Today is September 1, 2019, the day for students to start school.

The alma mater of the primary school opposite started to record the students' time for self-study in the evening. Well, I miss it a little.

I wonder how many students are happy during the school season? Anyway, for me in elementary school, the school season is an anxious season.

Every time I spend a winter or summer vacation and face the start of school, I cry the most. Because I am reluctant to let my uncle and aunt go, I also feel that it is too long to spend a semester, as if I have to wait a long time to see my uncle and aunt again.

Well, all the school seasons in elementary school can be said to have shed most of my tears in my life.

Perhaps, in the eyes of my elders, I was very fragile when I was a child. I was not even as good as a girl. I had no masculinity at all and shed tears at all.

But now, I don’t hate the anxious self when I was a child. Instead, I feel that I am the truest and most beautiful self.

An anxiety is not necessarily a cowardice, but just because you are too happy, you can't bear to lose those precious periods of time. The happier you are, the more you can't bear to give up, the more tears will flow.

Therefore, anxiety can only show that I was very happy when I was a child! I was so happy that other children didn’t understand why I was so anxious. Isn’t it just a parting? What’s so anxious?

Well, people who cannot understand that kind of happiness will not understand, and even their language seems redundant.

Because of happiness, every drop of tears shed from anxiety contains my love for my uncle and aunt.

But they didn't understand, maybe it was a last resort. Whenever I was anxious, they would tell me, "A man is bleeding but not crying." If I still can't stop my anxiety, they might scold me...

Every time I scolded, it was like slapping my inner happiness. Every time I scolded, the feeling of happiness was a little lost.

Gradually, when I went to junior high school and high school, I felt less and less anxious as I grew up. As they wished, I would shed blood but not cry.

Finally, even the feeling of happiness is getting less and less.

They didn't know when I loved them the most and were reluctant to let them go, but they hated me like that.

Even though those scoldings were just lies, this lie hurt me at that time like the truth.

That's why I said that most of my tears in my life were shed in the school season of elementary school, and it was even more heartbreaking than when my uncle went to a "far" trip.

I am very grateful that God has allowed me to have my parents and sisters who love me so much, and to make my childhood so happy!

Well, because of happiness, there is love in my heart.

My dear often says that I have been spoiled by my family since I was a child, so there are many basic things I can't do.

Well, indeed, in terms of life skills, when I was a child, I was spoiled and could not do anything, and I couldn’t even cook with firewood.

However, there will be gains when there are losses.

Well, all I get is love.

I don't care if anyone says I'm spoiled. What I care about is that my dear said I'm spoiled. It is precisely because I know how happy it is to be spoiled that I spoil her and never scold her.

In love, my dear is my whole world. I just hope that in this world, I am shining, not bleak.

If you don’t understand life skills, you can learn it. If you don’t know how to love, you can learn it. However, love is more difficult to learn than life skills.

I don't think I was naive in elementary school, even if I always fantasize about being Superman Diga and shining.

Well, that's just the simplicity of that age, not childishness.

On the contrary, I have to learn from myself when I was a child.

Perhaps, he doesn't know what love is, nor what love is, but he really loves his family and is immersed in real love.

Although I understand the meaning of love and love now, I can't do it as natural and realistic as him.

Never think it is ridiculous to learn from your childhood self. In this life, a person always has to look for his own treasure. However, throughout his life, he will find that his own treasure has always been at the beginning. However, it is necessary to participate in the "growth" process so that his heart can see through all this.

No matter how far you go, you will still want to go back to the beginning.

Just like, rejuvenation, everything is just a cycle of life.

Huh, they start school and I start school too.

In the class "Life", I have always been a student.

Study hard and improve every day!
Chapter completed!