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Chapter 51

I heard that people who think too much are prone to depression...

What to do? People who are as rich as my imagination can be kidnapped by depression every minute if they are accidentally killed.

If I had capital, it would make sense for kidnapping me. However, I am very close to "Chong".

It's obviously not your target, but you have to keep an eye on me.

Well, "Ming" and "Still" may be the same group...

Forget it, that's not their fault. If you want to blame it, you will blame yourself for your poor self-control.

If it weren't for poor self-control, how could the imagination run wildly like a wild horse and be difficult to tame?

In short, thinking too much is a kind of disease, a psychological disease.

Thinking too much has made me a person with inferiority. Oh no, people who are sometimes arrogant, sometimes narcissistic, sometimes confident, sometimes inferior... are just inferiority, accounting for the largest proportion.

Now I am in my hometown, so there are naturally many relatives at home, but I almost never take the initiative to go to my relatives' houses to play. I just want to stay at home alone and do whatever I should do.

Why not go to a relative's house to play?

Because of inferiority complex, inferiority complex will make me afraid and easily lead me to an embarrassing situation, so I escape to my relatives' homes.

Why do you feel inferior?

Of course, it is because I think too much, and the direction of thinking too much is more directed towards the rich and the poor.

There are two types of rich and poor people than me.

One is whether external economic ability can satisfy life, while the other is whether the inner spiritual world is rich.

A rich but poor person is called a rich man. Have you ever seen a rich man feel inferior when he dumps money?

People who have no money but are rich in their hearts are called saints. Since they are saints, how come they come from being humble?

A rich and rich person is called a rich man. The minimum condition for becoming a rich man is to be confident without inferiority.

Well, nowadays, whether it is external or internal, I am "deficient". This does not mean that I have to make a fortune or be very rich to meet external requirements. At least I can have my own financial ability and support a family, but now I don't have...

So, I have the potential to have depression...

I went shopping for groceries this morning and saw a very familiar figure...

Clean short shawl, orange T-shirt. Well, coupled with the familiar face outline, I thought I would meet her again after many years.

No, I'm not sure if she is Di.

But, very similar.

The distance between me and her is about 10 meters.

These 10 meters are a dreamy and distant 10 meters.

Moreover, I was riding by "Little Lucky", and the feeling of confirmation of my eyes was only a few blinks.

So, in the end, I don’t know if that she is Di.

That feeling is so familiar.

If she is Di, then the child next to her should be her child and she will become a mother.

If she was Di, would I stop and say hello to her?

If she were Di, would she still happily call me "Bolong"?

However, even if she was Di, I thought, I wouldn't have the courage to stop and say hello to her, and my sense of inferiority lingered me.

Moreover, the "obedient" is not the original "obedient"... it has grown taller...haha...

Besides, where do you get so many ifs?

I don't know how to treat my "thinking too much", after all, I'm too ill...

Finally, I really like the song I found when I was in my first year of high school - "Thinking Too Much".

I think too much, you always say that, but you don't, I really feel sorry for me... (To be continued)
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