post.

I inform them in this way, not only did I want my friends who don’t like to see it, but also because I don’t know how to send QQ group posts!

So, a mass post that is not a mass post was born!

Well, I copied the information and sent it one by one.

Finally, two weeks passed and half a year passed. She did not add my new button, but she was still active in QQ space.

At that moment, I was a little disappointed, but I didn't care too much.

After all, seeing her appearance in QQ Space has become increasingly detached from the beauty and purity she had in my high school years. That is, the more I look at her, the more I feel that she is strange.

Maybe, I don't understand her at all.

In her heart, whether I have liked her has nothing to do with her. What's more, the reason why I was able to add her QQ was purely because Wuming made her a fool.

Now, it’s just that we each return to our own world tracks and no longer have intersections.

Next one, Juan in memory.

Well, I can never guess her Scorpio personality.

Since I fell in love with Gan back then, she seems to be getting farther and farther away from me, and I don’t even let me read WeChat updates. Although I have her two QQs and two WeChat accounts, they are not the same as none.

The last time I communicated with me was probably when I got my marriage certificate in 2017, and it was not a communication. I just posted a statement about getting my marriage certificate, and she commented on "congratulations". I replied to her gratitude, but there was no follow-up.

Sometimes, I would see her browsing traces under a certain comment in QQ Space, but maybe she was just passing by.

Is she in love now?

I don’t know, because she will always be so mysterious in my heart.

The last one, Arou in memory.

Well, there is not much news about her. That is, she has been taking care of her children in her hometown.

Although she and I have each other’s QQ and WeChat accounts, we don’t use it to chat. Her QQ space dynamics are not open to me, and I am not curious.

The story between us is nothing more than a meteor shower passing by.

At the beginning, it was quite beautiful.

But beauty generally means ephemeral.

Moreover, after a short period of time, it may turn into ashes.

So, it’s better to have a wife!

The beauty of the moment belongs to my dear!

Although my dear Xiaoshi will have a temper storm from time to time, there is still a rainbow after the storm.

In the past few days, the deterioration of the relationship between Xiaoshi and Auntie's mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has experienced a cliff-like decline after a peak, and now it has continued smoothly at low values.

More importantly, today is the legendary 520!

I bought Xiaoshi online in advance, and she received it at noon today! She expressed her touching!

I gave her two gifts, either, a pillow that looks like a certificate, and the pillow contains the big words "Excellent Wife Award". The other is a hydrating device with the power bank function. Because my dear often applies a facial mask during this period, and the weather is hot and the skin is prone to dehydration, the hydrating device is very practical. Another reason is that my dear has gone out of bus several times. His mobile phone is out of power and cannot scan the code to pay. He has no change on his body, so he always has to go to the store to buy things and find money. With this portable hydrating device as a power bank, you don’t need to worry that your mobile phone is out of power and cannot scan the code to pay.

Xiaoshi said: "I feel guilty about that pillow!"

I replied: "No, in my heart, you are an excellent wife!"

Well, what I said is from the heart!

She just has a hot temper and everything else is very good. Although she doesn't understand my spiritual world, she helped me build a new spiritual world, love me in her way and love this home.

So, I love my dear!

Unlike the love for girls, whether I already understand what love is or not, at the moment, I love my dear, and love her in my way.

Last month, I wrote a song for her, titled "My Love You".

The lyrics of the last line of this song: My love for you is the tenderness of your strong shell.

I love you, although it is not a gorgeous word, it contains many unspeakable love! It is simple but rich in meaning!

On May 20th, it rained with "I love you"!

Ah! The rain is so cool! (To be continued)
Chapter completed!
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