Back to the senior high school classroom.

Actually, I really want to have a girlfriend. Because at least someone can listen to me and say what I think.

After the evening self-study every night, there are not many people who study, and many of them are one-on-one couples. I don’t like it while studying and flirting! The reason is very simple, because I don’t have a girlfriend...

Forget it, bear it! Study is the most important thing!

However, once, Jing Yan said she liked me once after self-study. I thought she was joking, but who knew she was really here!

I asked her, "Why do you like me?"

I remember her answer seemed to be "Because you are handsome!"

I was in a state of great mood at that time because the first time a girl confessed to me, but I wouldn't have a date before getting into college.

I want to reject her, but how do I refuse? I still wrote a long sentence on a note, all of which were politely rejecting her and then handing it to her.

Then, she became unhappy and seemed to cry...

Ah? I don't understand...

Unexpectedly, her deskmate Guan Lianmei actually spoke for her and asked me why I refused, etc.

I feel inexplicably, why can't I refuse? I want to learn.

I stammered and said a lot, but she also asked: "If it were my confession, would you refuse?"

Oh my God! Someone actually asked me like this? I still nodded gently...

But she also said, "I don't believe it! You don't feel anything about us!"

I answered helplessly: "Yes, but..."

She immediately interrupted me: "That's it! Then why do you refuse?"

I... I was really speechless at that time. Having a feeling does not mean that I like it! It may be like the brother's feelings towards my sister...

That night, I sent a message to Jingyan, saying sorry and other words. Because I didn't want anyone to be unhappy because of me, but she didn't reply to me.

The next day, she turned her head and talked to me, talking and laughing. She also said, "I want me to help her get a meal with Guan Lianmei, and then have a meal together."

I expressed my doubts and asked, "Why?"

She just said something...

Then I realized that it was all a misunderstanding. She was unhappy again!

I didn't send any more messages. Just the words she said that I wanted me to make a meal, I would definitely not be dating. It took seriously the time I had to study, just...

So, for a while, everyone had nothing to say.

Later, she became a new position and soon got a boyfriend. After studying for self-study every night, she kept chatting intimately. When I saw it, I felt a little uncomfortable, but I was very glad that I didn’t do any dating before getting into college.

At that time, the class liked to order takeout, including sauce-fried duck, rotten skin, etc. It was spicy and delicious! Once, I ordered some pastry takeout, and I bought one more. I asked Juan’s sister to help me pass it on. Juan’s sister is a cousin and is in the same class as me.

Since that transmission, Juan’s cousin has thought that Juan and I are boyfriend and girlfriend.

Later, I often saw Juan chatting with a boy outside the classroom. I thought she had dated. I felt uncomfortable, but I was also very calm...

Juan's cousin came to tell me that Juan often chatted with a boy, and seemed to be dating. She also asked me if I knew...

It seems that she wanted to tell me that I was pried over the wall. Huhu, but Juan and I are just good friends. I smiled...

Later, on the way back to the dormitory, I saw Gan holding hands with a boy in her class who was very good at playing basketball. In an instant, I felt very disappointed! But, what does it have to do with me when I was dating? Why am I lost? Alas...

In this way, my mood affected my studies. After class, I played a song on my mobile phone to listen to it. I was also so ugly by Liao, who was sitting next to me. It really hurt me!

Fortunately, Zimei, in front of her seat, said to me: "It's your business that you think is not good, but it's enough for others to think is good."?

My mood was a little comforted. Zimei, for me, is a bit cool girl. However, I didn’t communicate much with her. It was because I was too silent...

Well, there is some fun in the classroom, which is that it often plays some funny movies. Not bad! For example, "The Short Lovely" starring Wang Zulan, I really laughed until my stomach hurts for the first time! Of course, the Cantonese version is funny enough!

Apart from these, I can only watch basketball.

Speaking of the school team playing basketball, I miss the excitement of watching senior brothers playing basketball in my first year of high school! It’s super cool!

I remember one time the school team played a friendly match with the school team in the Education City. It took a few extra time and it was dark! In the end, our school team narrowly won! I had never been excited before! I also began to understand why fans are always so crazy...

However, when I was in my third year of high school, the school team was no longer as strong as the previous two years. But look at it, I would be in a better mood.

I run in the morning, although I am not in a good mood, I will run hard as I need to vent...

Sometimes when I meet Ying in the corridor for a long time, she will laugh, and I will laugh. However, there is a missing title.

During that time, my mood was extremely complicated! So I tried my best to write a diary to express my mood, mostly sadness and so on.

Time goes quickly and take graduation photos.

I don’t feel anything, it’s very boring! After taking pictures, I went back to the classroom and continued reading...

When I took the oath for a hundred days, I also pretended to come out and took the oath.

Principal Luo’s speech was still so exciting and full of humor. Haha!

In the last hundred days, Gan became friends with me again.

After I was studying for myself late, I liked to buy snacks. When she met me, she took the initiative to say hello to me, so that's all right. Huh, it's her that was the one who took the initiative.

This has been like this for three years in high school. She and I are close to each other, laying the foundation for the future.

Or, being close or separated is another kind of fate.

I don't know, I just let it go...

God has always made its meaning in this arrangement.

When I was in elementary school, I was very afraid of my junior high school life because I was unfamiliar.

After going to junior high school, there is nothing scary except that it is a little different, but I am afraid of getting into high school life.

When I was in high school, it turned out that the terrible thing was a false impression and nothing was scary at all, but I still hopelessly continued to be afraid of my future college life because of my confusion.

Before taking the oath for a hundred days, I often asked my cousin Yan University, who was already in college, what is it like, and whether it is fun.

But no matter how many questions asked, I couldn't suppress my fear and was still confused...

I have been superstitious since I was a child, and I have no choice but to pass on each generation to subtle influence. Therefore, I will ask God and ask about the future.

At that time, there was a Guandi Temple near my house. I went to throw the Holy Grail, which was the kind of positive and negative.

I ask this: Master, if I can get into the undergraduate degree, I will give me the Holy Grail of one positive and one negative.

Throw it out, get out, there is actually one that stands up and cannot fall! This means that it may be possible or not.

I had no choice but to throw it away again, but it was still the case.

Send it again, still so

There is no matter how many things happen, I will not give up. Because I have never encountered such a situation. It seems that God still wants to tell me that fate is in my hands.

If you work hard, you may get what you want. If you are lazy, you may get disappointed.

Since I prayed to God that time, I have followed the flow. I have neither worked 100% nor been completely lazy. Everything is moderate...

In the last hundred days, I often recall the past and think about how much I have changed.

In the corridor, I usually have my sentimental eyes.

Once, I was the only one in the corridor. Chunying, a very special girl in the class, passed by the corridor and threw me a sentence: "Hmm?! Liu Jinlong, are you pretending to be melancholy here again?!"

I was instantly scared! What?! She actually saw through me! Oh, it’s rude!

She is quite straightforward and is a good girl, but it’s a pity that she has a boyfriend. Huhu, nothing, I don’t like her, just say it.

During those 100 days, I went to the cafeteria to have dinner late. I didn’t want to queue up, but also because I wanted to be quiet. Of course, someone would accompany me.

Although he is not a woman, it is not bad to be able to eat with me.

His name is Xincai, a boy who makes me speechless. Because he did not write his own information in the address book in the class. In other words, after graduation, he chose to isolate him from the past. Alas...

Oh, when it comes to address book, I have Class 9 in Grade 1, which is great! Why don’t you feel anything about Grade 2? Because the class in Grade 2 was left without anything, there is only a Q group where no one chats with.

Huh, it doesn’t matter! If you really care, why bother to contact us? Stay in touch all the time.

As for Xincai, I always say that I have a good figure! I feel embarrassed to talk about it...

He thought my figure was very suitable for dancing, and it must be very good to dance! He also said that if he had the figure of mine, he would definitely dance!

Thank you for your words, because I remember. I really like to dance by myself! The free and easy "dance occasionally"...

Skip the rest of the review and exams... I don’t want my studies to be heavy in my memories.

I was still a convenience store after late self-study, and I often saw it...

Sometimes she would look for me on purpose, but it rained again at night. She said she didn't have an umbrella. I happened to have it, so the two of them walked in the rain.

Originally, I liked to hold an umbrella with my right hand and let her be on my right hand. But she insisted on my left, and said she liked the left.

At that time, I remembered "Left" sung by Rainie Yang, because my heartbeat was on the left.

While sending her back to the dormitory, she secretly looked at her. She seemed a little shy and a little happy. Uh, I... go quickly!

She said, go slower...

Hum? Do you want to continue walking in the rain with me for a longer time? But in order not to wet her, my right shoulder is already soaked...

Okay, I finally sent her to the girls' dormitory. After the worship, I sang "Rain Love"...

God always arranges special moods and special characters so appropriately.

Therefore, life is full of meaning.
Chapter completed!